The call....

Just now... while watching "Chase".... Mr Goh (my ex-ODAC-teacher-in-charge) called me.... talk about my results and stuffs....

Personally... i feel that Mr Goh and Mr Khoo (my VS form teacher for secondary 3 and 4) are quite alike.... both have alot of trust in me... treat me like their friends... and i also treat them likewise.... but i failed both miserably... academic wise...

For the O levels.. at least i still make it to a JC... so at least still ok...
For this time round.. i am really not sure.... DDE is like the suckiest kind of result around.... so well... see how lor....

Actually Mr Goh did called me a few days after the release of the "A" level results... i didn't pick up the phone... knew he would call... but didn't feel like talking about it... needed some time by myself...
Kinda feel abit guilty about that.... and also about not living up to his trust... and also... as a matter of fact.... i know that ODAC si actually suffering under my poor leadership.... i admit that i really didn't make it as good as the trust Mr Goh gave me... i kinda screw the whole ODAC up...

This trip to Sabah.... been thinking alot on my life... realised so many things which i should and should not have done... so many mistakes that i have made....
If time can really turn back.... i would really go abck to change it all....

Haiz... that's man... always regretting only after the thing is over....

But well... trying to salvage things now... meeting Mr Goh next Wednesday to ask him to help me out with the application thingy using CCA.... don't know if it will work.. but i will just try everything.... see how ba.....

I will take things as they come... one step at a time.... but i will never give up...