Sunday, November 14, 2004

There is rainbow after the rain...

Haha... don't know why i put that title.... but i guess that describes my feelings towards the end of the A level... i feel like i can ride on that rainbow after the rainy A level ....

Actually i was thinking of putting down names of people who owe me money here.. but on 2nd thoughts, that isn't a very good idea... not nice.... so, scraped that idea... but hey, all those owe me moeny one "zi dong" abit....don't he he ha ha then go army, then i can't find u all... i will track u all down to Tekong man...

And anyway, today, like any other day, is meant for studying... and yesterday i revised til 0300 in the morning... while watching tv.. channel 8 movies... haha... then today abit tired, but still can hold on...
I'm beginning to loose my feelings for the exam already... maybe because of the too long holiday... then also start to "hu shi run xiang"...

What if i do badly for my A level, like my normal exams?

What if, i can't get into a local U?

What if, what if.... and so on...

Seriously, i am just hoping i can do well enough to get into a local U, then at least can work from there.... but don't know leh... don't feel my confidence.... damm....
And anyway, that S.O.T.Y. thingy... well, i threw away the idea liao.... so... yar... that's it....
i totally loose hope in myself liao~~~ this is bad...

But hey, i'm not the only one... went blog surfing also see same responses...
But there are still some enocuraging each other to hang on there... but the truth is, can we really hang on? Even if we can, will hanging on produce good reults?

Hiaz.... guess i am starting to loose my focus.... but all the same i will say to you, Do your best, leave no regrets...

That's that~~~ Nil Sine Labore