Nothing much week....

This week had gone by rather uneventfully.... in fact... i think my whole month has been spent this way...
No work, no basketball.... and the bad thing... not much running...

I've only got like 2 months left till the SCFM... and i am still running only 5km once a week!!!
Got to buck up liao man...

And so, i've decided that when i run, i will blog it out... so in a way, it helps me to keep track of myself...
And so... this will start tomorrow morning... doing 10km... if the weather permits... been raining rather frequently this few days...

Sort of though of a statement while driving just now...

Men are ultimately lonely animals....

Hmmm.... rather subjective statement... haha... but it's mainly due to what i have been observing about myself....

I've come to realise that we do practice filtration in our daily lifes... and it is happening in this society too...
The first form of filtration is by the sperm and egg thingy... then there is the school system of filtration....
In both processes, only the strongest get to progress on to better and higher level... and well... i just happened to have been finally filtered out from the main stream... -_-
Anyway, that's not really important anymore...

What i am more concerned is that even friends are being filtered out... as we move on from school to school, and finally to the workplace...
We keep the better friends... keep in contact and meet up, and we abandon old friends... ceasing communications with them...

And the issue is that, even with the friends that you do keep more in contact, you will be also subjected to this filtration process, as your friends get to know more friends... and even get soul mates... then you will also end up being filtered out...

Even with the closest of friends... i realised that this process is inevitable.... because ultimately, most friends are going to get their soul mates, and soon you will realised that you become less engaged with the friends... and well.... the process begins...

Not pinpointing to anyone in particular... it's my observation around me...

Hence my statement....

All Men are ultimately lonely animals...

Well... maybe that applys more to me because i am still single... haha...

But i believe it holds some truth in the society....

From my evaluation... even people with soulmates will be lonely... becasue their soulmates will also have their other friends and family to be engaged with, and thus, ultimately, a man cannot 'own' another person fully... and especially when the soulmate dies, man will once again, be lonely....

And hence, my statement.... but this is a more extreme view...

Ok.... i'm not exactly sure if i am making sense here... haha... but well.. i am trying to make a statement, due to influences from all the great Thinkers of the past... so i am giving a shot at making theories at stuffs... haha....

Oh well... that's all...