Resigning to fate.....

Just went for a briefing at SIM morning yesterday...

Well... i guess it can be called resigning to fate liao... that's the only place i can get in liao...
Although i've appeal for NTU and NUS... i know the ending to the story already....
Afterall, if they don't want to offer me places for the past 2 years, what makes this year any difference?

Rather informative talk... mainly about the registration and stuffs... very troublesome.. have to go here and there to register, verify certificates... then even have to pay for the registration fee (in pounds)... and worst... pay them for verifying your certificates...
Abit lame... but no choice lor...
Haiz..private university ... so much more troublesome...

1 thing i especially don't like... was their seat at the level one lecture theatre... the backs of the seat is not fixed.. so it's like you cannot lean against it totally for comfort, it will move backwards... then it becomes that i am straining my back just to listen for the talk...
I think it's good for preventing people from sleeping... but it makes my back so strain... i was like cursing in my mind throughout the talk.... haha...

The only consolation thing that i found out from SIM... is that... well.... they have an ODAC club as well.... haha...
I mean... i never thought SIM will have such CCA groups... thought the people there all just study around... no life... until they came up to present themselves to do some recuiment...

And looking through the photos of their activities.... man.... i am so tempted already.... haha...

In a way... it satisfies my outdoor passion... and in another way... perhaps... this may be kinda weird... but i seriously do feel this way... that is if i join ODAC.... i want to make up for my mistakes in the previous chairmanship of my JC ODAC... it's like a 2nd chance.... a chance that i thought i could get only by going back in time... haha...

And so... i think there is a high chance of me joining back ODAC.... haha... and if i do that... i will want to be the best in there... and yes... get my 2nd chance... if possible...


An obstacle though.. would be that by doing so, would history repeat itself in the case of my academic results???

Tough question... but i guess only time will tell.... anyway... i think it will look better in my testimonial if i have a "President" under my CCA...
Hmmm.... oh well....

But i know in the end.. my passion will override everything.... haha... but i will be sure to not let history repeat....
Because over this few years... i think there had been more than enough reflections on myself... and i still believe that if i want to do it, i can do it.... and do it good...

Yeah man..... haha.... that's the spirit!!!

Ok... go sleep liao... update more when i finally join SIM..... haha...