Start of my Break.....

At long last.... a break... though it's only 1 week long... but still... it's a break...

It had been a rather special 2 weeks before this... because i was spending it alone most of the time... my parents are not around... and my brother is in Cambodia doing some volunteer work.

And basically... i had the whole house to myself.... haha...

Well... it's not exactly a bad thing... afterall.. i'm used to being alone at home... but it's kinda been some time since i'm all alone...

Anyway...made used of the opportunity to invite the MK team over for movies and steamboat... haha... been some time since we last gathered...
In fact.. for 2 weekends... haha.... chiong movies and eat.... and just yesterday... we even played basketball... something we didn't do together in like years ....

Anyway...that's about the highlight of the 2 weeks.... the rest are spent in school... same old boring stuffs....

This two weeks alone kinda makes me realise something about myself... i don't mind being alone... haha.... though there is the occasional silence.. and feeling of emptiness...
Once in a while, just get some friends over... and it'll be gone....

Hmm.... think it would be a good idea to go out and live alone next time... my time.. my rules...

I was also organising a BBQ for my batch of Victorians this coming weekend... together with Xiao Shen... and suppose to be in collaboration with my former form teacher.... but apparently... things didn't go as smooth... had wanted to do it in VS... but due to some complications with the teacher... well.. in the end.. it wasn't possible for that to take place.
The worst thing was, the notice came at such a late time, and i couldn't manage to get a place in East Coast Park for it....
Well... it was partially because i had to spend some time discussing about it with Xiao Shen and the teacher... and ended up with no more places available...

After much deliberation and discussion, we finally decided to postpone it instead... to the week after next... and got the pit at ECP.... couldn't get VS too because of the same complications...
Actually... it wasn't a case of "cannot get"... but rather, a case of un-confirmation... and so to save the trouble, i booked the pit first...
So in the event there is a last minute authorisation, we can just move everything over... ^_^
Well... that is the just-in-case plan.... but meanwhile... it will still be at ECP....

Haiz... feeling rather vexed because of this complication.... but what to do~~~

The response so far hasn't been very good.... but still.. the show will go on.... with or without anymore people... because i know that i have a group of friends who will always be there for me man.... ^_^
That being said... i will make sure the BBQ goes well despite the odds...

Hmmm... some great consolation for myself... haha....

I just realised i've actually learnt some life lessons from this man... sometimes... it's really better to depend on yourself... things may had gone smoother that way....

Trust... is such a variable....

Haiz.....

Ok... i think that's enough mention on this issue... and since everything's been decided... i'll leave it as it is...

Go sleep liao...