La la la... i'm back~~~

Today we got quite an early book out... or i would say the earliest since i'm in SISPEC.... 1230 transport to TFT... some due to some delay... the transport came at only around 1250...
But still .. quite happy... anyway there are only 2 companies operating in SISPEC now... so i guess we can have whatever book out timing requested....
Sometimes... i really pity Foxtrot trainess... they booking out only at 1630....
Oh well.... that's their problem~~~~
I mean.. I can't change that anyway.... so well... as the army rule of way.... suck thumb....

This few days.. had been qutie a waste of time... got alot alot of admin time... then got admin time our CSM don't wan to let us rest... want to do standy by area...

On Thursday... we had our beret presentation parade.... now feeling quite shiok.. finally can wear a green beret liao... then there will be a girl wearing yellow ribbon on her chest in the merry month of May... ~~~~

(-_-)" --- i help you all do the face....

But still... i am aiming to get the Khaki beret.... more"shuai"... and more different... and even know they are a bunch of under-paid pirated commandos... it's still better than infantry only...
It's like so "sak ki"... ouir company got 1 guards trainee... so it's like amongst the green grass... you can see a sand bag.... cool~~~

Then yesterday got SOC warming up session... chiong in clean fatigue first.... then with SBO.... for the clean fatigue part... i was the first in my section to reach... so it shows my standard still there.... but with SBO on... i became the 2nd one... because i was so tired at the low rope... i just stopped pushing... went down.. rest awhile... then went up again sucessfully... then it's like after the whole thing.... really shag like no-body's business...

Then this morning.... best... got 7km run... after doing SOC yesterday... actually if it's 7km at a slow pace i still ok.... but this time they chiong from the start leh... say what now in ASLC... have to go faster.... so just follow suit lor.... think my fitness standard is still ok... can follow the pace and stuffs....
But actually.. i think all these stuffs are really in the mind one... and the breathing technique.. so it was quite ok for me.... cool~~~

Oh yar... forgot to mention my section.... now my section got 8 people...4 newcomers.... 1 OOC liao... becuase he is a recourse from Bravo... and he damm sian... don't want to go through it again... then manage to get OOC...
Then got 1 guy... 5 years older than us.... a Cambridge Law graduate... disrupted for his studies.... don't play play leh... already got a bond job liao... heard him say his starting pay per month is $4000 plus le.... so envious.... i now only getting $520.... somwhere there....
Then got 1 very quiet guy...dono where he from... he like nto very on with us like that...
And the last one... my new buddy... a friend i got to know from my 9 days OBS course during my JC years.... he in the same detail as me.. then very "gam' with me one.... haha.... Singapore really small....

Then today... came home and basically did nothing.. other than wash my clothes and stuffs... shagged out..... then WK also very sian... want to go out... but 2 guys.... i also dono can go where... then if play pool 2 people very sian...
Oh well... so i told him to stay home to do his favourite activity.... ^_^

Then i just cancelled my next Friday's driving lesson... because my PC don't allow me to book out early on Friday... got outfield training.... he only allowed me to book out on Friday night...
Haiz... lucky i tomorrow got 1 more practise... hope i can clear it this time... once and for all...

And yar... forgot to mention something.... my hope was revived during my OC's briefing.... THERE IS ANOTHER OCS CROSSOVER!!!
I was very happy initially when i heard that.... but come to think of it... should i pin my hopes so high again? Then later cannot get... moral low.... so i guess this time... i will place a very low confidence level at this crossover.... quite sian already.... but i will still do my best to achieve...
1 thing is... i don't think my PC like me... and i think he favours another of my section mate more.... because during the PC interview... my PC told him that he just need to get an SOC timing of less than 09:33, and IPPT Gold, then he can go OCS liao...
My SOC achieved liao... IPPT short of abit... and he didn't tell me any of that... so i guess he doesn't believe in me or something... i dono... i also don't really like him anyway.... in fact... our whole platoon(those origianlly same platoon one) doesn't really like him... think it's his attitude... not very right...
Seriously... i think if my PC is any of the other platoon's PC... i would have stand a higher chance....

Oh well... heck... i will do my best and strive for the crossover... can then can lor... cannot then cannot... become Sergeant lor... go BMTC train recruits.... that will be quite fun too....

Guess that's about it for today~~~

* forgot to mention this... everytime want to say but always forgot.... thanks for the recent comments on my blog... think got around 1 or 2 like that... appreaciate them... do keep them coming... ^_^