Monday, September 18, 2006

First day of my long off week......

Nothing much on today... normal routine.... wake up alte.. watch TV, play DOTA.... watch anime....

Well.. except that i went swimming in the night... around 1930 like that.... was a sort of last minute thingy....
Went there to swim 30 laps.... come out taht time qutie tired.... think too long didn't exercise... plus i didn't eat much the whole day...]

Actually i had a training plan of my own... today suppose to go gym, then after that go swim....
But because i woke up late... plus iw atch to watch TV.... and so.... drag until no mood to go .... haha...
But lucky still got go swimming...

And after swimming... came home to watch "Liao Zhai"... hoping to catch Raine Yang... but well... she not in first episode....
But still, i think the show qutie promising... try to catch as many as possible... especially during now... or else go back camp no need to catch le... haha...


Planning to go gym tomorrow... but i guess in teh afternoon only... ebcause i got to send my brother's Nissan Sunny for servicing tomorrow... may take quite some time...

Well...see how ba...

Been thinking through my life while swimming... that's one thing i like about swimming... you become your own world in the water... because you can't hear anybody... nor can you see as clearly... so while immersing in my won world.. i started to think through my life....

I realised... throughout my whole journey.... i have made quite a few mistakes here and there.... some i try to hide it.... some i ignore it... and some i run away from it....
Some are silly mistakes... soem are embarassing.... some are downright stupid.... soem are just so not me....
I really wish i ahve a time machine to go back in time to change it all.... because i do feel for the mistakes even up till now....

But i guess... it is only human to err... and these memories serves as a lesson to be learnt....
But i want to do one thing.... and that is to start afresh....

Gone are the mistakes i have made... and let my service to the nation atone for my past mistakes....
I want to start life as a new man.... don't wana think about the mistakes anymore.... the past.... be gone with the ashes....

Haha... sound like some very "big" thing.... but well.... actually just trying to clear all the air around me too.... that is if i have offended anyone in anyway.... let's just say... be it whoever's fault.... we shall let it past.... and start life fresh.... good deal?

Hmmm.... guess that's about it le... go watch "Bleach" liao...