Hmmm...Quite a busy but yet thoughtful day...

This is going to be another long and dragging entry... be prepared.... ^_^

Well, woke up early.. went to play basketball with jun kok and kiat loong for the last time before kait loong go Tekong tomorrow...

And as usual... i reached late... should be 0930 meet... but woke up abit late.. then quite tired... forced myself there... and still gave kiat loong a very funny yet meaningful "reason"... say what i started playing basketball with them by arriving late.. and so i will end it the same way~~~

And well.. we played for some time... non-competative... and i found that my stamina is really very "lan" already... play awhile then become very tired...
But i did a very meaningful thing there... think the person who received the "thing" didn't know it...
Jun Kok, kait loong and me were playing a game where the 2 other player defends against the one with the ball.... at first jun kok is leading by alot.. and i still 0... and kiat long around 2 points... then i asked jun kok to let kiat loong win by whispering and mouthing my words with my back to kiat loong... but the "slow" jun kok took so long to understand... and nearly gave it away... but finally got it... and so we keep missing and letting kiat loong shoot or get the ball.... i just scored a few balls, then the rest either miss or didn't go and catch the rebound.. and so.. kiat loong won.... ^_^
Take it as a parting gift from us before he enters Tekong....
Then later went to eat... then after that actually need to go home and change to meet my classmates liao... but talked to kait loong instead at the bus stop for some time...

We began to talk about the past... ODAC... his class.... and i suddenly realised one thing.... VS is not perfect... she has produced some "Victorian Idiots" who like to back-stab fellow Victorians... In ODAC, or in 2S04.... there are cases of this idiots who tarnish VS reputation by bad-mouthing their own schoolmates... what have 4 years of education in VS done to them? How to betray your own Victorians? To hell with these people....

For ODAC.. i began to think back of all the unhappiness that happened... all the things that happened that made me so angry... i just couldn't do my job as a President properly.... why can't fellow Victorians talk to one another when there is a problem? Why do some of them just like to gang up with others just to hurt/badmouth/condemm their own fellow Victorians?
For my case... the problem was with that half of the exco went against me at 1 point... while the rest just chose to remain nuetral... and so it was me, alone, against the rest.. of which there are Victorians in it.. Victorians who just refuse to share the problem with me...WTH....
I could have swear i nearly beat them up... because i was really furious that time... and i don't think they all can stop me when i am in a "berserk" mode... don't think anyone is ODAC can....my fist can kill..... don't try me...

Haiz.... whenever i think of this things... i just got so angry... damm.... and i can't help but also think back to some excos who just refuse to do their job... and use the rules and whatever shit to press me....WTF.... i was so pissed till the point i nearly want to quit... but come to think of it... i might as well get the CCA points and just try my best to quickly clear the ODAC things....
To say the truth... i didn't really enjoyed ODAC.... because of this things.... this betrays... backstabs.... and uncooperative Excos....
I would say my batch ODACians is quite a failure... thanks to the whole bunch of Exco... including myself... i can't work when i have people backstabbing me...... same for my PW group.... though i sort of forgive and forget the issues liao....

Haiz.... got to cool down abit....

Come to think of it... there were so many things i could have done to change ODAC... more discipline... more activities... but i didn't do them.... i didn't even thought of them.. because i was at the point where i become a mindless leader... just follow whatever is said.... because if i offer my opinions... i dono why some idiots will think that i am ordering them around...WTF....
And thanks to the uncooperative Excos... i didn't have the heart to do or think of better things for ODAC....
I realised that i began to think of all the things i could have done only after our batch step down... i was so relieved at that time.... no more facing the idiots...

To be fair... there were times when we were very good together and stuffs... but i will always think back to the dark times... when i was so happily being stabbed... and no one to help....
I think people who backstab each other should really go to hell... got anything say in the face lar... scared arh? Bloody hell... when i heard the story of 2S04... i became even more pissed... theirs was a case of a Victorian backstabbing the other Victorians just for a girl.... think this guy can just go to hell.... idiot....

Haiz.... sorry about all the rude remarks made... but i got to express my inner self feelings... or else i will feel very uncomfortable... at least got the Hitomi's "papillion" accompanying me and cooling me down.... ( in case you dono what that is... it is a japanese song... quite nice..)

And anyway... later went to meet my classmates... whom i pang seh in watching movie because i accompanied kiat loong for his last day before enlistment... actually brought along 2 shoe laces for my tu-er... because wei yang told me her shoe lace broke... and i thought it was the shoe's shoe lace... well... it turned out to be the lady's shoe's supporting lace... so there wasn't any use for the laces... brought home... anyway zi kang also bought her a new pairs of shoes already...

And well.. walked with them in Orchard... ate at a Indonesian restaurant at Far East Plaza... the chicken very nice... maybe because i was very hungry also.... and then just walked around.. see this see that.. mostly the girls seeing only.... the guys become mindless idiots who just follows around....

That's partly the reason why i didn't like going out with girls... nothing to do one...just walk and walk and walk.... don't have the same interest... then finally, those living in the east ( esther, elton adn joan) and Yvonnes (my class) went home...think they can't stay late or something... then i and John and Zi Kang and Wei Yang and Nigel went to play pool at Lucky Plaza... quite fun.... win all the matches i played.... because i am considered the most experienced player there... ( although i am still very lan...cannot aim properly)... but ok lar... accompany zi kang on his final days before enlistment... then later still played Daytona with Wei Yang and Zi kang because the rest went to meet their friends... Wei Yang came in 1st ( lucky one).... i 2nd... Zi Kang 3rd... then later also go home after that liao....

Speaking of which... actually i suppose to meet my another group of VS friends for a K box sesison today... and this group of Victorians are not like the mentioned idiots.... they are the loyal type.... but got to pang seh them to accompany my classmates... because my classmate,Zi Kang, going to be enlisted liao... pai seh man... next time i meet you all again...

Haiz... come to think of it... i will not have much friends left by January liao... alot of good friends going Tekong... then left some going in April... Luis... Ricthie... and the irritating duck De Jian... and they all also don't belong to the "idiot" group.... good griefs... but i heard 1 of the idiots going in April too... wish him good luck lar... go toilet and pick up that bar of soap.. and you will get it...

Today my temper... when writing this blog... is not very good.. all fired up thinking of the unpleasant things... pardon me for my language adn any speeling errors... guess that's about it....

And i really hate Victorians who backstab others... or can't seem to talk out problems they have with others.... then lead to unhappiness and arugements...

Haiz... think enough for today.. tomorrow meeting yong shen go send kiat loong in the morning.. think i go rest liao....