Engaging Basketball Session on a beautiful Sunday....

Played basket ball this morning.. In less than half an hour after we started, 3 girls started playin ABC on our half of the court.. And soon, we were playin 3V3 wth them.. The game was full of laughter and jokes.. haha..

Unlike other girls, the 3 of them were really enthu bout the game.. The way they mark us is like, any tighter and they'll have to hug us.. Due to the fear of making too much body contact, we were rather reserve in the game.. But we still enjoyed the game and we all had a gd laugh..

We all agreed, that one of the girls actually looked like Hebe.. Lolz.. Wth her hair, dress sense, and her cute face, she really does resembles Hebe.. Woo!! Looks aside, she can play the game pretty well as well..

And the other girl reminds us of YanHan from ODAC.. We made a mental note to ask YanHan the nxt time we see her if she has a sister..

During our post-bball talk over brunch, we also wondered, wad kind of shampoo the girls used.. Maybe cos they were markin us real tight, but we could smell the shampoo on their hair.. And er... its kinda nice.. haha.. Well, that's how close they were to us when they defend..

The rain came in and we were forced to stop.. And so the session ends wth a hurried goodbye as we seek shelter.. But before we parted, we agreed to play again next weekend..

Its tata for now.. Till the bball session next sun...

That's a copy and paste format from KL's blog.... we hatched the plan to have the same thing written for the 3 of us who played just now.. including JK....

Anyway, just to add some stuffs further...

Haha.... too bad WK not around.... he must be beating his chest in fury....^_^

First time playing with girls...couldn't play rough... but we still overwhelm them...
Though it is not as exciting as a serious match... it was in a way... very fun.... think they also spread their happiness around... becuase they spend half the match laughing... over either party's mistakes.... damm funny...
The tension of a match is also not there... becasue everyone is playing purely for fun.... so i guess that's a good thing too....

Following that, we went for lunch, and i bought the "Ghost Game" VCD, then we went over to JK's house to watch...

The scare factor is there.... quite interesting also... not a bad moive.... just that is has a bad ending...
Anyone wants a good scare, can borrow the VCD from me.... haha....

Now... back home... pretty tired... later going over to my muslim specialist's house for some feast... he invited alot of commanders over....
Go there chill around... then i see whether to book in today or tomorrow morning... haha....

That's about all....

Fast Week....

This week went past really fast... practically did nothing at camp... then book out le... haha...

Yesterday was a half day... so used my off peak coupon... because my brother can't change car... so well...

Originally wanted to go find some teachers at SRJC.... but due to some unforeseen circumstances in camp... late booking out... then later i got to go fetch my mum... so in the end didn't go le... becuase finish everything quite late le...

And so.. after book out... went to fetch my mum... then went to Blood bank to donate blood... followed by some volunteer work at SGH... (not with SHG...^_^), then after that a late night basketball session with SHG....

Happening man... play until midnight then go home...
But honestly... i was rather happy... because ... hmm... sort of being recognised le... haha... it felt good man....
But let's chill man... friendly game...

Today had been a active day too.... morning went NTUC... then come back wash and wax my car... then just now watched the Jacky Wu marathon.... haha...

That's all today...

Now back to my work... making a Jay Chou's Best Compilation.... haha...

Rainy Day.... ^_^

Well... it's raining elephants and chimpanzees now at my area.... firece rain man.... double edge sword.... can clear the haze.... but also obstructing me from going out....

Later going to meet SHG... or maybe just the "S" group for movie at Tampinese Mall... watching "Death Note"... thought i will blog first... in case later go out until late le.. then i have to book in immediately...

Today must have been my most active holiday man.... late morning help my brother wash his car... plus waxing... damm tiring man.... the wasing part...
But well.. it's aprt of maintenace....

After that... went to a fish shop near my house... bought some test kit for ammonia and PH... and some algae wafer... plus a suction pump... plus some chlorine remover... all esessntial for maintaining a fish tank....
Did a test on both my tank... realise the bigger one is quite acidic le... so added some chlorine remover... lower down the acidity... think i will be getting some PH adjuster soon... easier...
Ammonia wise... both is clear... so no problem...

Well... got to go prepare le... going soon le...

Book in day... but guess what.... 2 more days to book out day... haha... Cool~~~

Happy Hari Raya....

Today is one real slack holiday... so slack until i cannot take it man... really whole day ony, watch TV... lie around... watch movie.. "Tokyo Drift" for the 2nd time... oh yar... qutie hooked onto the "Tokyo Drift" music.... quite catchy... anyone got the music can send me....

Then morning wake up late somemore... thanks to a really late night DOTA session which lasted till quite early this morning...WTF mode...used Venomancer.... really nuts man.... but i am confident of winning the match....i think Venomancer is really a good choice if you are playing by the SHG rules.... damm alot of rules....
But.... it was fun.... haha.....

Hmmm... only recall going to NTUC this morning to buy some stuffs... then reach home lie around le....
Can't take it man.... really feel like a pig...

The SHG got jio soccer... but my hand like that... cannot play soccer lar.. espeically when i am only playing keeper... 1 whack comfirm the wound open up again....
Jio them play pool... but all like very broke leh.... wonder what they spend on man... i maintaining a car also not as broke man...

Oh well... tomorrow better do something le.... basketball again?

Haha... oh well....

Oh yar... to all my Muslim friends... Happy Hari Raya man...

Hari Raya Eve...

Today would have been a rather slack day.... if not for a late night basketball session..... haha... which actually at this time... i am still on the way home...

Anyway... whole day lying around... slept through the afternoon... initally my mortar specs got jio go movie... but because of some miscommunication... i sms to check watching what movie... but they guy didn't reply... then in the end i smsed to check again... they already got the tickets le... so well... in the end i decided to give it a miss... even though they tried to get me a seat next to them....

Decided to go paly basketball instead... can save money... plus do some exercise...

Was playing among ourselves... then suddenly got a group of kids jio play 4v4.... they got a girl somemore...as their center.... because she tallest... and so... cannot play rough....controlled my movements alot....but in the end also thrashed them....all 3 matches...
Their greatest disadvantage is height.... and soloness... and inaccurate shooting...

But well... i appreaciate one thing though... they were very polite... haha... good kids...

And so.... basically that's about all le...

Active day...

Today quite exciting.... did quite abit of stuffs...

Firstly... had basketball match this morning... went to fetch JK, then fetch YS... so in the end started quite late.... the weather was quite hot... and felt uncomfortable...
But still.... had a very satisfying performance....

And today... i finally mastered... or sort of did some stunts that i have always wanted to do.. and that is to succesffully slap the board when doing a layup.... i am now finally able to do it confidently liao.... haha.... happy man...

But also dono when... think i pulled a muscle on my right thigh.... now cannot use strength on my right leg... can't even lift it up.... quite bad man.... think have to rest abit for now le...

But got so many holidays coming up... abit wasted leh... cannot go do some training....
See how ba....

After that... went home to change... then immdiately went out agian... this time to meet my SISPEC platoon mates.... we got a gathering...

Went to Marina Bay there... met them for some prawn fishing at a fish and prawn farm there.... didn't know such a place existed...

Well... on the whole... it was quite interesting.... but i think it's the last time i will do such a thing.... becasue firstly... i didn't manage to get any prawns... -_-"
And secondly... it's very cruel... becuase once they are hooked up while trying to eat the cockle meat, you have to get the hook out fomr the prawn... and sometimes it's so stuck... you will be trying means and ways to get the hook out....
Imagine having a hook in your mouth... being pull up and down... left right...

It's just really cruel... too cruel for me... so yar... no more fishing...

At the end, we got around 10 prawns and a fish( in a prawn pond... hmm...), and we paid aroudn $130... each person $10.... so it's kinda.... hmm... not worth it?
Haha... but well... like they say... it's for the fun and experience...

After that...we headed to city hall there... went to ate at "New York New York"... another fanciful high end restaurant... initally thought just go Marina Bay and settle can liao... then can also cook the caught prawns... but well...

But i must say... the food's qutie good... around the same standard at "Botak Jones".... just that i sill feel "BJ" is better... maybe because it is cheaper... adn also taste very good...

After that... went to "Liquid Kitchen" at Rivervale there... they wanted to watch Man U VS Liverpool... and so... i sent some of them there.... after a promise of sitting there to talk cock....
But well... that can't happen... with all the eyes on the match... so in the end, another non-soccer fan and i left early...

And so.. finally... back home le... can't help but feel this puting like abit empty... because we did rather un-bonding stuffs... well... maybe it is also because it's personal preferences deifferences.....
But well... it's been some time sice we last met... 4 SIR and 2 SIR specialists....

Well... maybe we can improve on the next one...

GO play DOTA le...

Long Weekend.... here i come~~~

Wahaha.... another long weekend.... haha.... time to rot and slack.... but well.. also time to train up too....

Back yesterday afternoon.... morning went for some "E-Prep" talk... then can go le... and honestly.. i slept throughout it... haha....

After that joined some of my spec friends to eat at this place called "Botak Jones", it's actually a store in a coffee shop at AMK... don't be mislead by the fact it is in a coffee shop... the food is defintely as good as many resturants, if not better... becuase for my case... i ordered some chicken chop thingy... and i can say... it is the best i have eaten so far... it's that good...
Plus it must be really famous... because we have to wait around 40minute for our food.... Woa...

I will defintely go back there again... and i recommend you all to go try it... it's somewhere near "Mobile" station at AMK... near to Yio Chu Kang one... i forgot the block number and everything le... haha...
But hey... i know how to go....

Following that...went home... and knock out for the rest of the day.... think becuase i sleep late the day before... plus early morning go home to change car... so that i can get home...

This week... did abit of stuffs... had my SOC test... but i flunk it... thanks to the swing trainer... it's kinda harder to grip... like much smoother or something... and the surprising thing is.... i never had a problem with swing trainer one... then now... haiz... sian man...
But the thing is... it's myt first time doing SOC in the battalion... never tried it before... then also it's been a year since i last did... so well.. some excuse for myself...
But rest assured man... it would happen again... i make sure i hit back to near my old timing... haha.... the best timing of my life... 8.31min... Muahahaha...
But alas... now cannot train monkey bar le.... becuase i got 2 big wounds each on both my hands... the skin came off when i keep trying on the bars... sian... cannot even use my hands properly now....
But it will recover.... and then.... Muahahaha.....

Also did something rather nasty... i disciplined my platoon.... because i caught them twice walking back from the cookhouse... first time i scolded them... and when it happened again the 2nd time just the next day... i punished them quite fiercely... SBO and all....round the parade square... just before they go for night's off...
And now... all quite buay song with me.... can't blame them... the rest of the company men slacking away...walking around like nobody's business.... their specialists don't want to do anything about them... the CSM not around... got his own problems...no officers around to enforce the rules...

They felt like idiots since they are the only platoon marching around... following the rules...

No choice man... i got to do what i have to do...the rules' the rules.... and it's not like i didn't warn them before lor... the first time they did it, they walked past the Spec Mess.... where our RSM and SMA was having a talk.... Imagine what could have happened if they were caught... and i was the PDS somemore...
I wanted to punish them already... but in the end only scolded them... first time... give it to them... so i purposely chose to be the PDS the next day again....
And they just have to let me catch them again...
Honestly... i don't like to scold or punish my men.... but if it have to be done to discipline them... i will be the bastard to do so... because i bore the responsibility as a (NS)PS...

And seriously... i do appreaciate people getting the correct information before telling me what to do.... i have my own ways of doing things.... and it is my platoon afterall... so please do get things clear before passing comments...
No offence here.... but i am also refering to my own specs.... quite disappointed one of them gave me the very unsupportive tone of talking.... and still tell me not to do it again... -_-"
Seriously... don't tell me what to do... you can give me advice... but don't order me around... unless your rank is higher than me....
No offence here... again... just being direct...

Sensitive man.... later got blog war again....

Anyway... yar... nothing much for the rest of the day.... just chilling around at home...

Boringly Bored Boredom....

Bored Bored Bored..... Haiz.... nowadays like really nothing much to do le... damm sian man...

Morning suppose to go play basketball... but when i wake up and saw the haze.... i know it is out liao... health hazard man...
I would had really wanted to play... but i guess it's better to hang on and stay alive longer....

Then well... slept half the day away.... not tired... but since nothing to do... went to sleep... diao...

Then now the SHG is going out to watch moive... but they watching "Rob-B-Hood".... i watched with my fellow specialists liao...it's quite a nice show though... unfair to ask them to change.... anyway they also won't change.... so well....

Hmm.... hearing some thunder.... is it a good sign?
Hope the rain come faster and heavier... and clear the haze out man.... my eyes getting irritated already....

And so... now at home.... don't feel like playing DOTA le... getting sick of it.... so just came on to the cyber world.... so some blogging... then dono can do what liao....

Haiz... Singapore really quite boring man.... most of the things you want to do to have fun... you have to spend $$$....

Think i should start taking up some courses.... make my weekend more enriching... maybe learn some guitar... wind surfing... wakeboarding?
Hmmmm..... see how.....


Arrgghh.....boring day.... might as well go do duty in camp man...

Vivo City visit

Today... quite fulfiling... did a couple of stuffs.....

In the morning... had a basketball match... rather noisy one though.. but still within the tolerable level.... today got Alex and Klevin Fergurson... double combo... nearly want to throw boots le.... but well... it's still ok...
Rather sucky performance today... confident shots didn't go in... but i still carry on pushing myself to try.... instead of wasting time and energy KB others...

In life... there will be times when you will be off-form.... though i wouldn't say that is an excuse... but at least if you still carry on to try... i don't think there is enough reason for you to have to tolerate other's attitude...
Unless of course.... you are paying me $50,000 a month.... then i don't mind if you throw the basketball or boots at me.. i gladly accept it man....

It's a leisure match between friends... not a competition man....

After that...went home to change up... then went to Vivo City to meet up with the SHG... had been yearning to go... but now like go le quite dissapointed... think maybe because alot of shops not openned yet... but so far the only shops i see are clothes shops... so i guess it won't be a place for me to hang out much....
And yar... the arcade sucks too....
So is the traffic leading into the parking....... damm jam... caused qutie abit of traffic obstruction.... kena honk by people somemore...
The good thing though... parking is free... so far... haha...

After that.... we went to Mount Faber SAFRA for soem pool, then went to a nearby hawker center for dinner... then go home le...

Nothing much le... watching Jacky Wu's variety show.....

Tomorrow playing basketball again.... try to be on form abit..... or else kena boot throwing agian....

Off day....

Today's on off... came back yesterday night.... starting to clear my offs slowly.... or else i don't think i can finish clearing....
Anyway today my platoon not around... involved in some enemy stuffs.... i not involved... so take off lor...

Nothing much this week... mainly is alot of ICCT... and did some personal training... have to buck up on my IPPT le... haha..... trying for gold.... still trying....
Recently... i began to realise that ICCT is actually quite useful... especially the locks and counter moves.... it is actually qutie applicable in day to day life... if you encounter some difficulties...

But there are some weakness though... and that is i realise strength can counter-back the moves...and i did just that... counter back the locks my friend tried on me...
So well... i guess you do have to have the strength and speed to really use those moves smoothly...
And yar... break falls were qutie fun too... just that it can hurt sometimes....

Been slacking at home the whole day... feel really not good man... wanted to go for a swim... but saw the haze coming back... then decided against it.... Haiz....

Sometimes... feel like i am wasting my life man.... haven't got a university place.... feels kinda empty about my future....
Hmmm... but now also can't apply le... so got to wait for next year liao.....

Just saw the tag there.... well.... just wana say.... do consider other people's feelings man.... and i am not one who will "ji chou"... store all the frustration those type.... once it's cool, i'm cool..... so chill.....
Just do think about the feelings man.... but i guess that's what man lacks.... thinking about other's feelings...

Oh well..... that's the world....

Later maybe going out with the SHG for some midnight pool.... at least now WK got transport le.... save me much trouble then.... i don't mind chilling out longer too.... haha....

Back to the university thingy... pardon me for skipping topics here and there.... actually this one is suddenly thought of it then want to write one...

I guess... like i have mentioned before... it doesn't really matters where i go... at the end of the day.... if you are there... you can be there...
I was thinking of maybe learning some culinary arts and management at SIM, or some infocom thingy....
At the end of the day... i do envision myself owning a very fine restuarant... haha... earning big bucks.... haha....

Oh well... some thoughts about the future...

Hmmm.... maybe i should start planning already.... don't wana waste my life away....

"If you think you can, you can...."

2 Wedding Banquets in 2 days.....

As mentioned.... i just attended 2 wedding banquet in 2 days.... yesterday and today.... busy man .... haha....

But well... let's start on last Friday....

Hmm... think practically nothing much... just the usual... sleep , play , eat.... at night SHG got jio soccer... but i wanted to watch TV... guess variety... now change until so early show liao....
Oh yar... remember watching alot of TV at night... that's why didn't blog...
1900-2000 was "Guess Variety"... 2000-2100 got "Chang Fei Vairety", but i went for dinner with my family.... then 2100-2200 got the last episode of the "Family Court" drama..... then 2200-2300 is "Liao Zhai- Xiao Qian".... then 2300 -0000 is 2 anime.... Inuyasha and Shaman King...

So basically.... i watched like 5 hours of TV man... really very bad.... haha... got to cut down le... but well... being an NSF.... i don't think there is much other stuffs i can do... is there?

Oh well.... on to Saturday...

Morning wanted to go play basketball... but.... thanks to our neighbouring country..... the situation became too unhealthy for strenous activities....the haste was so bad... it's like a fog.... first time seeing it in Singapore...... so i SMSed JK to cancel it.... felt quite unjust.... because i have actually been looking forward to basketball....
And so... the rest of the day was wasted away in air-con room.... doing usual stuffs.... until the evening.... then prepare for the wedding dinner....

It's my mother's sister's son's wedding..... but apparently.... i have no memory of seeing that guy before..... oh well... still a relative.... go there to have some good dinner lor... haha...
Think he is qutie rich.... parked a BMW outside the restaurant... his weddding car... then the restuarant also very high class....nice atmosphere "Big ShangHai".... food was good...got the usual high class stuffs....
Forgot to mention... he also got a live band playing there... and some live China singers belting out traditional chinese songs... i think they did sing very well..... very nice vocals.....
Well... basically... that's about it...

As for today.... it is actually a wedding lunch... because the dinner kena booked le... so no choice... hold wedding lunch.... and this is a ceremony of my father's non-blood related but close brother's daughter's wedding.... some complications here.... but well.. it's like that....
So in a way... my father is actually also an important guest there... so we went there early..... in fact... very early.... the lunch officially starts at 1300... we reach there 1145....
It's at Fort Canning Park there... near the ROM...

It is yet another very nice place too.... high class atmosphere.... and yar... the food also about the same... same usual high class stuffs.... in fact..... i even wore the same clothes.... haha.... for both ceremonies..... my prom outfit.... haha.....
Oh well.... but at least this time, it's not at boring though... because we were seated among out own relatives.... unlike last night... due to space constriants... we got to share with another family ... then nothing to talk....
In fact.... me and my brother formed a table of cousins.... all the young people together... because our parents were at the so call "main table".. togehter with the bride and groom....

I guess... nothing like another gathering to catch up and stuffs..... like CNY like that.... haha...
And basically... that's about it le....

Hmmm... actually sat my couin's new car.... Kia Magnetis... something like that... 2litre one.... he bought it for oonly $60k.... which is considered quite cheap... in view of the fact that it is a luxury class car in the Kia range... adn the whole body adn interior actually feels like that of a Camry.... plus the engine is damm silent.... cool man.... haha....
Can keep in view.....
In fact... my father thinking of changing car le.... sell away the nissan, and get the Mag.... off peak one... then my car change to normal car..... then it will be every cool man....
Imangine driving a Mag to camp..... haha....

But well... think by the time i ORD le.... haha....

Well.... now... finally feel more normal le.... i think the 2 days of "grand" feeling has actually been qutie tiring for me.... felt quite tired le.... think there is some form of strain on the mind when wearing nice clothes and appearing at grand ceremonies.... haha....
But well... long long one time also fun.....

Guess that's about all.. going back camp later le... time to go back earlier.... haha...

Feeling good now.... ^_^

Arghhh.... the freshness of a healthy body... once again.... haha.....

Alive.... kicking... ready to fight.....

Think this can be quite a good commentary for a commercial....

Anyway.... yar... feeling alot better already... fever was sort of gone yesterday afternoon le... but i was still having the runs from yesterday night... all the way till this morning man.... didn't get to sleep well... think it's because of the medication... i remember the doctor saying something like sometimes it is better to clear everything inside....

Well... not a very good medication i would say... couldn't sleep the whole night... but everything stopped once i popped the old and trusted "Bao Ji Wan".....
And so yar.... here i am.... feeling healthy again....

But i think the haze isn't a very welcoming sight for me.... think it is getting worse... can see it forming around my house le.... that's bad air quality man... and to think i just got well....
Well... consider myself lucky... at least the haze came when i was better... not when i was still sick and having a splitting headache....

Anyway.... watched "Daisy" just now... and i must say... it is a great show man.... those who want to watch, can borrow the original DVD from me... haha.... good thing must share around....
It is really quite special in it's own sense.... and the female lead helps too.... haha....

One more thing though... tomorrow my whole company on off... so effectively... i didn't take my off tomorrow... haha.... so i saved a off day..... Heez...

Oh well... that's about all ....

SicK...... -_-"

Started yesterday morning... when i woke up... suddenly felt like vomiting....keep having the feeling... but didn't vomit...
Then later on... when i went for first parade....already feeling abit weak le...

Then....following that... realised i got diarhorrea... so took the "bao ji wan"... felt better after some time... was sleeping all the way... through lunch... then when i wake up... realised i got fever le.... diao....

And it didnt' help that the MP came to do a sudden raid yesteday... no warning given... in fact... i was awoken by an MP asking us to go down fall in..... -_-"

At that point of time... really feeling very weak.... climb stairs also got problem... just feel like crap man....

After everything... went back to sleep again.... then when i once again wake up... realise my fever getting higher... can feel the heat liao... a check with the thermometer reveals 38.3 degree..... Wow....

I was beginning to wonder liao... could it be dengue?

In the end... wanted to go medical center... but the MO left liao.. so dorve home to meet my mum.... wanted to go Marine Parade polyclinic.... but close liao.... WTH...... my head like splitting liao... and the polyclinic close so early... kaoz.....

Last resort... went Changi General Hospital.... A&E...

First thing the medical staff saw me through their heat sensor... they immdeiately take thermometer liao.... because my face was all red on the sensor... and my temperature.... 38.7 degree liao.... really feel like crappy crap man....

And it didn't help that i have to wait for so long there.... at least got 2 hours i think... keep waiting and waiting... then the air con so cold... wa.... really like want to die cannot die like that...

But at least... saw the doctor le... got my medication.... then go home to sleep....
Well... i got 2 days MC... and i figured i will take Friday off.... might as well... since Friday also nothing much on....

Well.... so i should be quite free nowadays.... haha....

After a night's rest plus medication... feeling much better already...but still got some fever... and nause feeling whenever i eat....
Never mind... i got some long rest.... haha....

So long....

-_-.... du lan day.....

Today is a du lan day.... actually not the day lar.... just the morning....

Haiz....

Had a lousy soccer session today... actually i was quite enthusiatic to be the keeper again.... but well.... can't stand the noise.... the manager seem to be very buay song with me... then every time let in a goal.... show me the really black face... then start to make noise over every goal i let in...

Starting still ok... but as the black face keep showing up.... i see liao also damm du lan.....

Then somemore i tihnk i machiam like a waterboy like that... kena push around the 2 teams... just like the case in DOTA.... nobody wantes somebody who will cause them to loose what.... what feeder lar....noob lar... let people farm only lar.... all the ugly words starts coming out...

In the end what happened?

I proved the guy wrong with an overwhemling victory in a 1 on 1....
Maybe you can say it's the hero i use.... i used VS.... he got Tidehunter...
So how ever unfair... it was still fair.... it was random... not chosen...

Oh well... but i guess these noise never fail to stop.... from last time basketball.... touch the ball only kena liao... till now... soccer...


Haiz...

I quite sick of defending myself.... because everytime i do that... then there will be people who will be making somemore noise over it....

But i just want to say my piece....

Personally.... i am a good gamer in every sport.... that is ... i try my best to perform..... i don't receive money from other teams... neither do i purposely fail to perform....
Being the goal keeper.... i am considered like the most important defender.... me and me alone.... the pressure is defintely there....
When i save a goal.... fine.. that's my job... but when i miss one.... i get all the blame....

Fair or not?

Fine... maybe you want to blame it on my reaction... or whatever.... is there a need to speak so rudely to your fellow team mate... and show the black face?
If i am a professional player... fine.. kena screw by coach... normal...
But hey... we are playing this for recreation..... i don't know about the rest... but i am defintely playing it for leisure...though it doesn't mean i don't give a damm about the game...

Like i say... i am a good gamer... i do want to achieve... and perform...

In the first place.... i don't have much interest in this sport.. but i still come becuase of friends... and i do my outmost to defend.... but if this is the attitude i am going to receive.... and seriously.... don't bother calling me anymore....

I dont' want to come to a stage... where i have to shout at a friend... curse and swear... quarrel... then have a cold war....

I don't like that.... i have done it before... and i know it's not good...

In fact... halfway through.... i went to cool myself down.. on the pretext of going to the toilet.... i took a long slow walk to Hougang point... dragging time... because i seriously don't want to play anymore....
After that... i walked over to the basketball court near the street soccer area... then i just sit down there... watching the kids play basketball.... thinking through stuffs....

Think i sat there for around 45 minutes.... just stoning around....

I guess... afterall.... basketball is then my thing... a sport that you truly enjoy... no matter how much noise others make.... you will still carry on to play...
Like nowadays.... i don't really give a damm about any noise made... unless it is unseful to the game.... or it is put in a i can hear it way... not a rude or bloody anyhow say out of the anger remark....
I am confident to say... i can hold the ball in my own court now... no thanks to all the past noises made...

The thing is...i don't mind receiving comments.... but don't treat me like a dog... scolding whenever you like... talking to me like i am you subordinate...
I am not...

I do take comments seriously... but if they are going to be made because you are unhappy... and you transfer the unhappiness back to me.... just be warn... this dog can bite... and it will be painful...

But well... as a mature adult... and having to take up so much responsibilities in camp... i ahve learnt to be more tolerant.... and that's why i chose to exit myself.... before i do anything out of the ordinary...

Even when i returned to the court... i also don't want to play anymore... i just gave a simple reason that my toe is bleeding....
Well.... it's abit true though... some abrasion... no bleeding... from yesterday's basketball....

Well.... guess i have made my point.... anyway the whole morning i also don't ahve much mood to talk anymore... was silent throughout the meal with them....
I am really beginning to think that.... i don't seem to be part of them anymore.... Sometimes i see myself like an idiot puppet.... with them playing my strings... play DOTA.... get away from our team....join the opposition... adn to think i am the other one who went over... but in end the team i am in still thrash them....
Play soccer... go some other team....FO.....
When going out... drive us here lar... drive us home... go here... go there.....

Haiz.... this are my true feelings....

And believe me... somebody will comment back on it....

But before you do that... please do think through what i have said... and what you are going to say...
It may be a selfish thought... a biased one... but hey... if i am thinking this way... something must be wrong somewhere...
So go think about it.... and please do not make any smart alex comments... they are stupid to begin with.... if you don't have any reasonable comments... keep them to yourself for entertainment pleasure....

I guess i made my point..... so long....

If you think i am not refering to you... then it most probably is so.... but if you feel guilty of whatever i say.... it could be you....
But well... jsut some food for thought.... take it.. or throw it away... up to you...

Think i will be heading back to camp later...