Disappointed.... pissed...

Was rather unhappy this weekend.... Haiz.... guess that's life lar...

What to do? Suck it up lor.... did alot of that in the army liao....

Glad i chose not to blog directly that day... or else i am going to say very mean things...

Gave myself sometime to think over the issue... to cool down....

I guess.... no one's at fault... the only fault lies in myself... being too naive...
Everyone have their own choices to make... and since the decision's been made... i've got nothing to say....

At least though... it made me see things clearer now... realise how naive this relationship is.... no point in me giving my best efforts anymore.... it's just so disappointing...
What's the point of rearing a dog that will bite you back? (Example only... but i don't mind rearing real dogs...)

If it has to be this way... so be it.... let's all be at that level... no point making myself so pissed off and sick....

I will learn to accept... and adapt...
Unhappiness is such a bad mood... but it can't be helped that i am feeling that way... because of things being done against me....

Haiz..... what are friends for man.....

Well... that's that...