Haiz...

Haiz... as mention... think i may be starting another blog war liao.... but i guess i have to address these disturbing issues.... haiz...

First of all...maybe let me specify the intention of my blog... it is for airing out issues which i think is unsuitable or inappropriate to say out at the time of incident... such that it can be used as a sort of AAR, or at least let the party involved to know how i really felt at that time... something like that...
And so.. most of the time .. if i air it here... it means i didn't want to say it out directly... becuase it may cause un-happiness at the point of time...

But honestly.. most of the time... it is only during when i blog when i think about the incidents... and the feelings felt during then... that's why i add it in...

Anyway... about the car... haiz... mention car i always feel quite sian.... i do not exactly remember which incident LKL is talking about... nor do i want to go find out....

Maybe i just state my opinion on my way of doing things...

Firstly... i don't mind sending friends home... or to a common point... but that must depend on the situation.
If let's say the situation requires a need for me to do so, even sending them to the door-step.. i will... no problem... like for example no mroe punlic transport and stuffs... or no money for cab....
But if there is an alternative to the problem, then i think it would be very unfair to expect me to send them all the way home,for their convienice...
Com'on, i am wasting my resouces just to help other people save theirs, very unfair for me right?

Most of the time... i am defintely ok with sending all together to a common point, and it should be on the way as well... same reason as above...
But like i say... it also depends on situation...

I have concluded one thing from all the chaueffring services i have done so far... that is this type of service is one way only...
Not that i am very bothered or disturbed by it... just that i don't see why i should expend so much of myself for others... simple as that...

And seriously... i am not the type to go around asking for things like that... you want, you give.. don't want... i'm ok with it... what comes around goes around...
Even when friends borrow money... i expect them to pay up themselves... not i have to go ask for it...

As to comments on the un-happiness which resulted form sending friends right to their place... let's put it like this...
I have a personal problem.. that is i do no reject friends that easily... or directly... i tend to make thing easier... maybe sometimes give a neutral stand... or even give in to them....

And i seriously think this problem has led to abuses of myself... because i would say alot of people tend to use my this weakness against me... not only to my surrounding friends... in camp as well....
The only difference is that becuase in camp... i am a bigger shot( not to exaggerate... just abit bigger then normal specs... becuase PS what...) so i can easily push the idiot who try to make use of me away...
Thankfully... most of my specs have intergrity... they do their job... or what is told... maybe only 1 out of my 8 other specs i am not very happy with... like to push things around...
AND i seriously detest those type of people...

But to my surrounding friends... i usually try to give in... and that's why it tend to lead to situations where i am being used...but i don't say it out... and i tend to air what i feel about it in my blog...

Seriously... i think the comments on my own blog should be used as a reflection... these comments do not come just because i am un-happy... it reflects alot of things... so i think people who critize, or complain about my compalining in blog and stuffs should also do some reflection upon themselve...

I mean.. it's not wrong to talk this things out with me.. i am absolutely ok...maybe i myself also got wrong... and that's why i also do reflections upon waht others say to me...
Just that i also hope the person, or anyone involved can also reflect upon why i would say out things like that...
Remember... it takes 2 hands to clap...

Hmmm... guess that's roughly what i want to say ba...and yar... next time when i give a reason to reject... please try to understand that's because i take you as a friend.... if it is jsut some other people, or some stranger... i would reject right in the face... directly... which i think is not very nice.... so whatever the reason... accept it... it's for your own good...
And my car is seriously need to go for servicing le....

This morning went for basketball... played a short and easy session then go home liao...


Later going MOS... as invited by my fellow spec's cousin( her birthday)... so well... first time going clubbing this year... 2nd time in my life... haha...
Well...go try try lor... also for some commanders cohesion... most of the mortar commanders going... so well...
Oh yar... my spec also say her cousin is bring her NTU female friends... so well... haha... see how lor...

Go rest for the night liao....