Another boring day....

Just came back from a seisson of arcade at Dhouby Ghaut there....played Ghost Squad there.... it's kinda of a very weird session.... because i can seriously feel the unhappiness aura emulating from somebody....
Haiz...

Anyway... i also received a message from this same person... let's just say... i choose not to reply... i want "you" to think over your messages first... including the earlier ones.....whihc i also didn't reply... maybe after some careful thinking.... you may find some enlightenment....
For your information... there was no arrangement for any ride anywhere.... i didn't even say if i am driving....

I will be honest here man... i have come to this point... that i would never expect anything from anyone ... because it is pointless that i have to air my unhappiness over it....
I choose to suck it up... and manage at my own pace.... so that i will not have demand of the others... and i also hope the others should do like wise... so at times that i would choose not to send people home anymore.... if there is still public transport available...

Think about it....

Let's put it this way.... we live in differnt parts of the island.... and honetly...it was never convinient for me to send anyone home... except those living in the east... becasue to go any other way would mean i have to make some big round to get home...more petrol wasted.... moere money spent.... so can i ask is it fair that i spent my moeny and petrol for others, when there is still public transport available?

Honestly.. i don't mind the ocassional lifts home... if it is on the way... but can the "others" please spare a thought for the driver?
Petrol is not cheap nowadays.... it is getting more expensive... and i am managing the expenses of the car on my own... so isn't it quite unfair that i have to spend moeny for you all?

To be fair... i am not airing this over one incident.... it is becasue of many incidents that i choose to air it out....
I won't blame anyone though... because from the way i see it... only another driver who own a car can see the real issue around....
From friends to colleagues.... to army friends... so far none ever realise what are the drivers going through... but i am glad... i have driver friends who do sympathise with this situation... because they have been through it too.... and sometimes it is them who gave me hope that there are still kind souls around...

Just take my PC as an example... really know how to "make human".. that's why i am willing to lend him my car... no problem.... i even sent him home before... evne though he live in Yishun...

Sometimes... it is not to say that people like me... we are greedy for something... money is not the main issue here... in case you all are wondering... it is the thought... or little act of kindness that speaks the volume....
Money... i also have....so please don't talk to me about money over this issue...

I have brought this issue up in my blog before... it is not something new.... just want to refine it ....

In anyway.... my thoughts... as they are... are meant for some thinking....reflection....self-enlightenment..... i don't direct it at anyone alone.... so take it yourself... neagatively or positively... it's up to you....

Anyway... the whole day was also spent quite boringly.... i took on the role of a Bridgae Commander... don't ask me why or how i do it.... i have no idea what to do... and since i am the highest rank holder amongst my pals... i got the job...
But basically... i just coordinate 3 battalions to engage some red land army.... through war gaming... with my Generals skills... haha...

But in the end... due to time constriants... it was cut short... and it could be said we won...becasue we achieved our objective... haha....

That's about all that happened today...

A strange thing to add... i couldn't find my baby fish le.... i think it is either eaten by the parent fish, or suck up the filter... or hiding somewhere... or maybe the shrimps took it away....
Oh well... wait till i finsh my fish book... then can better rear the fishes....

Oh yar.... myabe i will be honet further here... actually why i agreed to go to the arcade today... (when i normally wouldn't), is because i got a motive....
I wanted to use my $5 TS voucher... which is about to expire le...end of this month... so i went to the TS at PS to get a DVD.. bought "Daisy"... the show which iw anted to watch... but noone wanted to watch.... haha...
So well.. finally got the DVD le....
SO normally... given that i am actually quite tired after booking out... and the next day still got a long session... i would never had agreed to go out man....

Damm... now i still have 2 X $5 voucher from Times bookshop.... also expire end of this month.... sian... got to find a way to use it soon le...maybe buy the Vincent Ng's wu ling mi ji... haha...

Oh well... got to go rest le... long day tomorrow....