Finally back....

Well... finally back again.... felt like quite a long week... like pass a day like a year like that.... and this morning just did my GPMG live firing... that's why drag until 1730 then book out.....

Had been a pretty tiring week.... every night also sleep quite late... either doing ops orders... or else cleaning the GPMG....
Seriously.... i think i really got to respect those GPMG gunners man.... cleaning that particular weapon... is very.. very tough..... takes a long time... and the weapon is not easy to clean... and some more got so many parts...

Actually today's live firing finished at around 1400... by the cleaning wasted alot of time... but luckily... we got help form the CSM course trainees... so it was faster...

But i would say... firing the GPMG is really quite thrilling... so although the morning was quite hot... the rounds also... touched one round that was just fired off... can feel it burning my skin....
But still.... it was quite fun.... haha... not much chance to test out SAF weapons liao.... because i guess i am stuck with mortar le...

Anyway...outfield starting next week.... going to chiong for the next 2 weeks liao... but at least after that... it is all relax one liao.... so looking forward to the end of the outfields.... CHIONG arh!!!

Just that got one thing bothering me... quite annoyed with the PS course IC... really damm loud hailer... action full... and like to KB people alot... and today i kena KB twice for nothing...
Feels better to say it out man....

First one... after the live firing.. we went back to the training shed at wingline to get our packed ration... i was among the first few to get the food... then i walked slowly to the bench...
Then one of my platoon mate KB me for slowly walking... tell me to hurry up go sit down and eat... and so.. for those who know me... i will retailate... trying to reason out with him... because first of all...i seriously don't think that few seconds of dilly dally will do much difference.. and secondly... i don't have a sppon to eat with... so i am waiting for the storeman to take it...
My this friend also another one say things never really think one... will piss people off one... so he also got some reasons to counter me back...
SO in the mist of our arguement... the PS course IC walk past... and then he started to KB me... say what i shouldn't dilly dally around any more...hurry up go eat.... or else later the time will drag.. what clean GPMG drag.. then eat dinner drag.. then book out drag.. then don't blame him for that or whatever bullshit...
I dono about you all... but at that time... i got really pissed off....
I wanted to argue back.. but i think i was too hot-headed... so i just say... ok.. fine....
I mean.. hey ... come one... can at least think before you speak or not... like i explain earlier on... i dilly dally ... does it make a significant difference to the book out time?
And let's look at the situaton... i am among the first few to take... and we all got no spoon... so does that mean that by sitting down faster, we can all eat finish fast? And even if i sit down faster, and eat... will the others eat faster too?
And so.. i seriously don't see why is there a need to KB me on such nonsense...
In case he haven't noticed... we are all commanders around here... so is there a need for such a senseless talking ? Maybe if you are a recruit, yes... but i certainly do not think that is necessary for a commander... especially a PS to be....
And.... by the way.. it's lunch... we were already rushing durig the live firing ... can we take some break during lunch? Especially those few seconds one?

And ok.. fine... after lunch... i am the first few to finish... went to wash up... help around with stores... and what is that jack ass IC doing? He is smoking......
If we judge by my situation... i should also scold him to stop smoking and go help clear stores immediately right? I mean.. he and those smokers are wasting all our time... the smokers can have a smoker's break... then non-smokers cannot even have a dilly dally break.... fair or not? You be the judge...
I dilly dally for 10 seconds... he smoke for 5 mintues... so i think by right i can go screw him upside down for wasting time right?
2nd Sergeant... so what? Guardsman.. so what? Regular.. so what?SISPEC instructor.. so what? Do things until like that... i don't think he cna make it far man...
And honestly.... i don't give much a damm about 2SG... it's not much of a difference form a 3SG... just that you serve longer only...

That's the first case....

Second case... during our early dinner at 1640.. we went to eat together with the CSm course.... then the queue very long... and i and my friends were among the last to take... then we just sat down to eat not long later... he say have to fall in at 1730 in CV for RO... initally he did ask us to "exercise cut".. but hey.. we jsut got our food... can eat first right?
Then after awhile... he started to scold us... shout at us to hurry up....
Basket... we are eating leh.... need to scold also is it?

This time round... i am not that much pissed... but my firend is lar... he quite du lan at this IC also...
But at least this time.. there is a stupid instruction that we are all suppose to go abck to wingline together after dinner.... which i tihnk is really stupid... and then quite a few finish their food already.. because most of them throw the food away... so i also try to hurry up lar...
But the way he talk to us is really the thing that piss people off.... i seriously despise his attitude and tone man....

Honestly.. i think he is abit of a wayang king... and a very irritating loud hailer... you want to be best trainee say lar... i just give it to you lar...

For this course... i am already operating quite low key... becasuse seriously... i don't have any more fire burning within me to get the best or something... run out of oil le... but i still do my part... and so i don't expect anyone to come around to KB me for those nonsense... and for not much of a reason....

And so.. next time... THINK before you speak... seriously.. think....

Damm tired liao.. and abit heated up.. go sleep liao...