Another tired day....

Today... is yet.. another very tiring day for me... phew~~~

As usual, slept at 0300 this morning while playing "Generals".. and thrash the computers..( as usual)...

Then... i woke up at 0800 to get ready to go college meet TWK and his 2 friends for basketball.. reached early... and TWK and gang came late...

Anyway, it was a very tiring game for me... my stamina dropped like siao man.... run abit then very tired liao... even got some dizziness... and really very out of breadth.... guess it's the effect of sitting at home, with no exercise for too long... got to train back liao... or else go army will die..

We played 1 round, rest , then played again, then rest, and played.... or else i really canno tahan.... will faint...
Everytime at the start, i still can chiong abit... but towards the end... out of breadth liao... can only walk around...
BUT.... at least my basketball skills have not dropped that much... just short of training... cna get back one... heehee....

Then later, ate lunch with TWK.. ate xiao guo mian, then chiong to PS to meet zi kang and elton to go see our prom clothes.... again....

This time... actually is for me to bring them around to the places that i went yesterday... to show them what i have seen and stuff.... brought them quickly through all the places... because it is very sian to me... walk the same place again....

But at least this time i smart... arranged for breaks in between by leaning on the "barricades" or whatever they are called and rest my body... or else i really will "peng"...

We went... we see... we saw...
Both of them seem to have a much better fashion sense than me... but who cares... i am going for all black... ^_^

After that, Elton and I went to Hougang Plaza play lan with Alvin Gan and TWK.... although i am very very tired liao... but still "qian jiu" TWK... who ask him not much days left liao...

And so... we chiong CS... play until very fun... cos very long never play liao...
And i would say i performed the third best... better than TWK..haha....as usual...

Then after that, though TWK and ALvin wanted to play pool.. i declined to join them... because i got chalet tomrrow... haven pack my stuffs yet...

On my way to the bus stop, i stopped at a tailor-made clothes stall... then asked for the cost of a full suite... and i found that actually if i do teh whole suite ( out-blazer, shirt, long pants), it is actually a better bargain... around $160++... then add a tie and belt... my whole budget should be around $220++... i felt that is is quite reasonable... so i consulted my parents.. and they say ok... so maybe i go down tommorrow to order.... and they are ok with my "All Black" style.... like high class secret society member like that... haha...

And actually i thought... might as well find one in Bedok to do.. so much closer... so i went around the whole Bedok town center to find a tailor shop upon reaching the interchange....
Well... found 1 tailor shop only... make curtain one...-_-"
So i guess no choice... tomrrow go back to hougang to order the suit... then get them to complete before prom... then everything will be settled... and there goes all my hard work going around orchard to find... should have gone to a tailor from the start... save the trouble and time... haiz.... the others lar... keep saying tailor made expensive.... then i didn't consider... lucky i go find TWK play lan, and came across the shop.... haha...

And so... i dragged myself home after walking around the Bedok area... and write my blog...
Phew... finally got some rest.... tomorrow still got to wake up early, go Hougang( hopefully the shop open liao).. order the suit... come back... cycle to chalet....
Man... is it going to be tiring or what...

But i hope i get to enjoy the chalet....^_^
So... i will not be blogging for the nest few days...

That's all for today...

Victorians... Gathering on 7th Dec, Marina Bay

This is a notice to all Victorians....

Basically, Xiao Shen and I have decided to organise a Gathering for all Victorians on the 7th of Dec at Marina Bay for a buffet.

This is also to help Wee Keat "celebrate".... because he going Tekong on 8th Dec...

But this date is tentatively only... may or may not change... but most probably won't change...
So please comfirm attendance with Me (De wei) or Xiao Shen, becaus we may need to book tables if got too much people.

Comfirm ASAP.

Nil Sine Labore

Tiring Day.... Phew~~

Today damm tiring.... walked and shopped so many places for my prom suit....from Bugis to Orchard... all the high class places and cheap places also see liao.... walk until my leg going to break......

Actually today suppose to cycle to Oasir Ris, but changed my mind last minute... decided to go see prom attire instead.... and lucky i made this choice... because it rained in the afternoon... and it would be disatrous for me to cycle in the rain... very dangerous...

Then today suppose to go with Elton and Zi Kang and John. Then because of my sms mistake... i told Zi kang to tell elton tommrrow 1 p.m. tomrrow, at this morning at 0200, which i refered to as today.... and so... they thought is tomorrow (monday).. and so not free to come today....

Luckily, still got John... and later called De Jian to come along too.... so at least not as boring...
And so... we went Plaza Singapura... walked all the shops that sell men's wear... then went orchard.... Takashimaya... Isetan... Robinson... U2...Gordano..... and dono what what.... see many suits... many types... many prices.... many many colours..... many many dono what... see until i very blur liao... and also very tired..... i not considering to buy today... just get a idea of what to buy first....

We went, we see, we saw.......
One conclusion the both of them came to.... my choice of anything is only black... haha... becasue all the shirts i see.. i will only consider the black colour one... or gray...
I like to walk the "black path"... black shirt, black tie, black belt, black pants, black socks, black shoes.... like more cool like that...
But then, i think maybe the black attire with a silver tie will look better.. or else too black liao....
I roughly calculated my cost or purchasing... around $160++.... think that is reasonable...
Hmm... or should i consider other colours? Grey? Silver? Blue?
think black still better....more mysterious like that.... ^_^

And i think i not getting the outer suite liao.... 1 suite quite expensive... cheapest i saw already $100 ++... so maybe not that worthwhile to buy... afterall... i am only going to use once... but maybe if got cheaper one can consider.... got to keep my buget as low as possible...

Anyway, one very interesting happened at Robinson... we were looking at some ties at 1 section, then got a sales girl stand behind and watch us..... and this is something i am always irritated about.... because i don't like the sales person seeing me when i choosing stuffs... like i going to steal like that... and so i walked off....

As we walked off... i told John the reason why i walked off.... then he told me that girl is Stella... at first i was thininking... how come the singer Stella is at Robinson working? Then he told me the Stella is my ODAC senior... adn i turned and looked....

Orh..... that Stella... haha.... oops... just now i still walked away like that...
I didn't even noticed her because she just stand behind.. then didn't say anything... as usual.... she during ODAC also so quiet... so unlike my other female ODAC seniors....^_^..
And how come John noticed her so well?
He told me he was looking around at girls... then saw her.... and stared at her... and she stared back.. then they smile... then he know it's her...

Anyway, last time he also keep staring at her one...because she is considered the prettiest for her batch ODACians.... so he recognise her more quickly...haha....
And well... she does look quite pretty... suddenly see her like that... haha... but due to our shyness... didn't go and talk to her.. or ask her anything.... because the strange thing is... she should be at University now... how come still working? Maybe 1 person who may know will be Nigel Choong... got time then ask him...

Then De Jian left halfway... think go meet yu min... then i and john continued on our quest.... and walked all the superstores....

We walked and walked and walked....
I walk until i am so tired... the leg really buay tahan... i wonder how come some girls can walk so many places when shopping.... i walk until the leg like going to break.. and mind abit dizzy (it's that bad).... it is even worse than running the 4.8km Machritchie route....

But at last.... we both also damm tired liao... ate abit....then go home le....
Phew..... tomorrow still got to meet the other guy gangs to see... this time maybe to buy liao.....
Think i go get some rest le... that's all for today~~~

Haiz... i lost my brother....

I lost my Brother.... the real brother.. blood related one...
But lost not as in literally.. just the feel....

Haiz...as mentioned in my previous entry... he really worship his girlfriend like God like that...

And sometimes... i think they are really meant for 1 another.... both don't tidy up the room, or anything that they have used... both don't do the housework, like washing their bowls after use...

I sometimes really buay tahan my brother man.... got his girlfriend to come over and stay... then my house suddenly become their house like that.... hogged onto the master bedroom, then i can't use the toliet inside....

And yesterday, 1 more reason why i couldn't use the modem was that they used it in the master bedroom, and i think when i reach home they sleep liao... so i can't take anything from there....

And now my Brother like do everyhthing is for the girlfriend one... the house like become hotel like that... happy go.. happy stay... then happy happy use the utensils and leave it for me to wash....

Haiz.... i really wonder... next time if they get married.. then the house.... WOW~~~ i bet a pig farm is even neater....

Haiz... enough of him... anyway i also don't see him often... though he comes back from camp on weekends... the time is spent with his girlfriend... even when in the same house... i can't feel him anymore.... he just lock himself in the room with his girlfriend....

Aiya.... don't care him liao....

In case you all wonder how come i sometimes write out my personal matters and stuff... and why my blog very lengthy....
Well... it's because this is like my diary... and it's the only thing i can talk to... since my brother doesn't contact with me anymore.... adn i tend to write out feelings and stuff... to release the bottled up feelings... i feel better when this feelings are written out...
And i tend to be lengthy because i think alot... so the more i think, the more i write....

Actually... i think i did something wrong... shouldn't have share my blog to too much people...
Because got some personal things... but i guess also not much people know about it.. except my closer friends... so still ok...

And come to think of it... i should get a pet... so i can talk to it... Haha... ("ki siao" arh...)..
Though i got grow cactus and plants... they don't show me any expressions or stuff, then also don't move... so not much fun... getting a pet will be nice..

Personally, i had always wanted a dog... but my mum say too troublesome.. and i allergic to the fur... so cannot... then because of my living conditions... the dog will suffer because of lack of attention... because most of the time only i will be around... then if i go army... then no one will take care of it liao... that goes for "Chincillas" as well....

So.... the next best option... get a tortise... no need much attention... easy to carry around...
But since my parents are not around at the moment... think i will go get it myself... at least then there will be another life in the house with me....

Wel.. today i did nothing the whole day.. stayed at home.. play computer.. watch TV... and pang seh TWK on playing pool... because i really don't want to play pool on weekends.. Expensive... somemore only 2 of us... the cost will be higher... and the other VS SRJC gang people went chalet.. so also not much mood to go out......
i would prefer go cycling... free... and healthy...
But i udnerstand his condition... he got not much days left....
....to enlistment...( what u thinking...).. so will defintely make careful use of his time to enjoy.. but i really no mood leh.... haiz... see how ba... maybe the next few days...

WA... this entry also quite long liao... guess i will stop here... maybe tomrrow try to find my way to the chalet.... my solo mission on bike~~~

Yawn~~~ it had been a tiring day~~~

Actually these title suppose to be for yesterday.... but yesterday no chance to write my blog... cause my Brother hog on to the mdoem with his girlfriend.... so i can't use it.... so i will be writing for yesterday... warn u first... quite long~~~~

And so.....

Yesterday morning, went to meet the Senghou gang for soccer training... but i was a bit late... 20 min like that... because i couldn't really wake up... slept at 3a.m. the day before while chionging Generals.. chiong until siao like that... then got to wake up early to play soccer.. slept only 3 hours~~~

But still, i made it, and we all trained with our jerseys. And i continued training for goal keeping...
Actually should have even numbers one... but justin don't know why didn't come, so we got odd numbers...( should have called elton along then... haha...To elton: sorry lar.. next time call u ok?)

But later, the guy call "Fang Yuan", saw him in SRJC before.. but don't know him personally, came to join us. think he live nearby. and i must say his soccer skills very good leh... control ball very well.. think about the same as TYS, if not.. better....

And i, as usual, kena lots of scolding, blaming, and dono what.... because i let balls in.... guess i wasn't the flexible....
Haiz...sometimes get alot of scolding... the morale also down liao... then become so sian....
There another guy also for keeping... Alvin's friend.. forgot the name liao... though also VS one..=p
And before i forgot... both Alvin and his friend kena "birdy ball"... Ouch... especially Alvin Gan... that ball was whacked by TWK... whose ball that i saved nearly broke my wrist... imagine the impact on the "part".... Ouch...

ok.. that bird aside... well, what i wanted to mention was that this Alvin's friend, his keeping skills are much better than mine.... i admit that.. and seriously, i don't mind him being the keeper...
To say the truth, i wasn't that "in" for the soccer competition... because i don't play soccer often, nor have special interest in it... so that explains my lousy skills....
I bought the jersey, because it is a VS thingy... the friendship, the bonds.... the shirt symbolises it... that's why i bought the jersey....
Haiz... but dono why, they sort of like want me to play very eagerly.... so i agreed for the friednship.... but damm sian leh... keep getting scoldings, and when balls get in, my morale also fall....

Though the scoldings are inevitable, but who likes to get scoldings.... kaoz....
But i guess because of the scoldings, i kept pushing myself to improve.. but still, i don't feel confident about playing for competition... it's the fear.... fear of letting the team down when the balls get in.... damm... the goalkeeper really does have a very heavy reposnsiblity...
But i guess since they have the hope for me, i should do my best... maybe more trainings will help me get more confident...

Ok.... soccer aside.... after soccer training, i chiong home, bath, change, and chiong back to Hougang Plaza to meet TWK,LKL,KKK and TYS, for a KTV session..slept on the journey.. because very tired... haha

Guess not many people know i sing... and i didn't join my class the other time for the KTV is because... haha... i shy lar~~~ At least now is with all the VS guys, then sing lousy also never mind =p
And so, we went to the Hougang plaza one, and we even signed up for the Kbox membership under my name, then got discounts for singing.... we each person pay around $11 ++, instead of around $20++...
I think they quite misleading... say $6 ++, then plus until $11++... but i guess that's their business tactic....
And so we sang.... mostly chose Jay's song, because we also got a "Jie Lun" with us... haha.. and also alot of love songs.... because i notice that among our group, all are currently single. maybe 2 are hoping for a miracle, then 1 just break up, but going to get back i think...
And so... when they sing the love songs... got the very special and ernest feelings... like the song describes their thoughts... haha...

And so we continued singing, from 1400 plus till 2000 plus, but TYS and KKK left halfway because they got stuffs to attend to. TYS going for the Orchard MAD movement, at the request of his "friend", and KKK going to Thailand in the night flight, for a sex change~~~
Actually the package till 1900 only, but LKL, TWK and me continued.. haha... anyway they didn't chase us out also... so just continue...

And i noticed i always incurr alot of loses from all these group gatherings... because i will most of the time be paying for all first... then they pay me individualy.. so somethings got any short payments, i will be paying for them.... (on this note, there is no specific refrence to anyone)
But i guess, well... if everybody is happy, i guess these small monetary loses are nothing as compared.... "huay he jiu hor "... Haha.. But this doen't mean all the time ok.... long long 1 time it's ok.... ( don't start calling me to go out now hor....)

And since 2 of the Senghou gang,LKL and TWK going Tekong so soon, guess just let them enjoy as much as possible ba~~

And after that,w e even went to play lan.. i and TWK treated LKL because his " hand head abit tight...". We palyed "Generals".. haha ( my favourite game)... 3 against 4 com.
At first, i quit the game because i didn't get my defenses fast enough due to LKL's eagerness to get the money supplies.... and kena chiong by com..( because i closest to the enemy...)
But on the 2nd round, i made them pay... i rippled the enemy beside me by destryoing their money gathering stuffs... then used the "Black Rose" to capture and sell their buildings, and in the ens, with the combine forces of our nulcear bombs, particle cannons and tanks, we thrashed the coms... and with ni doubt, my score was the highest~~~~ Muahahaha... ( ok lar.. here i hao lian abit.. because i am quite good in this game... really!!! )

Then after that ( finally going to end liao... haha), i ate dinner with TWK, then went home liao.
And upon reaching home, wanted to write blog one, but as menitoned, my brother and his girlfriend happily hog onto the modem, so i can't use....
Sometimes, not i want to say, but i think he is overly .. how should i say... hmm... like always want to be with her like that.... like she is some sort of god like that...
On this note, it doeen't mean i'm jealous ok... it's just that he doen't care about anyhting that happens in the house exceot his girlfriend... think if got tornado come, he also don't care...
Haiz... but i guess that's his life... he walk his road, i swim my sea...
Aiya... whatever... crapping here....

And so... woke up today on the sofa... because yesterday watched "The Crow" halfway, then "buay tahan", just switch off the TV and slept on the sofa....
Oh yar.. and before that i also watched "Inuyasha". the japanese anime... quite interesting.. haha.. guess i am stuck to the series liao.... for your information,it is shown in Central at 2330...

And i woke up with a whole body of ach... muscle soreness.... guess too long never exercise... heehee...
But never fear, my enlistment is still far far away... got time to train up...

Guess i will be staying home today most of the time.. catch up on some sleep...and some TV... Later maybe try to seek my way to the chalet area in Pair Ris on bike.... thinking of cycling there....

And so.. finally , i guess that's it for now.... go watch TV liao...

Hmmm....A levels over... so?

Seriously... i don't feel any joy when the Physics Paper 5 today ended.... in fact... i had no feelings... don't know why...

Guess i just had the feeling that i am not confident of myself.... haiz..... but since it's over... just let it be.... and hope for the best...

And the best thing is.... my parents went back to Sabah today.... together with my aunt and her husband.... waht a nice way to celebrate the end of my exams.... alone at home... for the next few weeks....
But at least my brother coming back from camp tomorrow night... but still... the time will be spent with his girlfriend... haiz... so i am still alone...
And now he even more "song"... got licence, got car... then drive the car like siao liao... even drove to his camp... and drving back.... so shiok....

Never mind.. next year... i will do the same( as in driving to camp).... Muahahaha.....

Anyway, today... went school at around eleven.. studied abit for the design... and stoned, slept abit all the way till about time for exam... alone... so sian.... but used to it liao... -_-"

Then after exam, actually go with my classmates ( which consist of the guy gang and 3 girls...) go watch movie at Plaza Singapura, but there no more seats, then they decided to watch a later time slot.. which i can't, because i meeting my VS friends....
Actually i also didn't join them is because i no longer feel the class spirit amongst us liao.... not to say that i also "pang seh" them (it's another thing).... but when we are in a group... the atmosphere like sub-zero like that.... girl talk girl, boy talk boy....
I also contributed to it by not talking...LOL~~~ because i reading comic.... heehee

So i "pang seh-ed" them... then rush home, and rush to meet my VS friends, namely TYS,TWK,LKL and AG...
We went to collect our jersey... going to use for tomorrow's soccer training...
( to Elton: i didn't tell you about the soccer training because got enough people liao... so didn't call you along... then all VS people... you will be left out like that... next time ba~~~)

And after that we went to eat, then walk around Funan Mall for awhile... then went Parklane play pool and arcade...
We played the "World Combat" there, and i was the leader, and stayed till the end for 2 times, out of 3 games... ( i not hao lian... just stating some facts....)
What surprised me was that they changed back to the coin system liao.... think they must have found out some people are using "trickery" to get free game credits.... (not me... but i know who..... hahaha... but don't tell you leh...)

And anyway, then later went home... then write blog while watching the Japanese Anime ( not anything else...) on Central... quite nice... got "The 3 kingdoms" and "Inuyasha".. or something like that....

To end it all, i just got this advise for the "it" ( ok lar... is a guy...), so for him... and all those who still "an lian" friends one....
Just Say It.... your feelings to the other party... let it be known...
At least you have let the other party know your feelings... and whether or not it is accepted is another thing... but don't regret not saying it... because you never know what will happen....
For guys, you all got an advantage.... if say liao and kena reject... go Tekong and cry lar~~~~
And seriously, since "him" is going in so early... just say it... adn leave it all to fate...

And... all the Best to TYS.... you should be able to get her back.... ^_^

Tomorrow still got soccer practise in the morning... think go sleep early liao~~~

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Haiz....today is not good..... actually yesterday night already not good liao.... haiz......

Haiz.............................................................................

Yesterday, went to sleep at 2300... didn't even watch Guess Variety... thinking of catching the replay today.... but... haiz... didn't manage to sleep until around 0300....
Twist and turn in bed, then went to the living room to sleep on the sofa... then sleep on another sofa... tehn went to do some more revision.... then listen to music... then in the end... force myself to stay still on my bed.... then finally slept... thanks to my nose....

Yesterday don't knoe why... keep sneezing the whole day.. then at night my nose suddenly got worse... not feeling good... then cannot sleep....

And this morning... haiz.......
Physics Paper 3...... haiz......
Physics of fluid that part is manageable... i started with it first... but got some really funny , never see before questions... but still anyhow "pia" liao... don't care...
I was so engrossed in doing... didn't even realise i got a headache... then as i do... it got worse....
At first.. the questions seem ok... but they tested alot on the topics i am not confident on.... which i didn't choose to study.... and they also combined my strong topic with my weak topic... so in the end.. i didn't do those questions....
On the whole... i would say the paper is ok... but i guess the headache really affecting my thinking... got 1 stupid mistake... i only found out after using the spare time after handing in the papers to work out.... Sianz..... think made alot of mistakes...

And did i mention i didn't complete 4 questions? Did 2 and 2 half only....

Haiz.................................... and the stupid headache... wa.... damm "buay da han"....
Just now John, who is sitting behind me, whack me on the ear with the blank papers..( suppose to pass infront)....

I nearly turn around to flip his table....

I was so angry and irritated of myself.... and the stupid headache ain't helping....

What made things worse was that John exclaimed so loudly after the papers that the questions were so easy.....
i felt so lousy.... don't know why... guess i am not very confident of myself this time...
So i also didn't talk much with the rest...

Went to ate lunch with the guy gang..( what's new?)
Then later went ODAC room chat with my juniors while waiting for my parents...
Gave them some advice..... start early...
Finally knew what the words meant when my seniors told me that.....

Haiz.... anyway... no point brooding over it....
But actually .. come to think of it... i found the paper manageable... just that i didn't have enough time..... damm..... why????
Am i really that slow in thinking???

Kaoz..... haiz....

Came home... ate some fruits and drank herbal tea... to cool down my heatyness... then went to sleep... woke up to write blog.... still got the headache... but feel better liao...

Haiz... today even have to "pang seh" the "it" mentioned in yesterday's entry... don't feel like going out..... still not feeling good.... Sorry.. dude....

Tomorrow.... physics design paper..... i just do my best for it....
End of A level tomorrow... but don't seem excited about it....

Haiz.....

Headache can affect your mood and thoughts......

N.S.L.

Today is a rainy day....

Wa.. today rain whole day.... so cooling throughout the day... no need fan or air con...
And don't know why... keep sneezing in the morning... think allergic to coldness...

And anyway... today not as exciting as yesterday... because i camp at home whole day.. study abit ... watch abit tv... study again....

Anyway, just saw the responses at the tag board... so i reply you all here....
To blur: ok.. fine... small cute piggy... ~~ LOL.. ^_^
To KL: i also don't know who... as mentioned in my last entry...
To Stizel: well.... let's just say it's the environment thingy... got to adapt to it...
To Montoya: To get a full licence... need to train until at least Feb.... and you going Tekong so fast.. how to take? Maybe be tekong driver.. then can drive bus liao... class 4 or 5 licence from drving teh 4 tonner....

So... as to why i take my licence now.... well... because i reporting to Tekong Chalet on April 4th... so still got a long long time... can learn...
Btw, this date is same as Mr LDJ also... and dono who else...

And anyway.... as i have said.. today nothing much going on... except for soem SMS stuffs...haha
Can't reveal much... just that there is a mission tomorrow for somebody... then i suppose to accompany this person after "it's" mission to play pool.... at night... anyone interested to play pool too.... call me.... ^_^
Just to add on... it concern's "it's" future happiness... All the best to "it"~~~

Life is like a roller coaster.... there are ups and downs, it can be fast and slow... it just depends on how whether you are able to hold on to your beliefs to endure through it...

N.S.L.

WA...Sianz X 10 to the power of 100...

Ok.... i will explain the title.... firstly... this wasn't the original title.. nor is it the original entry...
This isn't anything that is suppose to be here in the firstl place...
I wrote a nice entry... so long.. so informative... then.......
the stupid blog didn't want to publish.... say got what error.... so everything is lost... ( i didn't save..)..... and i got to rewrite..... Kaoz.....
Hiaz... for the sake of Mr Ngan ( who have been waiting to read my blog... and the other readers...)..... i rewrite..... Sianz...
ok... originally....

Title" Exciting day today... many things happened...

Firstly.... ( so lame... repeating myself...)... i finished my Economics paper1 & 2 today... so... i completed my whole Economics exam... so end of story... now left with only Physics....

(Wa... if this one is not going to publish again... i not writing new one liao...)

And anyway.... as i have already said in the original entry... i find the paper quite ok... but it's quite challenging, because it test alot on Econs concept... then also alot to write and stuff.... alot of analyses... but i guess i manage to make a "seafood" out of it.... ( in case you can't get it... it means "Crab" through it...).... and well...
Anyway... what's done is done.... just hope for the best....

After the paper.... i got electrocuted twice.... High power... transmitted at low Resistance and high current... ( p= I X I XR )....

Most of those who know me well enough shloud know that i seldon look into people's eyes when talking... especially girls..... think it is a habit of mine due to seeing too much guys in VS (^_^).... so i don't dare to see people on the eye... sometime will get electrocuted... very stange feeling....

And yar... the person who did this... is a schoolmate... i don't know her name.... but got see her before.. alot of times.... ( don't reveal too much here.... privacy ok...)...
Anyway, just that her eye's focal point and my eye meet together... then current passes through a thick cable.. ( less resistance..).. then my capacitor just kena charged~~~~
Must admit.... she quite pretty... (haha... or else how to electorcute me...)

Well... that's that... end of story....
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Anyway... that's that... then went with the GUY gang in my class to go eat at BK... didn't have much appetite... so only eat some "small and slim" chicken nuggets....
We stayed around... talk cok for some time... from chalet to don't know what.... play "what what" game at chalet... then discuseed wear what to prom and stuffs..... qutie fun...
Come to think of it... i am looking forward to all these events.... ^_^

Anyway, after that.. we all went home liao... guess everyone tired...
I reach Bedok interchange, then my parents came fetch me to eat together... then suddenly decide that maybe i should go ask for the driving licence thingy... so they drive me to Ubi driving center there.... ( Yeah~~~ can drive my dad's car when they not around liao~~~ LOL)
Actually the plan is to go ask first... then after A level then decide what to do...

But i don't know how come suddenly become go register for teh "Basic Theory" testy liao.. in DEC... then pay alot of fees.... quite expensive...
The membership alone cost $150++... but since my Bro got the SAFRA card... got discount till $140++... ( better than nothing...).. then still got course fee...exame fee...
Then hor... 1 practical lesson cost $50++ for 100 min... ( i might as well go College Practical Lab and do my practical... LOL~~~).... all add up... think will be around $1500 max... ( for those need more lesson one... )... my cost should be cheaper.... because no need that much lessons... (haha... hao lian lar~~~)
Anyway... this is roughly the cost for the school one... if take private will be cheaper... but takes a longer time...

The instructor also mentioned that should i be a fast learner... i can get my licence by end of FEB.... haha.... cool~~~.... drive to school take results... ( then at least can cry inside.... LOL~~~ cry can be with joy also leh.... ^_^)

Hmmm... what else did i write?

Oh yar... then my parents brought me to Safe superstore in aljunied to see a steamboat thingy... got soup and frying thing that kind.. like Seoul Garden... so i can have my own Seoul Garden at home ^_^...
And on the way... i saw a gangster in TPJC uniform... walking like just kena beaten like that ( or the other way round...LOL)... the lame face.... haiz.... like going to fail A level like that..(-_-")
Mr Luis Ngan... my bro from VS haha..... he going home after his Bio paper...
Anyway, just sent him a friendly SMS~~~
No lar... he so smart.. how to fail A level.... maybe if he disband his "fan club", then can score As liao... haha..... and yar... he got a "fan club".... real girls.... real club.....

Anyway.... after that then come home liao... write blog... adn rewrite it again...
Think i better publish liao... later error again.... i will not write today's entry anymore...

To all those ending A level soon... hang on till the end dudes!!!

There can be miracles, when u believe.... Though hope is frail... it's hard to kill...

N.S.L.

Hmm.. quite normal today... tomrrow got Econs P1 & 2

Well.... today is just like a normal mugging day.. just that it's more relaxed... don't know why... seems like i have unloaded all the heavy stuff last week, then feel much more easier this week...
And i am watching Austin Powers while writing my blog... haha... damm funny...

Anyway, just now went to Lion City Macdonald to study with E(male) ,E(small girl) ,YX(female....) and J(female)... studied till around 6..
Starting go there like not good.... i am the odd one out... so i got to sit alone, at another side.. well.. never... used to it...
But E (male) cane to join me after around half an hour... so still ok...
Study... joke around.... drink.....
Then my parents came to fetch me at 1800 to go eat dinner with my Brother before sending him back to Armour camp...

And btw, my Brother passed his drving test yesterday.. on the 2nd try.. so he's now a certified driver.... but fear not... next year i will get mine liao... on the first shot... Muahahaha~~~~
Then i can drive to camp next time.... or anyone need a ride... give me a call... (and $$$)

Tomorrow's Econs.... can be say confident... but still abit afraid... later come out all the funny stuffs..... but generally should be ok... considered prepared for it...
Hope to achieve my aim of a B....
Wish me hope~~~~

What have passed is history... it's time to move on.

N.S.L.

Today is not a good day....

As mentioned... well.. today i did something bad.... really bad....
no.. i didn't murder, steal or cheat....
i did something worse.... soemthing i never would have done........
I "pang seh" the Seng Hou gang... in a game of soccer...

Well... maybe i'll do some explaination here... well... firstly... today, i woke up with enough time tor each the court on time.. but it rained... and elton suddenly sms me say he sick, then cannot go... but in case there is any misunderstanding here... that ain't stopping me from going...

Then... i sms TWK to ask about it, and well, he said postpone to 0900... so... i went back to sleep... cool day... very nice to sleep....so.... ZzzZzzzzzZzzz....

And when i woke up... it was 0900 plus liao... then... well... it still look rainy here... drizzles..
then.... i thought ... well... maybe they won't play... because the court will still be wet... so is at around to wait if they will call me to comfirm my attendance, as they always do when i am late....

The problem is... they didn't... so... i didn't think much of it.. then just sms TWK that i won't be going... ang gave s funny excuse that i didn't want to get my shoe wet~~~

Well..... bad move.... later... around twelve... i received "The Call".... from a obviously very angry and cannot seem to control his emotion Mr LKL ( used to it liao...)
And well... got scolded for not going... and pang sehing.. and all the others are there... and stuffs like that....
One thing about me is.... i don't eat hard.... i eat soft... = meaning... hard tactics will only make me more agigtated... though it is my fault... i still try to argue back.... (that's my character...)

Seriously... i feel very bad about "pang sehing" the whole gang... because i never pang seh people...( i only go late...but i still go)..
This time, i must say it is due to some unforeseen circumstances and misunderstanding and misjudgement...... ok... it's my wrong decision making style.... so... as i said... i feel very bad already.. and that phone call ain't making me feeling another better... it made me feel WORSE....

So.. i made a call to Mr TWK... who is the most calm one... well... i tried to explain my stance and stuff... and so i apologised... and anyway, already so late liao... so also not much use...

Hiaz... also don't know why... i am so bothered by this incident.. got to stop studying and come and write it out..... bet in today the "Senghou gang"'s blog... the headline will be something like "kena pang seh by XXX"... " the Boss doe it again..".... "the boss pang sehs..."

And in here... i will extend my apologises to all those involved... even to the cannot control temper Mr LKL....

Seriously.. i really wanted to play.. haiz... but i guess say anything now also no use liao... well.... hiaz... nothing....

And Mr Cannot control your temper... try to control your temper...

N.S.L

Sianz....

Just now studied physics abit... then study until like quite sian liao.... guess it's because yesterday play too much "Generals" liao... then now don't have the mood to study...
This is bad.... haha... but i can overcome it~~~

And anyway, nothing much to say also.... today i also do nothing much.. except study and play "Generals"... again.... think i addicted liao~~~

Looking forward to the chalet..... because can finally enjoy the moments~~~

Anyway.. i suddenly thought of this... since going to be end of college life liao... so...

Just a reminder...

All those owe me money better "zi dong" abit hor... don't make me hang pig head... or chicken head... or whatever head at your house~~~~

And hor... whoever got any misunderstanding with me... quickly clear it off with me before going army or whatever... because maybe no chance to see me liao... or i no chance to see you...

So... just clear it...


Think i sign off liao... nothing much to write..

N.S.L.

Phew... finally done..

Just to add on to today's entry....

In case you all have not notice... there are some changes made to my blog... haha...
Thanks to some guidiance from Mr TWS... haha..

Anyway... just now my "tu-er" told me my previous entries got alot of spelling errors... hmm.... guess it is so.. because i don't do any checking... haha.... next time i do more checking ba...

And just now TWS also showed me another link...
Go check out darkangel.blogpspot.com ... like no holy~~~

Anyway, spent alot of time doing the blog liao.... go rest le...

N.S.L.

End of Physics P1&2... a small "yeah"..

WELL.... what can i say? At least i didn't bring my scredriver along today....

I won't deny it.... but i thought the paper was very easy...... but i am not confident of saying this.... because everytime i am confident... the marks will end up like whatever is flushed down...
But... i know i can do it for physics.... guess this time the 'A' grade will be very high liao...
i think the RJC people must have do finish once in pencil, then do another time in pen.. then still use colour pen to shade and stuffs.....haha....

Anyway, i was just thinking about the grades i want to get.... i think a reasonable one should be ABC....
Phyics - A
Economics - B
Math - C
Every smooth like that... haha... but this is base on my curent performance.... and i hope to get this grades.... HOPE.....

Haiz.... anyway.. think now also no point.... see fate ba~~~
And hor.... Wa... jsut now like dammed shagged like that.... do finish the paper that time i really abit stunned liao.... so tired.... got to force myself to move...
Then just now really so tired... got to call my mum fetch me home....
( hey... i not LAZY ok.... is really tired lor... like zombie like that...)

And i also noticed one thing.... am i getting plump or what?
I am beginning to notice that my muscles are getting looser... as in so as solid as before....a nd my pants are getting abit tight....
Damm.... my body like chocolate melt like that... getting saggy...
and my muscles.... haiz.... ( and in case you say i hao lian again.. those were really muscles you see last time... when i rolled up my sleeves and stuffs.... real solid muscles.... )

And speaking of this... i have a confession to make...
WELL...... last time i roll up my sleeve during trainings... well... one thing is for better movement of the arm... and the next thing is...
It is more cooling....
( haha.... what were you thinking.... i still won't admit i roll up to hao lian..)

At least this week... the heavy subjects are over... but still.... no excuse to relax... i still got to work on my other subjects to achieve my targets... well, at least get near...

But still... i am going to paly a game of "Generals " first.... 1 on 5 computers.... hahaha.....
But to those who still have papers this week... All the Best!!!

N.S.L.

End of Econs Paper 9023/3...

The other time, during my Math 9233/1, my screwdriver did alot of work....
this time... well, at least my scredriver did only some for me.... so not that bad... but i think also not that good....

Sometimes i wonder.... where got so "zhun" one... study the topic very well, then don't want to come out... like buy 4D always won't strike like that....
70% of the content i studied didn't come out..... then i didn't finish all 3 questions because i spent too much time on the first question... wrote very long.. hope can get good marks for it....
The rest...Also don't how liao.... hope for the best ba....

Anyway, since it is over liao... don't dwell on it le.... let fate decide the rest...
Now is physics.... my most confident subject... at least i feel that i am confident...

Hiaz.... Mr De Jian just now called me to ask how my paper...( funny right? same class still need to call...).. and well, i sort of gave him some encouragement and stuffs... but the same thing again.. can i do it for myself?
I don't even know what to think.... the whole journey home... i just stoned all the way... didn't talk to the others on the same bus... jsut don't feel like it...

But seriously, sometimes i just hope that despite all the storms and rain... can everything just turn out right when i receive my results?

Just a thought... sometimes things happen, and i wonder what is the reason behind it.... is it the reason that i thought it is? Or is it just my own wishful thinking?

N.S.L.

Well, that's it... end of Math 9233

Just saw a encouragement note from my ex-odac-boss... haha... quite touching... ok. i will hang on till the end~~~~ (like i got a choice....)

Anyway, found today's math quite easy.. manageable... but i made some stupid mistakes... haiz.... but hopefully the scores are enough to make up for my P1 losses... don't have very big aim.. but at least a C... then very satisfied liao~~~
Well, that's that.... it's over... next year then C how...

Came back got a bit shagged... but i'm sort of relieve as well... 1 down... 2 to go...
Suddenly, i just felt like i can, and will want to do well for my other papers.... think writing the blog helps me alot... open up my thoughts...
Seriously, i am finding writing in the blog to be a very useful thing...because firstly, i like to crap alot... so can do it here without annoying friends...^_^
Then it serves as a destress portal, because i write down my problems, then everyone sees it, then they sort of aborbs it too.... then my problem is lessen.... ( 'cheem' right? or no sense? never mind.. as long as make sense to me~~~)
I always felt better after pouring all my thoughts in here... so i guess it is a good thing...

Then hor....thought i may have given up on the S.O.T.Y. thingy.. it doesn't mean i am not aiming for it, just to a smaller extent... i can aim for other awards also... like 'Best improvement' award.. competing with my fellow Victorian for it... Mr LKL... ^_^
Wish me luck, hope, fortune, health. strike 4D... whatever that helps~~~

Nothing much to write... quite heavy week... tomorrow got econs in the afternooon, then physics on thursday morning... so i guess that's about it ba~~~

To all readers taking the A Level this year..... Leave no regrets....

Nil Sine Labore

There is rainbow after the rain...

Haha... don't know why i put that title.... but i guess that describes my feelings towards the end of the A level... i feel like i can ride on that rainbow after the rainy A level ....

Actually i was thinking of putting down names of people who owe me money here.. but on 2nd thoughts, that isn't a very good idea... not nice.... so, scraped that idea... but hey, all those owe me moeny one "zi dong" abit....don't he he ha ha then go army, then i can't find u all... i will track u all down to Tekong man...

And anyway, today, like any other day, is meant for studying... and yesterday i revised til 0300 in the morning... while watching tv.. channel 8 movies... haha... then today abit tired, but still can hold on...
I'm beginning to loose my feelings for the exam already... maybe because of the too long holiday... then also start to "hu shi run xiang"...

What if i do badly for my A level, like my normal exams?

What if, i can't get into a local U?

What if, what if.... and so on...

Seriously, i am just hoping i can do well enough to get into a local U, then at least can work from there.... but don't know leh... don't feel my confidence.... damm....
And anyway, that S.O.T.Y. thingy... well, i threw away the idea liao.... so... yar... that's it....
i totally loose hope in myself liao~~~ this is bad...

But hey, i'm not the only one... went blog surfing also see same responses...
But there are still some enocuraging each other to hang on there... but the truth is, can we really hang on? Even if we can, will hanging on produce good reults?

Hiaz.... guess i am starting to loose my focus.... but all the same i will say to you, Do your best, leave no regrets...

That's that~~~ Nil Sine Labore

Only 1 word... Sian....

Same old day... nothing much... just study around....

But hey.. today quite interesting...
Got a singtel operator, who is very obviously very new on the job, and doesn't speak that well and confidently, and not very convincing.... offered me something about changing phone plans...
I was suspecting that either the operator is a newbie- part time student or something, or it is a hoax..... and then.... came the infamous Indian accent english from Mr Lee De Jian.... and that's when i realise his accomplice was Miss Woon Yumin.... or Mrs Lee..... haha...
Damm... i was like halfway falling for it.. but lucky i rejected the offers...
Nice job.... Mr and Mrs Lee....
(In case u all wondering why it is hard to detect it is them... well, firstly, they called my hp, with a private number.... so i dono who...)

Well, in any case, quite fun... this type of prank.... haha... but that led me to think of another prank to play on them with the other victims... hee hee....
So in future, any singtel people call me.. i will just shut them off.... haha... just kidding...

But guess i am feeling kinda bored and sick of studying liao.... and the long holiday is not helping... really wish for the A level to pass off quickly... haiz....
Nothing much to say.... went blog surfing also didn't see any new entries from my friends, except Mr TYS.. who may be dying soon i think... but manage to hold on... dono what happened also... good luck to u man... don't die yet.... still owe me money...
Haha... just kidding... just recover well...

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

WA...sian... same old day~~~

Yesterday i did wrote my entry, but something went wrong when it was publishing... so it couldn't publish, everything is lost, and i decided... heck....

Anyway, i passed my days like almost the same everyday.. wake up, eat, study, sleep, study again, eat again... study, sleep... and watch TV and play some game... and so on ...

And in case you wondering how come there is no more "Gundam Unloaded" series... well, my camera got something wrong... cannot download the photos...so cannot get the pictures.Well, after A level ba... i will continue with my story... haha...

And hor.... teh "Yilin" from "The Champions" really very evil leh.... zuo peng you can also zup dao like that... really evil... frame others until like that... haiz.... as the saying goes : with friends like this, who needs enemies? Very true...

And thanks to Mr De Jian... yesterday night call me, then crap with me for awhile.. ask me play magic card... diao.... now A level leh.. still think of the cards... after A level lar~~~ Haha...
Btw, next time call my home phone to crap... not hp... more expensive leh... i very poor one.... -_-

Nothing much to say liao... next week got 3 papers on 3 consecutive days... good hope to myself man... and all those taking A level~~~

Btw, i think i will change my practice of putting the ending below after A levels... because nothing to work for liao... =p

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

A Good Start today...

Just came back from a soccer "practice" this morning.. with the SengHou gang. Anyway.. just to add on to yesterday's entry... when i was going to go home from TYS's house... i got lost~~~ ( can u believe it? i can't...)...But luckily... i got very good orienteerin skills... and thus, after around 10 mins.. i found my way back... haha~~
Hey, night time everywhere so dark, and the buildings all the same one... of course will get lost lar~~~

And anyway, as i was saying, just came back from soccer "practice"... i was the goal keeper... chosen to be, forced to be... but hey, it's fun!!!
I had alot of fun blocking the ball, preventing it from getting into the net. But as a result.. i also suffered some minor "shock impact" to my hands... especially from stopping the shot from Mr Tan...Wee Keat.. Wa Lau... anyhow "zam" the ball.... so forceful... i stopped the ball.. but nearly lost my left hand... now still pain sia.....
But anyway, still saved alot of balls... while letting alot in...Haha... ai, got give and take one.. cannot everything perfect~~~

Yar, so after that.. went to have lunch, then got home.. rest while watching replay of "Guess Variety", then plan to study physics later... man... got to do well for this....
But the way, had a very interesting discussion during lunch...we were talking and devising plans to help someone to woo someone.. obviously a guy to a girl lar... haha.... Dun tell u who...
We thought of stuffs like hire limousine( dono spell correct or not) to fetch the girl for prom, then dono what else liao... forgot.. haha... short term memory...
This morning was actually quite a good way to relax my mind for the moment.. but got to start studying again....well... after a rest... heehee...

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

End of Math 9233/1

Well, believe it or not.... this paper is screwed....nothing else to say about it.... been practising alot of problems... but somehow.. couldn't answer the questions... they are like just another type... dammm.... hiaz... but guess got to work on my Paper 2 to secure a better grade on my Math....

Damm..... feel like the S.O.T.Y. is out of reach liao... nevertheless.. i'm gona still try to reach for it.... try.....

Today, after the paper... heard alot of comments... some say tough, some say manageable... i didn't make any comments.... didn't want to say anything... just don't feel like it... this paper is screwed...

Anyway, at least got someone to let me vent out some frustration...Haha..

After the paper, it rained... think crying for me..(chey~~~ )
But anyway, yar.... so i got my mum to fetch me home... then at the same time, my "tu-er" asked me if i going home... then i offered to fetch her home as well~~~ and Yan xi also came along later... so fetch both together...

So.. while waiting for my mum.. i took the time to "suan" her.... HAHAHAHA
(Evil right? no choice... destress~~).... yar... and i use every opportunity to do that~~( Apologise here lar.... shifu just want to distress..)

And anyway,got home, then rush out liao... go meet the SengHou Gang... buy jersey for some match... actually i buy for fun one... just wanted a nice jersey, with my initials on it.

Actually,before going out... i received an sms from my "tu-er" again on how she made a mistake on 1 question... then i began to encourage her and stuffs.... but that is not the main point here....
Throughout our conversation.... i realise something. I can encourage other people alot.. they got problem, come to me, i console and i encourage.... but it seem harder for that to work on myself...I felt quite down inside... but can't show it out...Haiz...
Guess this applies to people too... always "kaypok" other people's stuff, but can't really solve their own... guess that's human nature ba----

But something on the lighter note... went with the gang go select jersey... chose a $30++ one... addidas black colour one.. quick cool. Quite happy... finally can get my first "with my name" shirt.. haha.... can wear around to "hao lian"..
i chose the number "01", with my initials " LDW".. should be quite nice i guess.. and mysterious. like my style....

And after that, went to visit TYS... heard he suddenly got what heart irregular problem... but see him ok leh... still can jump around... then stayed at his home for awhile to blog and chat with "his friends", on his "MSN"... haha.. quite fun.. they don't know who they talking to.. though is TYS~~~ Then cracked a few "cold jokes" to entertain them~~

And well... actually today couldn't get the feel to express myself more sincerely... because the room quite noisy... then cannot concentrate well.. they playing "Need for Speed-underground" on the Xbox... so don't have the concentration... but never mind.. come to the end liao.. they compalining my blog very long..haha
Actually i also think so, but hey, remember, a blog is for free expression of thoughts and stuff... so i can write long long, or short short, or long short, or short long... whatever....

Kkz... got to go home liao~~~

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

Tomrrow is Math 9233/1

Well, tomorrow is the Math 9233. paper 1.... and i am around 60% prepared... should be able to do decent well... or well... or good... whatever~~

Anyway, yesterday revised Math till around 0400... yes... this morning 0400.... suddenly very on...haha (actually got watch abit og late nigth shows.. that's y =p)

And when i was lying in bed this morning... i suddenly recall something...
There was once Mrs Ting said whenever she called my name to answer a question. a particular person would suddenly be very attentive.... hmm..... dun ask me who.... i also don't know... but if anyone got any idea, please do leave me a message... or if you are the person, drop me a message directly~~~ i am curious to find out~~~

Anyway. yar... got to go back to studies liao... ALl the BEST to all taking Math tomorrow. May the "Addition God" add more marks to your paper~~~

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

My Digital Story: Gundam Unloaded (5)

So what happened next? Stay tune for the next episode of "Gundam Unloaded" to find out... (out of photos liao~~)

My Digital Story: Gundam Unloaded (4)

He looked out of the window.. and he saw the plane in distress...
"Never fear!" he exclaimed. "I'm coming!!!"
And he quickly rush out of his HDB apartment.

My Digital Story: Gundam Unloaded (3)

Ah Fei's "Gundam" sense told him there is danger.. and it's nearby.

My Digital Story: Gundam Unloaded (2)

Meanwhile, in a nearby place.. something is happening.
Oh no... there's a plane in distress!!!! It's gona CRASH!!!

My Digital Story: Gundam Unloaded (1)

Once, there was this particular Gundam call "Ah Fei"... he just came back from a holiday on Mars.... and was planning to take a nap .

2 more days to Maths 9233...

hmm.... been doing quite alot of maths liao... yesterday stayed up till around 0200 to do TYS~~~

Then this morning, got to wake up early to meet Joan to pass her the econs lecture notes.. and she was abit late... and i was actually like half asleep when i go meet her.... *_*
But pass her liao, got home, then watch cartoon, then awake liao~~~

Anyway, basically i continued to do maths today....
Btw, got some questions... if any kind souls can care to answer...
Q1) Is integration of volume by 180 degrees is our syllabus?
Q2) In doing modulus integration, with a range of 1,-2, where do we put the negative part and in what range? 1 to 0, or 0 to -2?

Questions aside... recently, i began to find myself playing more and mroe of generals... even more than m y pre- exam days~~ but for a short while each time... guess i need that to get rid of my stress~~~

Then hor, was blog surfing... then found out that some of my friend.. actually is 1 of my friend like going to break down already... must be the stress, and determination to do well causinf some personality split, causing the evil side, whow ant to do well at any cost, regardless of friends, to take greater control over the body. This evil side must have been cause by the prolonged period of negliance of airing any unhappiness, and keeping them bottled within, till the point where another personlaity is created, which is the evil side.
In any case, let me jsut wish this guy all the best. Under this circumstances, it can be an advantage, if he can use this personality to do his best at the A level. Make use of the evil to achieve... why not?

And in any case... this alot of people in JCs are getting very stressed out over the exams..( except maybe those form the top 3 JCs.... think they must be taking the A level as another school test~~~).. so, the kind me... shall give u all some entertainment~~~ Just keep a watch on my blog~~~

Got to go back to studies after crapping so much~~~

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

3 days to Maths 9233 P1....

Well... didn't put any entries for yesterday... because i don't know why cannot get into the "create new post" link... then in the end gave up... went to play generals , and after that... studied for my maths. Anyway, yesterday also nothing much.. went to college library to study , from around 1130 to around 1745 like that.... did quite alot i must say....^_^

And, today.. basically another stay home day... going to "chiong" for my Maths... aiming for an "A"... and this.. btw, is not "hao lian".. it's a target..ok?

Nothing much to write today... go study liao~~~

That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

Attention!!!

As i was talking to Wk just now on MSN.. he suddenly reminded me of 1 thing i should do...

ATTENTION:

This is to inform all that any scandals with LDW in it is untrue.. especially those from the 16th Batch SRJC ODACians. Any similarity in the name mentioned is purely coincidental, or "qiao he", and should be dismissed as a fiction story.

At the present, LDW is still single and happy with it.

Thank you for your time.

It's Over.....

As mentioned... it's over.... GP Paper 1&2... haha... can write in broken En-(ouch)-gl-(ow)-is-(crack)-h liao~~~ Wahahaha.... Lalalalala.... going nuts liao....

Anyway... yar... i forgot to write my question number on the damm cover page... and why the hell must they put an extra cover page.... i forgot to tie it, then in my hurry.. just tied the cover page to it... then didn't write the question number... damm.... hope it won't affect my marks... not that i write that well to be generous enough to loose any marks...
And 1 more thing about paper 1.... i stared at the question number for 15mins....900 seconds.... because the topics i studied didn't come out... so got to make do with the question 9.....something close to Globalisation.. haiz...

Wa... then the paper 2 even more "chia lat"... the passage so bloody "cheem"..... ok lar... not that difficult... but a bit hard. But it is "do-able"... just that with 1 hour left to the end.. i got stomach problem.. yesterday eat too much chili i guess... then the stomach... this time really bloody...haiz.... but i still manage to complete the paper... but abit rush through.. because i can't really think properly.... hiaz....
And btw... there was some "side-eye" distraction during the paper... due to the person beside me... ai..dun stretch your leg too much... very distracting... (don't ask me who... i forgot liao~~~)

Anyway, it's over... so.... HECK With it!!!!

And anyway... Blogging is a form of online diary.. so it is actually something for free expression...and free expression means can express anything you want... so although my entries may seem like "hao lian" like that.... guess what? It's my freedom ok..... so don't complain about it... you know "FREEDOM" ? ( this is for those who find me hao lian in my entries.... like Mr N.... from SRJC... 2004_2S21)
Hey, but thanks to this Mr N...., he pointed out a mistake i made in one of my "Hao Lian" photographs... i edited it in red liao... haha

And.... the S.O.T.Y. thingy is a aim for me... i use it to keep myself going... it is not something i use to "Hao Lian" (Mr N.... , please take note)... i use it as a motivation... i may or may not get it... but i will aim for it... ok?

And just now during lunch... we were discussing about the chalet.. ( we = guys in the class).. then actually i find that well... i kinda look forward to it... really hope the A level faster be gone man....
Gone with the Wind~~~

That's about it liao... go sleep le... rest my burnt out brain....
And i apologise for today's entry... i'm abit "rough" with my usage of language.. but i am jsut trying to vent my fustration here~~~ ^
And many THANKS to all who sms me all the encouragements via SMS... appreacitated it!!! ^_^_^

That's all for today~~~ Nil Sine Labore

It's finally here....

It has arrived.... the dreaded.... the most want to finish quickly... the worst nightmare... the exam to get the piece of laminated paper.... the whatever~~~

Anyway, nothing much today.. juzt wana wish all taking the A levels... All the BEST...
Especially Victorians... Let us SCORE...ACE...Do EXtremely WELL... and may we keep her flag unfurl...Nil Sine Labore ... (:p.. of course this refers to all as well.. haha)

That'a all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

Stay home and went swimming and got challenged day.....

Today, as usual, i stayed home all day to study... play generals in the afternoon while watching the replay of "Shi Zhi Lu Kou"... haha 1 on 4 coms.. thrashed them flat.... literally flat.... haha

But at least today got abit special... went swimming at around 1930... swim for around an hour and a half, covered 20 laps.... then went home to catch "The Champions".. haha..

Btw, today at the swimming pool hor... think got a girl challenged me...
The situation is like this....
i went swimming without my googles... cos i lost it the last time i went... left in the toliet~~~ ( aiyoh.. so careless)... but never mind... since i thinking of getting a new one, with some degree so that i can see without my specs...
Then there was this girl.. ( i noticed her because she is just in the next lane... dun think i am a pervert... and in case u wondering how i saw without my specs.. i wore contact lenses while swimming.. since my daily contact lenses are going to expire.. so faster use.. haha)... and.. where was i? Oh... ok.. i used the froggy style all the way... then when i swim to the other end... she was just swimming towards me.. and when i was swimming back, she was there already....... like not trying to challenge me.... swim so fast~~~~

The normal reaction here will be to say i am SLOW lor... but hey... remember... i got disdvantage.. no goggles... cannot see well in water... so i slow also cannot blame ( but i still got over take other people in the pool.. hahaha).. and 1 more thing... i very long never swim leh.... adn i also didn't go fast... and another hundred and one REASONS.. NOT excuses...

Well... maybe she trying to get my attention.. Wahahaha ( bu yao lian right.. knew u will say that....).... and well yar... after A level.. i go train train abit... and see if we meet in the pool again.... haha

Hmm... i guess the swimming did me good... felt much better.. more relaxed.. more able to deal with my goal... haha...and the GP is coming soon..... damm.....

And in case u wondering how come i suddenly post so many old pictures... well... kinda miss the past.. haha... like when u going to die... suddenly want to go back to enjoy the past like that... haha.... and no.. i not going to die.. just miss the past...

Oh yar.. and comfirm liao.. Huang Na is dead... and i think with this news... everyone suddenly mroe careful with their children.. especially litle girls... i found that my neighbour suddenly don't like me talking to their little girl liao~~~ anyway.. also not much talking.. cos she still very small... can't talk much.. can only call me "kor-kor".. haha... bu i don't blame them though... it's human instinct to protect your love ones~~~ But i guess this really serves as a reminder... be careful when u are alone~~~~ ( speaking for myself too.. haha)

And well....
That's all for today~~~Nil Sine Labore

2004 VS-4G BBQ @ ECP

The 2004 VS-4G BBQ at ECP!!! This is the gang of friends from 4G, except Baldwin, from 4I... haha... Had a great time~~~ Maybe have another one after A level.. The VS BBQ 2004!!!

VS NPCC~~~

Haiz.. sort of miss this gang... VSNPCC... on the last day on VS at the Geylang Bahru site... miss all the drills, "push-up position.. DOWN!!!", the basketball sessions..etc Btw, i am at the extreme left...^_^

It is finally coming....

Damm... am i feeling the stress or what.....

Haiz... was just counting the days to the A leve.. and guess what? i ain't got much time left!!!

I am beginning to feel it coming... the stress.... oh.... Arghhh.....

And today was not a very good day... rain pratically all day... and there was a heavy downpour when i went to school.... so i was drentched.. like a "fallen soup chicken".... and i still went to the library and study.... got to take out my shoes and socks....all wet.... damm....

And before that, something even mroe fustrating.... i woke up in the morning, and was getting reaady to go to college, when i realise my hp is in low battery status.. so i charged it... and waited for it to be fully charged....

i waited... and waited.... from clear sunshine... it became a dark storm.... and that's when i decide.. i better get going, and charge the stupid phone in school.... and well, basically that is 1 reason why i got drentched...

But anyway... this are not really that important...
the STRESS is..... haiz... think i getting further away from my S.O.T.Y dream....
Am i putting unnecessary pressure on myself?
Damm.... this pressure is good, but it is kinda hard to deal with...

Actually, i think not much people knows why i aimed for the S.O.T.Y...
Well, firstly, it is due to the encouragement from my ODAC teacher, Mr Goh, who wanted to see my name on the S.O.T.Y. board in the college hall.... and that set me to strive for it.. because my CCA records not bad...

Well, another reason is that throughtout SRJC history.. there have been Victorians exceling, getting distingush awards, like last year, there was Zhi Wei, from VS and SRJC track, the top SRJC student, then 1 or 2 years back, there is Wei Kiong, who got the S.O.T.Y. award, and who happens to be the ODAC president as well.., And... i wanted to be the next Victorian to do so...
Man... this dream is getting hard to fulfill....

Why aim for S.O.T.Y.? Well... that's because i can't get the rest... except maybe best improvement.. haha...
Maybe other Victorians can do it, why u? Actually this is true... but so far i have the best CCA record... so i might as well make full use of it.....

I think i am getting nuts... answering my own questions....

Haiz.......

But i guess i can't give up now... told so many people about my target... If i didn't even work for it... i like "tui bu qi" those with hopes for me.... so i just got to work harder....

Guess that's all for today then... go watch "shi zhi lu kou" to laugh it off....

Argghhh................

That's all.... ~~~Nil Sine Labore