Wednesday, November 24, 2004

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Haiz....today is not good..... actually yesterday night already not good liao.... haiz......

Haiz.............................................................................

Yesterday, went to sleep at 2300... didn't even watch Guess Variety... thinking of catching the replay today.... but... haiz... didn't manage to sleep until around 0300....
Twist and turn in bed, then went to the living room to sleep on the sofa... then sleep on another sofa... tehn went to do some more revision.... then listen to music... then in the end... force myself to stay still on my bed.... then finally slept... thanks to my nose....

Yesterday don't knoe why... keep sneezing the whole day.. then at night my nose suddenly got worse... not feeling good... then cannot sleep....

And this morning... haiz.......
Physics Paper 3...... haiz......
Physics of fluid that part is manageable... i started with it first... but got some really funny , never see before questions... but still anyhow "pia" liao... don't care...
I was so engrossed in doing... didn't even realise i got a headache... then as i do... it got worse....
At first.. the questions seem ok... but they tested alot on the topics i am not confident on.... which i didn't choose to study.... and they also combined my strong topic with my weak topic... so in the end.. i didn't do those questions....
On the whole... i would say the paper is ok... but i guess the headache really affecting my thinking... got 1 stupid mistake... i only found out after using the spare time after handing in the papers to work out.... Sianz..... think made alot of mistakes...

And did i mention i didn't complete 4 questions? Did 2 and 2 half only....

Haiz.................................... and the stupid headache... wa.... damm "buay da han"....
Just now John, who is sitting behind me, whack me on the ear with the blank papers..( suppose to pass infront)....

I nearly turn around to flip his table....

I was so angry and irritated of myself.... and the stupid headache ain't helping....

What made things worse was that John exclaimed so loudly after the papers that the questions were so easy.....
i felt so lousy.... don't know why... guess i am not very confident of myself this time...
So i also didn't talk much with the rest...

Went to ate lunch with the guy gang..( what's new?)
Then later went ODAC room chat with my juniors while waiting for my parents...
Gave them some advice..... start early...
Finally knew what the words meant when my seniors told me that.....

Haiz.... anyway... no point brooding over it....
But actually .. come to think of it... i found the paper manageable... just that i didn't have enough time..... damm..... why????
Am i really that slow in thinking???

Kaoz..... haiz....

Came home... ate some fruits and drank herbal tea... to cool down my heatyness... then went to sleep... woke up to write blog.... still got the headache... but feel better liao...

Haiz... today even have to "pang seh" the "it" mentioned in yesterday's entry... don't feel like going out..... still not feeling good.... Sorry.. dude....

Tomorrow.... physics design paper..... i just do my best for it....
End of A level tomorrow... but don't seem excited about it....

Haiz.....

Headache can affect your mood and thoughts......

N.S.L.