Facing a dilemma....

Had a archery project this morning.... and well... after some talk by my head coach.. facing abit of dilemma ....

To be honest... I'm really abit tired of archery... as mentioned... it's a manual labour job... and another thing is.. it's rather temporal... not fix dates and no fix time... and in a full month, i definitely do not earn as much as any office job, even though the pay per hour may be lower...

But my head coach was sort of convincing me to stay on for archery... i guess it's also because I'm one of the better ones... (I'm not hao lian-ing here ... haha.. facts...), and I sort of feel compelled to do so....

But then again... my heart is to the outside world... to try other jobs...

Hmmm.... how?

わたしはしりません。。。。