Angry.... -_-"

Today is not a good day.... I was very very angry... now I'm just pissed... but it's going to be ok soon...

Haiz................................................

On my heart.. I really swear man... today will be the last day i ever organise anything for my archery colleagues.... seriously...

Given the disappointing outcome of the last outcome... I wasn't too sure of organising another one again... but given the encouragement of those who attended... i sort of decided on it again at the last minute....

But today was really the last straw... i would rather use the big straws to suck on my bubble tea...
-_-.. ok... no link...

This was what happened...

We (total got 5 of us) were suppose to meet at 1100hrs at Marine Parade Community center... for basketball or badminton... and so i brought along my basketball... and reached there at 1130hrs.. thinking i was late....

But i became suspicious... because no one called me or anything... and upon reaching... i could confirm that no one have reached... after going to the top floor and checking the basketball court and badminton courts...

And so.. i began calling everyone... because I wasn't sure whether to book the badminton courts first...

The first one, because he is attending to some matters... told me that he will be late... but it's ok.. since he already mentioned before...

Second one... just woke up... live in the north.... later told me he no point coming, since he got archery work later at 1345hrs... so well... not coming le...

Third one... also just woke up... live in the far far west.... never say anything else...

Fourth one... told me he will reach around 1300hrs.. but he also already mentioned that he will be going late.. so it's ok...

I started playing basketball on my own from the time i reach.... for around 1 1/2 hours.... just shooting balls and doing lay ups... since i have not played at the sheltered Marine Parade CC before...

While playing... i keep thinking back to last Friday's disappointing gathering... then keep thinking of why am i playing basketball alone... why am i so on time.... why am i waiting so long.... lots of why and why....
Play until tired le... then sit on the steps and stone...

At one point... i just feel like going home.... really pissed until max already.....

At around 1330hrs.... the first one finally reach... he already told me he got something in the morning.. so I'm still ok.. but he apologise for being so late...
But it is kinda of late... and I have been wasting my time there waiting alone for close to 2 hours...

Never mind... we then went to book the badminton court and started playing first...

The next guy came at 1400hrs.. he already told me also... so I also ok lar... though like very late... but at least got come... so we played together...

The last person... never say anything... and in the end also never turn up... we played until about time... went Parkway for a drink... and that's when i found out that the one living in the west... went for archery work... when she mentioned that she not doing the night before... but yet she didn't inform us.... -_-

Haiz.........................................................

Upon hearing this.... I really just gave up man... gave up any hope of any gathering anymore.... really give up le....

First of all.. they don't have the basic manners and courtesy to even wake up on time... when I've already told them last night online about the thing today.... all said ok.... then now cannot wake up... 1100hrs then wake up.... I think pigs wake up earlier than that...

Secondly... got something on.. also don't want to tell.... then we wait like idiots there.... but anyway... at that point of time.. i already gave up on anyone else coming....
I mean... where is the basic manners of informing the person in charge when you can't make it? A simple SMS .. is it that hard? Or is it just plain laziness and taking things for granted? Do you think it is fun for the organiser to keep waiting and waiting... not knowing whether the person will turn up or not?

Another thing also... I think when you are coming late.. you should be informing me first... not i call you then you tell me that... I wait like a real Idiot there... one person playing basketball alone... for 1 hour plus... i shot so many balls... i even completed 1 round of ABC....
If not for the one who said he will come late.. and apologised for it..... i would really just have left and heck about the whole thing already....

Haiz..... the reason why i am ranting this all on my blog... is because I don't want to be arguing or scolding my colleagues for this... it doesn't help things... and we will be working together in future...

But i just stop contacting them online anymore...I don't' wish to talk to any of them anymore...it's that bad.... really give up man....

But i need a avenue for me to rant all my anger out... or else i will be so sick with anger... I may kill someone... LOL....

This 2 incident also changed my perspective of them le... I guess my attitude will change during work le.... really so damm pissed....


Haiz............................................................

As i am blogging this... I am still feeling the anger within....

Haiz..............................................................................................................

At least it was a good session while it lasted though.... It's been so long since i last played badminton.... so it was a good workout and a good refresher of sort.... found out I still have some skills with me... guess they are like part of me already.... but i got to work more on my leg movements... abit slow....

But still... it was fun while it lasted.... but i would never again organise anything for them anymore...

I don't even know if i will attend those they organise..... really so du lan....

Haiz.... go rest liao.... the more i mentioned it.. the angrier i get....