Yeah~~~ Back from Camp~~~

Well.... finally... I'm back.... home sweet home.... ^_^

Hmm... let's see... the wedding dinner was quite good... food not bad.... but didn't really felt anything special at that wedding because i am not very close to the cousin that is getting married..... age barriers..... so nothing much to say about it....

And the camp....WA.... i tell you.... i would consider it as one of the toughest i have been too.... seriously.... and let me tell you why.... ( may be abit offensive, but i mean no harm to anyone... and to my cousin reading this..... ok? ^_^)

ok..here goes...

Everyday.. there will be at least 2 hours of service... a time for the Christians to sing songs, praise their lord, express emotions etc.... and it is during these 2 hours that i find it especailly tough... tougher than the 9km run of my OBS camp... tougher than the push-ups done during NPCC camps( trying to hao lian abit here... don't mind me.. Heez).... because during those times... i will be standing there... stoning... sometimes reading their song lyrics... sometimes trying very very very hard to keep myself awake...
I even began to think of what i should write for my blog at those times to keep myself awake!!!

And standing at attention for such a long time, without any participation... stoning there... is really very very tiring.....
And everytime they finish one song... i will be like "ok ok.. enough... last song already.....".. but they will always continue one... and 1 song sometimes can sing for like so long~~~~

ok....Maybe some of you may say... then sing along lar... then not so tired what....
Well..... i know that... but i am a man of my principles you see.... if i don't believe in something, and i know that even if i do the thing, it will not be from my heart... i see no point in doing in... so i chose to keep quiet.... especially this religious stuffs....
And so... i kept quiet during their prayers... singing songs that praise their lord, and whatever stuff that involves their religion...
For the record, i am a free-thinker.... and so far... the only thing i believe in.... is myself~~~~ ( hey... this one is not hao-lian... is confident of myself, ok....)

But generally... i find the camp quite fun.... as compared to my other camps... fun... in the sense that it is really for fun one... not much lessons to be learnt from it... and the fun level was really "fun"... because there are kids there too.... (in the male bunk, i am the oldest, together with another guy, Timonthy, of the same age)
And sometimes.... i guess i have to be mature (got abit of act "mature"... no choice.. because got kids around...like suddenly see alot of my Tu-Er running around.... -_-") and so.... yar... and i guess i am very easy going... so also made some not bad friends there... like Tana (my group leader.. a person who have the personality and looks of my VS good friend... Zhen Yan), Milton (chinese chess very good)....Joel( play the guiter one) and.. hmm... some others... can't remember all the names....

Yar... i guess the camp was generally fine... nothing very special to me... because it is a church camp.... and i guess i didn't click on as well, or have that much enthusism in this camp because the religion was some sort of a barrier to me... because i don't sing their songs... and so i cannot get my "spirit" on.... only sang some campfire songs like the "friendship dance", and some other dono what title one...

Oh yar.... 1 more thing i must say.... during their services... i was actually abit shocked and disturbed to see them do stuffs... like suddenly breaking down, cry, falling onto the ground ( Tana was beside me... then suddenly he just "bong" onto the ground... knees koncking against the floor very hard... then started sobbing.... i can feel the pain for him man... but he told me he felt nothing.... -_-")
It's like.... so weird.... so.... so... ermm.... hmm... like suddenly become another person.... oh yar.. like a baby....(that's what Pastor Lim told me...)...
Personally.. i feel nothing... so the thicked-headed me just stand there... in "Senand diri" position, observing their ceremony quietly... feeling strange there... like a sore thumb standing out like that...

Hmm.... what other things... oh yar... and the children there... some of them...really abit "kiddish"... can't really blame them.. they are kids what... so most of the time i just give in to them..

And oh.... it was lucky for me that there are another 5 non-christians there.... 3 Buddhist and 2 free-thinker.... and they also didn't join in the christian ceremony... and so at least i didn't feel so weird.....

There was just one thing i seriously didn't get it... my couisn say they won't try to convert us there one..... but they were like totally trying to get everybody to join in the religion like that lor... but luckily... i am stubborn enough to stand firm in my stand.... sorry about that...

And on the last day.... it was really like chalet like that... got BBQ... then followed by play card games and chinese chess till morning... around 6 a.m... a group of us who don't want to sleep... but in the end i still go and sleep abit... because theu started palying "Bridge".. which i did'nt know how to play...

And well.. i guess that is about it for the camp....

Anyway... i reached home today at around 1100 by MRT (my parents went back Sabah liao.....and the journey like not long.... Punggol to Tana Merah...)
Then jsut now unpacked my stuffs... and actually wanted to blog.. but feeling abit dizzy..... guess it's because of the lack of sleep... so went to sleep... then after that watched some TV... and was hoping for friends to ask me out for countdown.... the Senghou gang asked me... but they wanted to watch "Meeting the Fockers".... and so i didn't join them... yet.... maybe alter see how.... but i think the probability of joining then abit low.. so late leh.... and my classmates also didn't say got any gatherings... well.... heck.... countdown at home myself lor....

I also unpacked my "Steam-Tepanyaki" machine.... felt like having some steam-boat by myself... but very troublesome... so some other time ba...mayeb get my friends to come over... haha....

Hmm... guess that's about it for today~~~ and well.... thanks for everything, 2004!!!

2005..... HERE I COME!!!

Busy day.....

Today is quite a busy day..... blog now because later going for a wedding dinner of my cousin... "jia ren" le..... and tomorrow going for a church camp.... ( but i not chirstian.... go there to help out..). and well.... think later come back late then don't want to blog.... so now got time blog first...

This morning... went for my driving lessons at 1245 to 1415... the instructor ate 10 min of my time... early release... guess he also quite tired liao... by the way... same car.. same instructor....
This time... i took over the wheel from the start... but still inside the circuit ground.. just that got do alot of turns and stuffs.... and engaged alot gear change because need to stop, then move on from 1st gear... then to 2nd gear.... very troublesome.... but at least that makes me valuse automatic cars more~~~
I guess i did quite fine on my own... because the instructor didn't critisize my driving... just made a few reminders here and there... sometimes so quiet inside the car that i can enjoy the radio too..... ^_^
And i felt confident of myself too... driving around.... over-taking cars.... making steep turns.... guess i am a fast learner~~~~

And so.... after that... my parents cacme to fetch me... then we went Parkway Parade... and got my Christmas gift..... the "Steam-boat-teppanyaki"~~~~~ Yeah!!!!
Finally.... my own "Sio-Garden".. ( hot garden).... haha.... next time can organise party at my house liao..... and actually the thing is priced at Best Denki for $65, but they no stock, so we checked out Courts, where they have the same model for $69.... and so my parents did some "reasoning"...told them about the price at Best Denki.... and in the end we bought it for $60....^_^.... haha.... should have said other shop sell $50~~~~~

Oh well.. after that then go home liao... to prepare for the wedding dinner later... i'm gona wear my prom clothes~~~~~

Oh yar.... the birdpark reply liao.... said teh same thing... no more positions available... but their reply more professional.... at least they say they will keep in mind my application.... now only left with GV....

Oh well... got to go change for the dinner liao... guess that's all ....
By the way.... i sort of fought and controlled the feeling.... but... it will just come back anytime.... haiz.... i also dono what i should do.... such a strong feeling this time round.... guess i should let fate decide....

Exercisful day....

Today is a very exercisful day.... seriously...

This morning... forced myself to wake up to meet the Senghou gang for a session of basketball... quite tired because yesterday slep at 0200.... adter chionging a game of "Generals".. this time... 6 computers team up against me~~~~~ and of course.... I WON!!!!!~~~ Though i spent a longer time playing than usual....
Next time i am going to go for 7 team up against me~~~ Muahahahha.....

And so... my parents fetched me there.... actually suppose to play at the police center court, but becaue too crowded, we end up playing at the Hougang Point court....
Wee keat and Alvin Lim was alittle bit unhappy.. because the police center court got a girl playing... then quite pretty.... so abit wasted....
But... to me... only the basketball matters... Muahahaha.....

And well.. played for some time.... i guess i did better today... especially at the 3 on 3 league.... quite good performance.... won 2 out of 3 matches....

After that...we went to eat together, adn following that... went to the Ang Mo Kio Teck Ghee Community Center to meet my primary school friends for a game of badminton...

Strange .. isn't it? Normally is secondary school gathering... but suddenly got a primary school gathering... so give face and go lor... by the way... i was the class monitor from primary 4 to 6... so must go~~~~

I reached early... managed to find my way there although i didn't know where the CC was in teh first place.... then just sat at the void deck of the flat next to the CC and stoned... while listening to my... (you guessed it again...) my MD....
Then later began to see them walk into the CC one by one... so also went in... and we began to play....
Actually i haven't been contacting with alot of them... except those who also came to SRJC... so haven't see some for quite some time... but still recgonise them... but some like abit stranger liao... actually is 1 only.... heez...

Anyway... had some leisure matches with some of them who don't know how to play... then had some really heated and serious match with 2 of them who played quite well.... teamed up with my primary school good friend ... Mr Wu Ming Che against them... got really heated up with the game.... but we still lost... but never mind.. played quite well liao....

After that... we went for dinner/desert break together... then talked for awhile about the next gathering.... planned to go East Coast park cycle on the first day of 2005.... quite interesting... and since it's near my house... i don't mind...

And after that.... called my parents to fectch me home... and i was so tired.. slept once i inside...

That's all that happened today....

And well.. just now had quite an interesting talk with Gary... well...friends lar.. really....
And Elton.... Muahahahaha..... i knew it!!!!

Ok lar... just keep it a secret.... heez.... ^_^

Continuation from previous entry....

Feeling much mroe better now.. after some dono how many hours of nap~~~

Oh well... as i was saying... yar.. they were talking.. then John went to check out pool at the basement of the paradigm center, and i went to join him... and the rest also followed later... because i wanted to tell them but no one listened.....
Oh well.. played pool there.... got win got loose... actually i lose all the matches with Elton.... haiz... guess too tired and too long never play.... the aiming really off man.... but never mind....

And so.... after pool, chiong back to PS for our movie.... and i smuggled in a "big gulp" from 7-11... heez...
The show... hmm... not bad lar... quite funny... but got alot of vulgarities and sexual stuffs.... though not shown... but implied meanings.... aiya.. i also dono what i talking.... it's quite a comedy.... just like the first episode....

The after the movie.... we stayed around at the basement of PS to waste time until the first train or bus arrives... i managed to finish reading my "Advance Theory" book... and well... quite boring.. but also tired.. but can't seem to sleep... and finally... John bought a wonderful solution.... a deck of cards~~~~
And i forgot who is the "sick" person who suggested playing "Black Jack" with push-ups... think it was me~~~ Heez...

And so.... the basic bet is 5 push-ups, if banker win, we do; if we win, banker do.... and the banker changes every round....and so...w e continued playing all the way till the time arrives...... think i did around 50++ altogether.. not a bad training.... got a few instant "black jack".... haha.... actually i tihnk it's quite fun this way... forces us to train up.... think very bad to Zi Kang.. just book out yet have to continue training.... haha.....

And finally.. the time arrives, and the 2 Es and me took the same bus to the small E's house there, where the both of us sent her home... and i walked home from there.... because of the very uncomfortable feeling.... tried to let it out by just wasting energy... but walk until i like "half-zombie" like that the feeling still there....Haiz...

Finally reached home... and just lied on the sofa to sleep... adn woke up around 2 hours later with the same uncomfortable feeling..... damm sian.... this feeling is affecting my sleep... and appetite... went to bath... then thiking of wasting more energy... decided to cycle to Hougang Plaza to meet the SengHou gang for K-box....

And so i went.... into my own world again... with my MD.... seriously... think i should get a MP# player... then no need to bring extra disc.... so troublesome....
I took exactly 1 hour... by travelling teh "old airport road" there.... road very smooth.. not much traffic light.... but got some slopes.... but it's ok.. because ar the end of the upward slope, there will be a downward slope... so just sit tight and race down.... very fun...
And i guess when i engage myself in cycling... i began to be able to conquer the strange feeling.. felt so much better liao... and upon reaching my destination... waited for an hour and a half before Wee Keat appeared.... because i reached early... and mis-read the time i think.... oh well... stoned for a hour under a void-deck seat while listening to.... you guessed it.. my MD...

When Wee Keat arrived.. we went to check out the price for K-box... and it was very expensive.... think if the amount 1 of us pays can play 3 hours of pool.... and in the end.. abandon the idea.. and wee keat very sad... because his main aim was the k box...

We went to play lan for awhile... really awhile.. didn't even finished a game of "Generals", then quite liao... because the computer abit laggy... and i play until damm sian... oh well.... then we jsut went downstairs.. chat awhile about any other plans... found that don't really have any... so just sat down at the coffee shop to eat....

The strange thing is... i jsut don't feel like eating anything... i didn't eat anything the whole day... and yet i don't feel hungry.... think must be becasue of the over-night "chiong"....

Oh well... at that point.. i had a sudden feeling of "very sian"... just felt that everything in Singapore like really so sian.... think must be becasue of teh over-night chiong again.... and so took my leave.. and cycled home... really don't feel like doing anything...

And so... rest awhile before blogging just now... too tired....

Just 1 conclusion... i guess my over-night chiong was not exactly good... made me feel so strange all over.... last time chiong with my VS friends also don't have this kind of feeling... hmm.... tihnk it must be the Steam-boat.... lousy food... and oh yar... lousy service.... and lousy table... spoil all my mood....

Haiz.. anyway... it' over.. adn i'm back to normal.... today is Christmas... but don't really care about it... not in my tradition to celebrate this event....

Guess that's about all today~~~~

Phew... now in a better mode....

After some cycling to surpress the weird feeling... i finally managed to control it.... think it was so strong becasue i didn't sleep last night... then more grousy..... weird feeling....

Anyway... this feeling... is a kind of feeling that i detest... though i can't control it.. my body just produces the feeling... makes me really uncomfortable... but i guess i overcame it.... maually....

And well... let me start with what happened yesterday~~~

Yesterday morning... woke up, then ate breakfast and watch "MVP", then went to Ubi to have my first car practical lesson....my mum fetched me there...
I got car number 7, Toyota Vios 1.5.... new car leh~~~ But the bad thing is... i couldn't find the car!!!
I walked the whole car-park... couldn't find the car.... then in the end sought the help of the counter staff... and she helped me search.. in the end found it at a secluded spot... which i went past before but thought it was private cars..... wasted 15 minutes for that....
After meeting the instructor, an old man... then he used 15 minutes to explain components of the car... the button for what... this button for what... think abit waste time lor... but i guess that's their procedure...
But later i got to engage in 1st,2nd and reverse gear in the circuit... then went round and round the circuit while changing gears.. mainly because got some "slow drivers" infront of me dono doing what.... then i got to change down my gear, press the clutch... and brakes.... never mind... we are all learners...
Just an advice... wear long pants... because the instructors like to touch your thigh to indicate to you when to press the clutch and stuff.... but that is jsut my theory.. dono what is their real intention.... and no... i was perfectly alright.... don't anyhow think....

Guess i did quite well.. because that is what the instructor told me, saying i'm quite good for a first-timer....got 4 stamps on my book.... yeah~~~

And well... after that "chiong" to meet my VS brothers... actually only 2 of them (Luis and Heok Kia)... for a game of pool.. and to meet up.. because very long never meet liao.... was 1 hour late... no choice.... already "chiong" liao....
And in the end... we didn't get to play pool... because all the shops we went all no more tables liao... so end up go parklane play arcade.... wanted to play "Ghost Squad".. but got 1 pro camping there.... so in the end just went to play other games... and still didn't got a chance to play because they also got to go le.... so i went Marina Bay to meet my classmates for some steam boat....

After waiting for some time for the late-comers.... (-_-")... we went out, and in the end decide on one offer from the "Yuan Garden", becasue they got provide transport......
And the result of our "tan xiao bian yi"..... we got lousy slanting tables.... lousy food... got funny smell in some of the food.... basically .. just lousy everything..... damm.. should have just stick with "Chen Fa Huo Hai Xian"...... there... everything is better as compared to this garden... haiz...
I was like eating until abit fed-up.. with myself for agreeing to take their van transport... and with the whatever garden...
But dono leh... steamboat with my classmates like not as "on" as me VS friends.... we were all really loud and noisy.... and got the spirit.... haiz....
But at long last... all full liao... so just get their free Sparkling juice and ice-cream, and off we went.....

Actually, the rest wanted to take the bus back to the MRT station.. btu it was so full till we cannot squeeze in.. and so.. they heed my suggestion of walking .... to Sun Tec... because it can be seen from the park.... (by the way.. the park got alot of statues of chinese heroes... very nice carvings.....) +( John saw a boy on a tree branch there....though the rest didn't see anything.....)

Actually... i have never walked to Sun Tec from there before.. but just thought of trying it out...Heeez... and so.... we reached a dead end... and in the end just walked back to the MRT station...
Oh well.. at least we still made it.... in the end...

And so... after some long discussion at the MRT... all decided to go PS to do watch movie or something.... adn so... we bought the tickets for "Meet the Focker"... at 0200.....
I think they really abit high... watch such a late show... wa.... like not tiring.... but aiya.... long long one time.. so watch lor....

And since it was still early.. we went to Parklane... and i was planning on playing "Ghost Squad".... btu well.... byt the tiem i got 2 50 cents coin from my Tu-Er.. the bell ring already.. time to close liao.... sian... only managed to touch the gun... haiz.. so in the end still didn't get to play.... and so we all went outside to chit-chat at teh Mcdonalds... actually is them only.. because i was listening to my MD at another table....

Feeling abit sleepy leh.... continue again later..

damm.....

This feeling is gobbling me up... it is so un-bearable... i dono what is wrong with me..... this feeling... it seem to be building up in-between my chest.... so umcomfortable...
ARRrgghhhh...... i dono why... i dono what.... i dono how..... damm.......

I even walk home this morning trying to get it off my chest.. but i can't... walked so long.. until i can no longer feel my legs...until my body felt numb..... but can't seem to get rid of it.... why???? WHY??????

I can let it out... tried so hard to fight against it.... but it is really very hard to get rid of..... damm.......
I am suffocating under this alien but somehow familiar feeling...... damm.... getting very irritated by it.... but is seem so strong..... damm.....

ARRGGHHHH..................

Errmmm.... interesting day~~~

Today... well... alot of things happened.... hmmm.... ok.... start from morning....

This morning, at 1100, went to meet John, Wei Yang and Dominic to watch "KungFu Hustle"... actually is buy 2 tickets give 1 "KFH" notebook.... but we bought 4 at once... and the cashier only give 1.... but never mind... i got to keep the one... heez....

The movie.. i would say... is very very very very very very funny!!!!! WA... really laughing alot of the time.... (comfirm better than Blade:Trinity)... and Stephen Chow.. as usual... delivers the really funny stuffs that really tickles your funny bones in his movies...
Got some very aggegerating stuffs... some very computerised effects... but the show is still good... and they combined alot of school martial arts... like what "Lion Roar","Tai-chi","Toad style" and the most powerful one... Stephen Chow's final stroke.... "Buddhla's Palm".... dammm powerful... and of course... he ends up saving the world with that stroke...
By the way... the female lead, his love interest... a "dumb" ( dumb as in cannot speak... not stupid...-_-"), also quite pretty~~~~ but i think she really "earn it".... no need to talk... just use a few hand signals then can earn big bucks..... hmmm.... quite good leh...

I really enjoyed the show alot.... quite good... but i seem to like his other shows better... maybe this one abit too serious... and violent... and alot of fighting.... his other show mainly is for making you laugh one... but still not bad lar~~~~ (except for the occasional phone ringing around.... basket.... first time in cinema arh.. donop how to switch to silent mode)... and someone even bring "bak kwa" inside... can smell it....

Anyway, after that... i and Elton went to play arcade, while the rest go and find their presents.... abit last minute hor.....
Wanted to play the "Ghost Squad"... but got one quite good bugger bugging the machine... no choice lor... played my another favourite shooting game... "House of Dead 3"... btu very fast finger tired liao... so also die quite fast~~~~ Haiz... then since bought my card with a value of $5.. i was thinking of spending it all... don't wana keep the card... so keep palying KOF series... but my skills now so lousy.... haiz.... die fast also...
The worst thign was that i could not spend all the credits.... because the games are in cents.. like $0.55, then in the end i left with $0.35, but cannot paly any game... ( basket... waste my money...) so well... keep the card for next time...

Then after that, we went to meet the rest at John's house.... and while waiting...Elton begin to tell me his "Japan Experiences"... what the girl's leg there can eat one... because like "tofu".... and wear reall "mini" mini-skirt...... then they also got a 7-stories high building full of those "erm-hem" VCDs, DVDs... including basement.... because that is part of their industry...
Think the japanese people everyday nose bleed..... veyr heaty... think they should eat more fruits and stuff... or else bleed to death....

Anyway... we went John's house to last minute wrap the gifts... actually is "they"... i already got mine ready... so went to play with his sister's dog for awhile... but think the dog sense my "sha qi".... so didn't play with me... -_-".... never mind.....

And after that.. we rushed off for our soccer game... abit late liao... rushed there... then start playing...... SRJC team against others ( mix of ex-Bendemeer school people and some SRJCians).... and well.. we got THRASHED~~~
Honestly... i didn't expect us to win.... because the other team people were quite good... but kena thrashed... wa.... so embarassing... and i think the reason lies partially with Dominc.... because of his "superb keeping skills".... he like stand there and don't bother to move... my keeping skills comfirm better.... but he insisted on staying that position... and i became the defender....
But well.. can't blame him... i think he is playing soccer for the first time... and got 1 opposition team member who joined our team... think he also "du lan" with Dominic... so requested to change with him... haha... and Dominci walked off for some drink i think... diaoz.... halfway walk off.... never mind...
Anyway... think i did ok today... blocked a few balls... with my head and body... and my head liek abit concussion liao.. because i blocked with the side of my head.... abit stupid hor.... but actually i wanted to "siam".. but end up blocking the ball... but still not bad lar... at least go block balls...

And toward the end of the match.... saw a black ninja walking in..... led by John.... and although i didn't wear my spectacles... can recognise that it is my Tu-er from the height.... heez.... because she coming to join us to go Nigel's house for the bbq later....
Wa lao.... like not wearing my prom clothes..... haha...

And so..a fter the match, we changed... and set off to Nigel's house...
Upon reaching.... the bad news awaits us..... not enough food liao.... because the people before us like pigs like that.... gobbled up the food ...-_-" ... haha... no lar... Nigel didn't prepare enough... adn so we just take whatever we have and eat... and strangely... i was felt full... even though i like only eat a few things.... think must be forced into feeling full.. becasue no more food liao...
But i managed to cook and eat 2 very nice and good chicken wings... and because this 2 wings are cooked under low fire slowy... and so the marination can go into the chicken.. and the meat was like so tender.... really tasty and "shuang kou".... yum yum... and seeing the rest didn't look like they are interested in it... i finished both my self... ^_^ ( i not selfish hor... ask you all liao... just that you all didn't reply...).... and i guess i finally uncovered the secret behind tasty chicken wings...Muahahahha~~~~

And so... after eating... we start to play a game... a really stupid game... childish and lame... something happened to me.. but i won't say it here.... because after i say it... some people may take a knife and charge at me... and a duck will keep irritating me.... so i am keeping "mum" about it..... but well... just say abit.. i kena a forfeit becasue i was reading at the forfeit of the revious person..... beacause we were plaing this game called "Pass the parcel"... and so nice the music stopped when i was about to pass the parcel.... 4D also don't have so "zun" lor.... and i was ... well... forced to do something... for the first time........ was really nervous about it.... diao... why don't they just throw me into the pool..... haiz.... well.. anyway... i won't say what happen....
Wei Yang got to do a forfeit too... and that is to break a cookie into half with another girl form another class... adn later he told me he kissed the girl... on the lip.... accidentally though... Yvonne must be soooooo jealous~~~~ haha...
* just to add on... since i know all of you willl not review the prevous entries... or so i hope... i will say it here.... the forfeit was to find a perosn of the opposite sex and give a peck on the forehead... and i chose my tu-er.... and i was really so nervous about it... took some courage and a deep breath before i kissed her forehead.... first person i kissed..... (first thing was with the dummy at the St. John center.....)... oh well.. that's all.....*

And well... after that... gift exchange... i got Elton's gift from Japan... some soft-toy key chain... but actually i got a gift from Yvonne one... but i exchanged with Wei Yang... because i very "zi dong" one....
And so.. after that go home le... and sent my Tu-Er home... after her "self-ask,self-answer" method of asking me to send her home.... well.. i was going to send her anyway.... so well....

And later.. went home myself.... saw a bird in the canal of the Kembagang MRT station... stare at it for awhile.. becasue aren't birds suppose to be asleep liao? This one sneak out for supper is it???

And well... went home... missed the 2 japanese anime... and received a reject email from the Singapore Zoo.... never mind... still waiting for the GV to reply me....

Well.. that's about it for today... also quite tired liao... go sleep le.... and tomrrow still got drivinig lessons.....

Thought of the day...

Been talking to John just now.... and well.. realised alot of things... suddenly... actually is 1 very big thing....

We were talking about schools and stuffs... i realised one thing... actually is reminded by him... something i has always felt but never really go and think about it..... I have never been successful..... in anyway.... or in most of the way....

In primary school.... i didn't really have much aim of my own... just followed the footsteps of my brother.... we were in the same primary school and secondary school... guess i looked up to him alot.. and never really had my own thinking... so i can't say i am successful at that time....
But one thing i remembered i did that was my own target.... i completed the 12 badges of the "Young Scientist" thingy... although also got alot of help from my brother~~~
And well.. i also manage to get the "Singa" award.. something given to courteous people~~~ on my own~~~.....
Hmm.... primary school still not bad.... got some bursary also....

In secondary school... hmm.... i guess this was the real start of my "no success" process.... i didn't achieve much.. actually didn't achieve anyhing... not in my 2 CCAs.... NPCC and track... academic wise.... sucks.... to the max...
In NPCC, i falied to become one of the NCOs... becasue of some mis-understanding or "created" misunderstandings... haiz... don't wana talk about it... that was a real bad time....
Track and field wise... although VS track and field was quite good... i never contributed much to it... i can get golds in school.. but on the national level.... i got "thrashed".. literally... and never got into the top 8 position......
No matter how hard i train, how much passion i have, and how much effort i put into in... i still can't get it....

In junior college, well... my first failure was a lousy O level aggregate... so end up in SRJC.... it's no choice one.. then just anyhow "pia" a JC.. go in... try to get to University form there....
Here... i got 2 CCAs.. again.... and well... the same happened for both...
Track and field... my passion for throwing continued... but i guess i really didn't have the talent, or the school-work stress is really affecting me... i was better than my seniors, win them all... but what good is that? I still get thrashed at National level.. didn't get into my target of top 8.... only managed a 13 in year 2.....
One factor that contirbuted to it...was the coaching part... first coach too fierce... second coach too soft... and i never train much in the gym.. lost my strength... lost my muscles...lsot my technique....
ODAC wise... well.. maybe i got some success in becoming the president... i dono why also....
Seriously, i have never expected myself to be able to become one... there were so many other hot favourites.... how did i manage to squeeze in? Luck? Fate?
And even as a president... i realised that i have failed...terribly... in my own expectations.... so many things i did't go and arrange and do.... so many things i could have changed.. but i didn't... dono why? stress again? or simply just no experience?
Even the simple thing of working harmously with my fellow ODACians.... i never quite achieved that.... is it me? them? us? me too stubborn?
Relationship wise... didn't even managed one.....
Eagels award? To be honest... i knew i was not worthy of it.... think it was some sort of sympathy award for people like me.... sucky academic.... then do alot of useless things in CCA... then give an award to give me some face like that....
A level.... well... honestly... i was not confident of it.... seriously... maybe i got more than other exams.. but on the whole... i just have no confidence...
SOTY.... forget about it liao.. that was like the most exaggerating target i have for myself.... it's too far for me.....

All in all.. i must say... i have failed to meet my expectations everytime..... every single time.. since secondary school.... i have always made so much promises to myself... but never really seek to achieve it... sometimes is no will... sometime just simply giving myself too many other excuses..... and that's why i told John that i just want to work in something i am happy with... because i dare not face up to the word "success" again... i was never worthy of it....
Success... i can spell it... but what good is that?

Haiz.... just some reflections.... think too much free time.. then start to think alot of things... my past... if given a time-machine... i would definitely go abck to change all this.... but haiz... not quite possible... and the only word i have for myself... is simply just to "move on".... move on.... how? to where? i dono.... just move on....

Did i have too high an expectation for myself? i dono... just move on ba....

But something to console myself... i guess will be the success of making good friends throughout this years of failure.... my VS class guy gang... SRJC class guy gang...SRJC VSNPCC gang....my tu-er.... well... all these ... i guess we were more than just friends... thank you all for being there for me~~~ ( of course also got alot of others... just that i mentioned this few more close one...^_^)

But i guess... life still goes on... maybe the failures are meant to be there.... meant for me to learn from it... eventually.... the future... no one knows what it holds.... so i guess i can only move on.... work towards it.... and see how it turns out.... good or bad.... i am the one who decides it~~~

Just some thoughts....

Today... hmm... quite productive...

Hmm... today had been quite a productive day.... actually is jsut abit mroe productive than other slacking days....

Actually suppose to meet De Jian go gym.. but i woke up abit late... then he called ..( think he also don't want to go).. adn say Zhao Zhi not going.. so in the end... we end up not going...

This is both good and bad for me... good thing is that i can rest my muscles... the bad thing is... i can't get back to sleep... -_-"
So woke up... got online to check for any replies from the companies that i sent my resume.. but no new emails....
I sent out 2 emails yesterday and 1 today.... one to the Singapore Zoological Zoo, Bird Park, and some advertisement i saw in the Classified today... they looking for students to do something... i also dono what... so email them to ask them what it is about...
The.. played a game of Generals... again.... and win... again.... this time although i got 2 allies against 5 coms, the allies didn't help me .. much... so in the end it's up to me~~~

And well.. after that watched "MVP Valentine"... and well... then decided to arrange my stuffs... alot of recepits and notes lying on my table... then realised.... i can't meet TYS on 29th for the FTT lesson... because i was forced to go to a Church camp by my cousin... -_-"
But i am still a free-thinker~~~~~

And well... so i was looking at the lesson time table, and realise i should go for today's lesson then... but well... as usual.... already late for it liao.. so decided to go for the lesson after it, the 4th lesson.... then decided to go get my PDL too...

And dono why... today i over-shot again.... slept on the bus... then over-shot by 1 stop.... so got to walk back....
But anyway... found my way to the counter to get my PDL.... but hor... waited around 45 minute before it is my turn.. because only got 1 counter on.... wait while standing.... thanks man.... wait until i stand there cursing and swearing at the inefficient system.... and when it is my turn, i enquire on how to get it... adnw as told to fill up a form.... and after that.. got to queue up again... -_-"

Arrggghh..... lucky only got a few people.. but i also quite "du lan".... because they didn't state anyhting about getting the form to fill up.. no posts.. no nothing... how i know???
Actually got 1 auntie behind me help a girl take the form... guess the auntie experience.. then help her... but i dind't go take the form myself... because i have been waiting in the stupid queue for so long... go out and take abit "pai seh".. so just wait for my turn, ask, then write.. then re-queue...... haha... abit stupid hor... but never mind....

And so...after that went home, then cycled to teh Bedok interchange to change my ATM card... old liao.. and the side abit broken.. so change to a new one... but got to wait for days before they send the card with my name one... if don't want name can take immediately... but i want my name~~~

Then just now also booked my first pracitcal lesson liao... this friday .. 12:45 till 14:25~~~~ finally... i am now 1 step closer to get my licence~~~

And so... that's about it for today....

ODACians 2

ODACians 2.... my eyes again... haiz....like sleeping like that....

ODACians 1

ODACians at the Prom~~~

My Class~~~

My Class~~~~ well.. most of them.... and De Jian like just wake up like that... and my face blocked by Yvonne's head..... -_-"

Me and my usual Guy Gang

Me and my usual guy gang.... me, Elton, Zi kang, John and Wei Yang... 5 again... like in VS like that....haha

Me and my class guys....

This is my class guys.... most of them....

Me and my Tu-Er 2

Does this look better??? haha... my contact lenses lar.. too dry liao... make my eyes so small.... but don't worry.. i throw them away liao... changing to another type.

Me and my Tu-Er

Haha... me and my Tu-Er, Esther.... and ermm... sorry for the face... just got back from a gang fight... so i still staring at the injured guy.. see he die already or not..^_^

SRJC Victorians

Finally got some Prom pics.. sent by my friends... still can't get my pictures loaded yet.. but never fear... they will be on soon... And this pictures shows the Victorians present at the Prom.. all smart and cool~~~ Yeah~~~ btw, Jared still on the phone....

hmm.... quite a exercise-ful week...

Today.. hmm.... did nothing much also....

Went swimming at Nigel's house with Wei Yang ,John, Dominic.. and of course... Nigel...
Been exercising 3 days straight.... sunday till now.... but all very moderate light one.. so it's not so tiring.

Actually, i think we spent most of the time talking then really swimming... just sit around in the water to talk about stuffs.... "Guys stuffs"... haha... mostly is army and "chicken".. the chicken chicken, and teh human chicken..... very funny... forgot who say if go Geylang, got student rate one... LOL~~~

And anyway, after that, we went to eat together at Serangoong Gardens hawker center.
We ordered our own food, the later shared 10 "Wo Tia"... not bad .. but we each got only 2.5 pieces....

And well, after that all go seperate ways liao... took the same bus with Wei Yang... and won $10 from him.... because he tried to argue with my orienteering on which direction SRJC is at... and well... of course the more experienced me won the bet~~~~
Actually is just joking one lar... but he seriously wantedt o pay me $10 nest year.. after he found work and got pay next year..... well... it is rude to reject someone... so well... haha.. earned $10~~~

Then actually i plan to apply for my PDL (provisional driving licence) on my way home at the Ubi driving center... but fall asleep on the bus... and miss my stop.... so well... i thought since that i going later to attend the lessons, might as well go make later... and so i slept at home first...

And..... by the time i wake up... (you guessed it)... it was late already... so.. aiya... go another time ba.... anyway manage to "date" TYS to go with me... haha...

Did something productive just now... registered myself at www.singaporejobsonline.com through heok kia... think can find some jobs there.. faster.... the agency like no news liao...

So.. that's about it for today.... tomrrow going gym with De Jian again.... really exercise-ful week....
By the way... i am interested to work in a zoo... like to work with animals... so whoever got info on it, pass it to me, ok?
Thanks ^_^~~~

Hmm.... quite a productive day....

Well... today had been quite a productive day i must say.. as compared to my other days...

Ok.. firstly, went to meet De Jian at the Tampinese Stadium gym... had some workout... but didn't do as much... because alot of people... then very sian like that... want the bench also got to wait...
Actually didn't want to go.. because did swimming yesterday, then muscles abit sore... but since abit only.. then go work out more lor~~~

I still have not got back my form... but no worries... working on it... can slowly feel my muscles coming back~~~ ^_^

Talked about stuffs with De Jian... and realised... well... he has changed.... maybe woke up liao... began to understand life... then become like very hardwoking... even encouraged me to go get some books to read, and understand the world....
Hmm... honestly.. i was sort of "enlightened" by him.... began to realise that i should not waste my time idling around... get some books to enrich myself....
Wow.... De Jian... amazing~~~~ by the way... he also like keep pestering me to get a girl-friend.... haiz... no one want.. how to get??
Anyway, these things.. jsut let fate decide lor... maybe if someday got a girl kena rob, then i nearby go and help.. then we began to know one another.. then.... well.... you can continue the story~~~ ha ha...

And well.. after that, went home to bath, and then my mum and brother took me to the Ubi driving center to top up my stored value credit... some account thingy which needs some $$$ in it so that i can book my Final Theory Test and practical lessons... finally going to get some serious work done around here... and i am planning to fulfil my dream of driving to college to collect my results~~~` Muahahhaha....

Then later went around shopping.. then i went to Bedok Library to find some "enlightenment".
Read some stuff on bicycles.. wanted to increase my knowledge of bicycles... something which i do alot...
Then also read up on outdoor camping stuffs... want to extend my outdoor knowledge.... since i had been in ODAC... but i guess i should have read this up before my Ophir trip...
i learnt alot of new things from the book... quite interesting.... especially on treating sickness and injuries... especially on hypothemia... got 1 method really "facinate" me.
If interested.. email me to find out more~~~ ^_^

And well.. also read some comics... then later before going home for dinner.. went to find some weight lifting and gym books... want to improve on my "gyming" so that i can build up on my strength.... then.... Muahahahaha~~~~

That's about it for today.... nothing much after dinner... just watched some TV and stuffs....

Just a thought... i use these blog to vent out my inner most feelings.. so they may be offensive.. but don't take it to heart... it's just like some hot air coming out... will soon be cold air liao.... so it will be fine after some time.... no worries~~ ^_^

Can't sleep...

Today... i mean yesterday... actually should be very tired.... because exercise alot.. basketball+swimming.... so went to bed at 2130... but can't get to sleep... so come up to blog...

Actually i feel kinda lost... like got no motive.. no purpose... i guess that's because i have been slacking so much... since after A level... everyday go out.. the purpose is to play only.... getting sick of it already.... spending my parent's money.... don't feel good about it...

Wanted top work... but still waiting for the agency to call me.... but i guess waiting around ain't doing any good.... think i will go find my own liao.... and well... got to take care of my licence too.... got to work hard on it...

Haiz... but say easy... when doing it will be difficult.... guess nothing much i can say now...

Also dono come and blog for what.... really feeling lost man....

Combined entry... yesterday and today~~

Well.... yesterday didn't blog because my brother was using the modem .... so cna't use.. and also quite tired... so slept early~~~

Let me start with yesterday first....

Yesterday.... is not a bad day... quite fun... actually the motive for going out yesterday was to celebrate my Tu-Er's birthday~~~ ( actually today one.. but someone cannot... so got to make it yesterday...)

And so... woke up abit late.... because the day before slept late... and so woke up in time to watch TMNT... followed by GS... but abit lazy... so "dily daly" abit.. then my brother send me ( and my mum to shopping.... so sun bian send me ) to orchard to meet the rest...

And well.. nto so much people there... thought there should be more... but aiya... used to it~~~and so.... the plan was to watch a movie first... and since they predicted that Cine-Leisure there should be full.. so they went PS to watch....
Seriously... i wondered why not just meet at PS in the first place? There also got cinema.. adn food courts and fast food... everytime meet at some place.. then decide to go another place to do something else...

And anyway... PS there also not enough seats... and i was actually quite happy because that would mean i no need to spend money watching movie.... didn't want to spend much after spending so much on the gift (which by the way... was hidden inside my bag... plan to give at 0000.. then specail what... the rest gave their gifts liao)... but well... my happiness wasn't long last... they decide to go Sun Tec there watch... watch "Ocean's Twelve".. which by the way.... wasn't my type of show... somemroe Saturday watch $8.50 leh.... so expensive.... haiz... no choice... accompany them lor... if i don't go to hell... who will?
Oh yar... and Nigel got $50 from 2 "ang moh".. who wanted to buy a product only sold to students... and so Nigel helped them got it... and got the $50 bribe... -_-".. so lucky... think maybe next time i go sun tec camp around.... earn some tips... hee hee.... ( Cheh.. i where got so cheap~~~)

And well... spent a long time inside the cinema watching a "not my type" of movie... -_-"
Ok lar.. some parts funny... but i still don't really like the show...
And well.. fianlly ended.. then we walk walk awhile.... ( the girls +Nigel went to see clothes...).. and i and Wei Yang went outside arcade and slack... seeing clothes is also not my type of leisure... unless forced to.. like my prom.... and John was like in betwenn the 2 events...

And so..after that... Nigel treat us all to ice cream at the dono what ice cream shop.... forget teh name... and this ice cream shop hor.... practically everything on their menu they don't have.....Thanks man... we dono change our orders how many times...
But still manage to eat... and i finished my order.. then didn't really want to eat the other's share.. although we suppose to share.... abit "bu hao yi shi"... so just sat there... stare around.... dono what to see also... nothing to see... @_@
Oh yar... also met Jasmine,Gwen and forget the who from the basketball team one... and they come and make fun of me and one of the J in our group... com'on lor.... we are FRIENDS only... noting more...mayeb less... but defintely nothing more... you know "friends".. in chinese it's call "peng you".. malay is "kawan"... tamil i dono... japanese is.... hmm..... i also dono...
And so... next time.. please understand this... "FRIENDS"...

And well after that... Nigel got to go already... and so we continue walking in Sun Tec... the girls went to see some office wear... most of them either working liao or found a job... we guys like still slacking around...
And so... ( left only me, John and Wei Yang)... we were walking around when suddenly John become very "on"... suddenly like already plan out everything for Esther's birthday surprise... then we went to buy cake... find a spot for the surprise... and made a delegation for her at the Fountain of Wealth.... so me and wei yang jsut follow his plan lor.. see hime so on... don't want to spoil his mood~~~ and anyway.. qutie a good idea lar...

And so afters ome communication with the girls via phone... we lead Esther to 1 side, surprise her with a small chocolate muffin cake with a candle on it, then later surprised her with a big cake.... and well.. guess she was really shocked... suddenly scream out..... then well... and we continued with the celebration... ate the cake... actually i ate quite alot... because they got leftover can't finish.. and so.. i.. as usual.... got to finish it...
Oh yar... and i aslo secretly called wei song to come along...because they are friends what... don't see why cannot celebrate together.... even if cannot go in relation still friends.. nothing wrong with that...

And well.. speaking of them.... i got abit offended by the "wisdom" of the 2 Js in the group yesterday.... abit bit only..... just that bit.....
Oh well.. honestly.. is actually alot... really felt pissed off at that time....
The first J... when i told them Wei Song is coming... said i will ruin everything... WTH... just 1 more friend come will die is it... i really don't see anything wrong with that... and as i have said.. they are friends....
The second J... well... just gave me a very direct response to my original plan.... and the volume and tone of the3 words he said really got me fired up.... seriously... mentioned that my plan was "lame and childish"......
Ok... maybe it isn't such a big deal to you all... maybe i am over-sensitive... but hey... i only suggested that plan because no one else gave any 2nd idea to me....
Moreover, what's wrong with my suggestion? You don't like it, you can change it... why the hell must you critisize the plan when it wasn't even used?
I would have forgotten about my own plan... if not for that J's sudden remark which jsut seriously pissed me off.....
And adding the second comment... if Esther is unhappy... that J will aslo be unhappy....

Well... haiz.... i dono... guess everyone jsut want Esther to be happy... and so maybe they will tend to want everything their way.. becaue to them.. their plan will make her happy....

I was even going to just put my gift on the bench and just walk off.... since i am responsible for all that they are unhappy about... i guess i was really so pissed that i can just go home straight... forget about the whole damm thing...

Haiz... but well.... i wanted to see Esther's reaction upon seeing Wei Song first... if she really unhappy.. i will just drag Wei Song and go...
And well.. i guess Esther didn't mind... they talked for awhile... so i was thinking no need to go off lor...

We went to eat dinner together, then Wei Song went off halfway... think got to go somewhere... then after that we also went home.. and i decided to send Esther home.... because quite late liao... and she also "self-ask, self-answered" that i should send her home...~~~
Oh yar... my gift.. haha...
At the MRT, she help me carry my bag while i carry her gift bags.... and so she was like quite curious about what's in my bag.. because quite light.. and jsut now i mentioned i came from a soccer match... ( which of course.. is to bluff her one)... and so i let her open the bag.. and well... she found my gift~~~~
Ta-da~~~ haha.... think she also abit surprised... but quite fun lar.... and well, decided to tell her about the watch on the dog's arm, in case she thought it was part of teh dog and didn't use it...
And hmm.. she seem quite happy with the watch... and so... ok lar... at least she happy... so i also happy lor~~~ ( Btw, thanks to Nigel for choosing that gift...but i paid for it hor.... hee hee...)

And well... then i went home liao... and slept early...
Just want to make some comments... i realised that John really understand Esther alot.... hmm... because he actually suggested buying a Man-U jersey for her... which we all didn't agree because too expensive... but well... actually she preferred the jersey to soft toys...
Hey.. but that doesn't concern me... because i got her present separately... becasue i am the "Shi-Fu"... so that's their problem...
Anyway.. the jersey really expensive lor... anywya... still.. not my problem....

And well... finally to today liao... went early to meet Wee Keat for basketball... he booked out form Tekong yesterday... so go accompany him play play... with jun kok and kai kian.
We played for awhile... didn't continue much because we keep loosing... lost our touch liao... because too long never play..
And later at lunch, we began to talked and enquired more about army life... seem ok so far... because they have a 2 week "adjustment week"... so everthing still relaxed.. but next week onwards guess it will be hell for them~~~ But so far so good.... and i didn't know until Wee Keat told me taht there is a company specially for extra-weighted personnels... a special company for them...
Man... think the beds all extra re-enforced steel man... he say all like Summon-Wrestles... WoO~~

Well... then after that my Mum came to fetch me home after begin late for half an hour... nearly fell asleep... even met Jun Kok at the bus stop... who went home , bath, rest, and was going out for work....

Following that... i decided to go for a swim because i was so sticky and smelly.... go bath at the pool... hee hee... but i got shower before going into the water lar... i not so inconsiderate one ok...

Swarm for awhile only... before the pool became so crowded... i decided to go home.. too many peopl le.... swarm only 10 laps.( 1 lap = to and fro)... then went home... played games and blog....
Oh yar... i met a Mr "Ducky banana" at the pool.... because this guy wore yellow goggles, put banana-boat smell sun block on himself... and really swim like a duck.... ha ha... quite funny...

Oh well... that's about it for today... wrote very long today again.... sorry about that~~~ but i am training you in readin life for University leh~~~

Another "Happening" day.... again...

Hmm... today... well... not bad lar...

Today woke up abit late... around 1100... jsut nice to eat breakfast while watching "MVP Valentine"... like the basketball matches only.... got alot of "actions"~~~

Then after that... jsut slack around... played my PS.. then went to play "Generals".. again...
But this time... 5 coms against me...and while... took awhile to defeat them....but i still did..even though they are like ants... keep "chionging" me.... lucky my wise and strategic defences saved me~~~~

And so... after that rushed to meet the other guys for some soccer.... was abit late because i spent too long on "Generals"...

And well.. went there... played against outsiders... mostly Malays... think about our age.. some younger... and i... was the goalkeeper.... most of the time...
This people like to "Zham" alot... and i nearly got internal injury in my little finger when i blocked a fast-approaching ball.... which still went in... because the force is too big~~~

But i noticed that as i played more... i began to warm up... and so became better at stopping goals.... the opponents tried another fast coming ball at me from their court... and i was happy that i manage to deflect it with my right arm... the power arm...no kick arh~~~ Muahahaha~~~
But 1 thing i hated was that they like force me to train my arms like that... everytime the ball went out of the court... the idiots sitting on the bench will just stone there... and i got to climb over the walls.... get the ball... and get back again....
Bloody hell.... sit there cannot go help is it.... ass got super glue arh~~ like move the ass will hurt them like that..... haiz....

We played for some time...3 teams in a rotating league...... got myself quite wet.. becasue it was raining abit just now... and the court was wet... quite wet... and then we called it a day after losing to a lousy team... actually we win one... then they say what ball shot on line or dono what crap... sore losers... anyway i also sian already.... so let them win lor... who cares....

"If you are Esther... please do not continue further unless your birthday have been celebrated...

Seriously.... don't continue... it will spoil the surprise...

no more... please close this window....

N-O-W-......... thank you "


After that... we went shopping for my Tu-Er's birthday gift... because the celebration suddenly pushed forward... because someone cannot make it on sunday... great... so got to chiong a gift by today.... and so.... went penisular to look at a jersey.. then in the end went PS and got some soft toys.... girl what... also dono what else to give...

The others wanted to share a gift together.... at first wanted a Man U jersey... but in the end we decided that not worth it leh... so expensive... then i don't think she can fit into it... or the shirt fits her.... so big~~~

And so.... they shared some soft toys... a sunflower and a "Es-oh" donkey from the bear cartoon... some "winne" or something... and it is actually a tissue holder... and i had to pay for them first becasue they don't have enough $$$.... -_-"

And well.. i chose a watch and a dog soft toy... and the single price of that dog soft toy is over their combined gift price liao....
I spent around $60 all together.... this amount... i would never even buy myself such an expensive gift.... haiz... but come to think of it... really long long one time then give a gift... then somemore she is my Tu-Er.. what to do~~~

Anyway... just give a gift lor... next time also dono got chance to meet again... so take it that spend more for this year... because most people going separate ways soon...

And well.. after buying the gifts... went with Wei Yang to eat at the food court... only got 2 stall left.. because very late liao... then just anyhow eat.. while discussing plans on what to do for Esther's birthday... talk about celebrating in the park or somehting...

Then rushed home to catch the anime.... and later came online to blog and to discuss the plans.... but it seem fruitless... guess too troublesome liao... and i also tired... and they also not steady... so no point...heck with the plan.... haiz....

Qutie tired le... think go sleep le... Nightz....

Another "Happening" Day...

Just finished watching "Inuyasha" and "12 kingdoms".. now then come online to blog... and the epidsodes are getting more and more exciting~~~ ^_^

And well... today... as i said... quite "happening"... alot of things happened...

Firstly, after waking up (with a whole body of sore.... too long never train.. then go gym "pia" abit.. then whole body ach liao~~~), and "dily dali" for awhile, went to arrange my room... wanted to... but in the end end up just arranging my badges and lighters...
Btw, i collect badges since primary school.... got the most in primary school as compared to secondary and JC... and also ligthers... started my hobby from my Sec 3 Vietnam trip... bought some war time lighters.. then start to like lighters liao... and have since been collecting some from Malaysia and Thailand~~~

Spent some time arranging them... fixing them to a cardboard for display... and also repainted some of my ligthers because got alot of rust here and there.... spent few hours doing them.. while watching "Shi Mian Mai Fu" ,VCD one... and waiting for Nigel's call on whether Shuming had called him to pass him my disc.......
And i have come to notice that i do have alot of badges... form CCA badges to awards.. to dono what... especially primary school... got all 12 Ypung Scientist Badges~~~

And anyway... "Shi Mian Mai Fu" is basically an ancient chinese sex movie with some sword fighting... and of course the body parts are hidden..... it's like every scene if not figthing, they will be engaging in "bodily" activities...... diao...
And Shuming never seem to have called Nigel, and so Nigel didn't call me... and so.... my brother keep nagging at me to get the WarCraft 3 disc back because he wants to play..... and so the irritated me keeps calling Nigel.. because i want to get back all discs at one shot.... and that seem to irritate Nigel abit as well... no choice... chain effect....
And Shuming... guess you have to mail my disc back to me by post can? I need it to download my photos from my camera to my computer.... something wrong with my software... ASAP ok?

And so... in the end... my brother suddenly very "on"... say want to cycle to meet Nigel to get the disc back....

WOW~~~ Bedok to Serangoon.... like not far~~~ got car don't want to drive... want to save fuel.... want to cycle.... WTH.....

But i also agreed on.. very long never do long distance cycling.... and so... we just got prepared some water, street directory.. and off we went...

He led me through another route... because for me.. i would follow bus routes... think should be slower... so just followed him....

Up and down... left and right.... went to a wrong turn.... went into the Paya Lebar Air Force base...with nowhere to turn.. so turned back... no wonder all the soldiers like staring at us~~~
Wa cow... dono how to tell us one is it.... only know how to drive planes~~~

But at long last... finally reach Serangoon with a going to cramp thigh.... waited awhile for Nigel to come.... (basket.... cycle faster than he take bus~~~)
Got my stuff back... and yeah~~~ back home for a steamboat dinner~~~
We got chiong abit... because hungry liao~~~ and so... at long last... after some time... we reached... and i gobbled down my dinner on my new dining table~~

Oh yar... forgot to mention.... my new dining table came this afternoon.. marble top table... partially marble seats.... very nice.... my parents decided to change bacuse the old one rust liao... not nice le...~~~ ( seem like we got alot of rust problems...)

Then just spent the night watching TV~~~
Oh yar.. i aslo found alot of jobs recruitment in today's newspaper.... security guard positions got alot... and no need experience one... just need some muscles~~~( sound like a job for me~~~ =p)

And the job agency like no news like that... guess have to depend on my own research liao~~~

But today too tired liao... maybe nextweek or something then call ba~~

That's about it for today~~~

Training day~~~

Today.... quite fulfilling....

Woke up early int he morning to meet De Jian for a gym session at Tampinese stadium there...
Chose to cycle there because i know i won't be warming up at the track there... so used the cycling as a form of warm up.. then go there strech can liao...

And so... we met and went in... paid $1.50 (although adults above 18 should pay $2.50, but we are 18.. and teh cashier also dono charge us how much.. so charged us $1.50 )... did some streching and started my gym session....

I did light, slow, but more repetitions.... because very long never train... so want to slwoly start up my muscles... they have been asleep for too long... it's time for them to arise from their rest... and gain control once more!!!

Abit "kua zhang".. haha... but yar.... just start training... anyway can also prepare for NS (although so long away...)... because i want to prepare myself till the form whereby NS training will be a breeze for me~~~ ^_^

And so.. did mainly arm strengthening.... work abit on legs too...
At the section where i worked out using the bars.. got some "Muscular men" there too... muscle bigger than me... but i am not the least worried... because once i train up... it will be the same size liao.. if not bigger~~~

And so... trian for awhile, then Zhao Zhi(my VS classmate) also come join us... he lived in Pasir Ris area also... and is the one responsible for influencing De Jian to play "Magic".... and which results in De Jian pestering me to play it as well...
And so we continued to train for awhile... then went off to eat lunch... (because all of us abit laggy... then the air con so comfortable.. i cooled down very fast...).. and while talking...Zhao Zhi mentioned something very interesting... he called De Jian "wife-beater"...
Hmm.. actually come to think of it... quite true also... haha... wife-beater.... oh yar... he always call me names... now it's my turn.... Muahahaha~~~

Then after eating, they each need to go their own ways liao... so i cycled home...
The feeling was quite great... because i listened to my MD while cycling... and i was like into a world of my own... jsut listening to music and cycling... enjoying the free moments... i even deliberately took a long route home... just to enjoy that moment....

But sooner or later... i still reach home... so... well.... met my brother at teh void deck.. he going to fetch my mum... and yar... my mum came back today...

Then i went home to rest.. to tired to join him... and at home... i just lied on the sofa... watch replay of "Guess Variety"... but another programme caught my attention... a programme about the lifestyle offered to millionaires....

And WOW~~~~ really abit "xian mu" their lifestyles... big car.. big house... dono how many star hotel... super bikes.... haiz... remmebered another programmes also about them... but it's about their lifestyles... and .... haiz... the house like not big... think their toilet bigger than a 3-room flat... then their house is like in the middle of a grren field, got big lake beside.... so good.. so nice...
Hmm... when will it be my turn? Hey.. i may be dreaming... but man survived so long because of these dreams ok... and well.. maybe when my "Lim Enterprise" is set up.. then can liao... hee hee....

And well.. watch until feel asleep on the sofa... think it's because of the muscle fatigue plus wake up early.... but later still get up to help my mum carry her luagguages and dono waht else from Sabah.... and also some groceries....
And..... my NEW MODEM and a HP photo printer..... finally...

Some of you who always chat with me will know that sometimes my modem will auto disconnect... and i everytime so super "du lan".. i will just bang and hit the modem on the floor.... and guessw what? The problem became worst.... but sometimes it works... and so.... my Brother called to renew our contract, and can get the new modem and printer from it...

And well... since my canon software not with me... ( searched whole house... and finally remembered i got lend to Shuming before... and have not gotten it back i think... so checked with him.. and well.. it's with him....), and the current software got problem... i can't load my photos from my camera into my com... so tried out the new printer, because can just print driectly one...
The photo quality is good... just that my camera not good enough.. so can see the pixels... but still very nice... and i printed out some photos form the prom and chalet... and man... do i look good or what~~~~ i got 1 photo of me doing a "Ye Hui Mei" album pose... so "Shuai"~~~ i would have put on my MSN picture... jsut that still cannot load up the photos yet.... but you wait... i will show you.... hee hee....

And well... later also changed to the new modem.... and well... guess no more problems liao... ( haven't encounter any yet)
And well... guess that's about it for today...

And "wife-beater".. update your blog leh.... ^_^

Yea-aH~~~

Just opened my letter- box.... and can you believe it? i can't believe it myself.....
I was told the low chances.... but here it is... the letter that i couldn't believe it could come.... can you believe that the letter taht i actually don't believe will come had arrived?

Ok... cut the crap... well... the letter .... is a very meaningful letter... a letter of worth.... a letter of hope... a letter of drive... it is... "The Letter"....

Ok lar... think you also getting abit "anxious" about what the letter is right?
Well... it is the "Animal Award Letter"... and i got $150 from it.... ^_^ ( for those who really have no idea what the letter is... it is the Eagles Award.... given to top leaders.... like me~~~~ Wei... buay huai bai~~~)

Damm.... on msn talking to Nigel... then i realised that he also got it.... think it is given to all the CCA leaders i guess.... sianz.... wa lao... not special one... WTH.... still though it was the award that Mr Goh say only 3 students from SRJC was nominated for it..... Dotz.... haiz....
Or was it this?

Seriously... it's not the amount of money inside that i care about... ( it is a bonus though)... it is the recognition.... haiz...
But maybe some of you may think.... be leader until so lousy still want to get what award....
Hmmm.... well... just take it that i am a "lai har ma"... trying to eat "tian er rou" lor....

But hey.... i do put my heart into everything i do... just that it didn't turn out the way i wanted... due to many many factors... aiya... dono lar... don't want to talk about it...

Anyway... just want to thank the 16th ODAC batch for giving me th opportunity to lead.... more or less.... and the 15th Batch ODAC for believing in me....
And i am seriously very touched when people do believe in me... it is a form of support....a form of understanding....

And well.... today went to look for jobs at a recruitment center... because i got so long a break before enlistment.. got to get some jobs to fill my time....btw, anyone got lobang can still share with me...

Met up with John, Wei Yang, Esther& friend ( from the 157 club... and the reason for the club name is that of the 183 club...), and Nigel ( who came late...)...
Went to eat at "Lau Pat Sa"... then went to the office at teh Standard Chartered Building... filled up some forms at the office called "Recruitment Express" ( or something like that.... )... then had a group interview ( all of us with 1 interviewer.. which is Nigel's friend).... and talk aobut about what we wanted.. then ok liao... really express....

Then later... because the rest not "on".. then i and Wei Yang went PS to watch movie... wanted to watch "Shutter"... but the slot too late... then John called to join us... an since he watched "Shutter" liao... we ended up watching "Blade:Trinity"... and i can tell you.... that show is.... BORING and filled with lots of "F" word... vulgarities... and unlinkable covered up nude scenes....
And the plot is so predictable.... powerful ancient vampire come alive... then some how the present real people can invent some powerful "herbal soup"... force the vampire to drink it.... and he dies.... btw.. Triple H got act inside also... but too bad he didn't do a "pedigree"...
But i guess it is quite funny... the supporting actor... and their use of vularities...

And after that...went to the "Kopitiam" to eat the Grilled chicken set... and guess what? This one i really didn't expect it... like the "Eagles Award" letter like that... met Luis at the food court... and he just finished work nearby.. and when we both meet... the first word both of us say is... "LAME!!!"... Haha... our style of greeting.... talked abit... then he went to meet his friends liao
Also met Vinay and his friends there... they going to catch a movie later...

And after that... the other twoabit not "steady" liao... so go home lor... wanted to play arcade but no companion... so went home....

That's about it today...

Btw... if anyone wants a treat... can call me.... but i will select people one hor.... and only specific selected limited amount of people.... diao.... hey.. $150 is so little lor~~~~ Anyway...ask Nigel Choong from "Armandan Gardens" ( something like that) for a treat too... he got it also....

Hmm... today had been a fun day~~~

As compared to yesterday... today is more "happening"...

Anyway... slept at 0400 this morning... after palying Generals... i still go and watch a DVD, titled " Kate & Leopold"... for those with no idea of what it is.... it is actually a movie about how a Duke from 1876 manage to get to the present time( thanks to a guy in the present time who manage to find a portal to the past)... and so began to fall in love with the man's (the guy who "helped" him ) girlfriend... then in the end.. the girl went back to the past to marry the guy....
Found the story abit "kua zhang".. just jump off a bridge then can go through time... and also... where got people from 1876 come to the 21 century can so fast adapt one.... abit impossible... oh yar... and the duke is the inventor of elevator.... some sort of a scientist himself....
Found the story abit unconvincing....

And so... woke up at 1000 today.... but just lied on bed... lazy to move... and then i received a good news....
A car instructor from the Ubi drving center called me... and told me that i have passed my "Basic Theory Test"... yeah..... but not too excited... the test was too easy.... ^_^
So i started to plan to take my "Final Theory Test" and practical lessons.... at last got things to do liao.... and getting closer to get my licence....
Just for some extra information... taking practical lessons outside the peak hours is cheaper...

Then later went to meet Elton,Esther and Yan Xi at Eunos MRT... then went to Ang Mo Kio to meet Nigel and Yvonne.... then went to eat.... ate a "Stingray set"... very nice... $4++ at the S11 food center.... then later went Nigel's house for some fun...

Played some games... watch abit bit of movie that they brought along... but in the end the major thing was the swim....anyway... only me and wei yang were swimming... the rest either playing tennis, or basketball, or sun tanning... or jsut sitting on the bench....

Swarm quite alot... lost count of the number of laps... and in the pool also saw a guy with 2 girls... think younger than us.... and i don't think he is there to swim... just want to play with the girls i think... and alter still copy my "breaststroke using legs only"... which i saw Wei Yang soing and followed... but which he saw me did the other time we were at Nigel's house... so...... they were all copying me....

Then after bathing... actually want to play basketball one... but the management very troublesome.. got many rules... need shoes lar... then wei yang no shoe.... and since he is the only one who can play with me... we ended up not palying.....
Basket.... brought the basketball all the way for nothing...

Then later... we went out for dinner... very hungry liao... because just now swimming that time used up alot of energy... then immmediately went to order a "chicken set"... and waited for the rest to come before i started globling up my food... and guess what?
I became the offcial garbage collector again.... those with unwanted food pass it to me... mostly from John.. who ate not even half of his meal....
Think next time when i go and eat with them.. just buy a palte of rice is enough.... then let them pass their unwanted food to me... then got a meal liao... save $$$~~~

After eating then we all go home liao.... took the 26 bus home from Toa Payoh with Esther and Elton.... the 2 Es....
Along the way.... after reaching the old VS site... i sort of began to have some nostagic feelings... remembered the places that i have went during my VS days... the shops... the streets.. they all seem all to familiar... adn so i began to tell the 2 Es about the palces i have been and whst i do at those palces... think they hear until very sian....
But i just continued... hiaz... began to remember the days Luis always take bus with me to the certain stop, then alight to change... the durians along the way...
But actually, most of the time i would be asleep in my journey... because i would mostly be very tired and exhausted.. either from my training or school lessons.... but the palces just gave me the feeling again... like i was back in VS....

Actually.. come to think of it... come SRJC.. seldon sleep on ym bus journey... dono why.... can't get to sleep.... think must be one of the Es... everytime on the bus talk talk talk.... haha....

And well.. later sent me tu er ( which is that E i am talking about..) to her flat elevator.... got nothing to do... and besides... i am the last person she was with... and so if any thing happen... i will also feel abit guilty... so just send lor....
Anyway i guess it is a "Man"'s responsibility... so late liao... jsut send the girl home lor...a t least can ensure some sort of safety... especially those girl small and skinny one.. then very blur one... and very easy to cheat one~~~~

And i guess i did the right thing.... because her void deck there got a group of Indian youths... think drinking or something.. don't look very friendly... although may not be up to no good... but there is always other possibilities... so it was lucky i sent her home...

And so.. that marks my day...

Anyway... now "Shi Zhi Lu Kou" got S.H.E. ... this series should be very interesting... go watch le...

And guess what? Ayumi Hamasaki got a new album liao.... all her best tracks inside... entitled "My Story".. haha.... like my blog like that.... Elton should know...

So Exciting !!!

Haha.. just switched on the TV... saw Channel I's "6 Weeks"..... and guess what?

The scene on Adrian Pang's son school... is the new VS!!!!!

Haha.... got a bit carried away.... recognised the "water hole" stall.... which is the drink stall...

And i can't help but feel that the character that Adrian Pang played is a "man" man.... he did a very "man" thing.... because he had only 3 weeks left to live.... he asked a divorce from his wife...

From a man's point of view... this is so as not to "tuo lei" the wife... andhe did so by hiding the real reason behind the divorce... maybe a bit cruel... but it is better for her wife's future...

If i was the man.. maybe i would do the same thing too... but at least like in the end..... tell her the reason... then can hug together and cry... something like that~~~~

But if i now only got 3 weeks to live... i think i will just leave Singapore... buy a good backpack, get a good bicycle... and just cycle all the way to... hmm... China? Maybe Thailand.... haha... and continue to blog.... then maybe few days before my time... i will scale Mount Kinabalu... or Mount Ophir... and just stay at the peak till i close my eyes forever~~~~

Haha... die also want to be outside... but the best is can be with my dream girl~~~~ ( now still don't have.... -_-".. but it's ok... because i not dying yet~~~)

Boring day...

Hmmm... today quite sian... didn't go out... didn't do much...

Woke up... watch TV... played some computer games... then played my PS on the game "Parasite Eve 2"... replayed the game because i lasted stopped palying it since entering JC... played awhile in my free 3 months...

Then well.... watched TV.. sleep.... didn't do much at all.... or at least anything productive...

Life after A level seem so strange... seem so free... but yet so busy... didn't have time to really think about what i should do in future....

Actually is have.. just that i chose to slack around... =p

But.... hmm... guess i should start to think for myself... already 18.. moving on to 19... going into army soon...

The air force talk sort of made me realise that with no good academic results... there will be no scholarships... and so... heavy university fees....

Hmm... anyway... Edwin started to chio me to WBG to listen to their stuff again..
Well... actually i was quite tempted to join in their network marketing... but come to think of it... it really is like using friends... i had a bad encounter with one of my friend promoting it... felt cheated....
But to think of it again... it is ... afterall... a type of self-employed job... quite attractive pays ( if you work hard on it).... hmmm... dono leh... in a delima... to join.. or not to join..

It's good in a way that you don't have to spent as time as much time on it as compared to other jobs... so can be a sort of spare income... hmm... maybe i can join, do abit... then go find anotehr part time job... earn some money for myself.. instead of keep relying on my parents...

To say the truth... everytime i refrain from spending alot because... well... every dollar i spend here... my parents got to work twice as hard to earn it...
Haiz.... can the Malaysia ringgit faster rise?
If it was at the sane value as Singapore.... i would be spending more freely.... ^_^

Hmm.... i guess i can join WBG to start getting some work experiences... and they got very good courses... witness the change in my friends who went through it...
But of course... got to consult my parents... need some investments as well....

But i guess the more important thing is that i learn from the experience... the $$$ is a bonus...

Then i can take on a part time job.. and learn as well... and of course... get the $$$...

Hmm.. everything i am saying seem to be linked to $$$... no choice... our world revolves around it.... unless it is possible to have a hut in a country side... plant or grow your own food.. just enjoy nature without any $$$ woes... ( btw... you need $$$ for that...)

But i guess i should start saving now... prepare for the future... maybe i will go into business too.... jsut imagine... " Lim Enterprise".. or "Lim Business Group"....

Haha... hey... dreams get the body going.....

11/12/2004

Sometimes really dono what title to put... so just put down the date ba....

Anyway... today... quite ok... nothing special happened.... no more blog war... ^_^

And well... went to the Air Force talk today.... went because my classmates going... so i go along... even though they rejected me already.... = (

So... took a bus ( save $$... got concessions stamp) to meet them at City hall... and guess what? Dogs and cats came pouring down when i was about to alight... and when i was going to cross the road to the MRT entrance... there were like a whole "stump" of people standing there.... i think they thought that by standing at the entrance... watching the rain... and making it hard for people running across to get in will somehow stop the rain....
Kaoz... stand there and block the way...i run there and they stare at me only... not moving.... like not tree logs...... cannot move somewhere one meh... or at least leave a pathway for others to come in....

Anyway... later met up wuth them then went for the talk.... and i knew i made a right decision... because they got give souvenirs... hee hee.... a bag and inside got a notebook and a pen... very nice... then later still got high tea session... not bad lar.... so go in listen lor....
And John even best.... his sole motive is the high tea... still say what want to go watch movie first... then go abck for high tea ...-_-"

Anyway... listened to the talk... quite informative... alot of movies... alot of sharing experiences... and i realised that to be a figther pilot... you have to be at least 162cm!!!! ( Esther.... you will need extra high heels for you to reach the pedal.....)
And well.... anyway the pilot test already rejected me liao... so i also very hard to get in le... and the worst is that their basic criteria for the good scholarship... i repeat... basic criteria.... 4 A and 2 "S" paper.....WTH.... think that one only wei xiong from our college qualify.. ( he was also there ... with Fabian)
And so... after listening to that... i aimed straight for the high tea session....
The pilots and officers shared alot of their experiences... show pictures... like go holiday with their overseas scholarship like that... but haiz.... no use... i can't get it....
Then later got Q&A... and 1 guy asked a very interesting question.... he mentioned that is the Air Force discriminating against 3-sub people , and does having 4 A level automatically translate as having better leadership qualities.... well- asked.... haha... but there are acutally other scholarships available for 3 A level... just that less money... not as good... and as for the 2nd question... nope... because all have to go through OCS....
Then got 1 father.... dono he trying to "hao lian" or what... say what last time he also Air Force one.. then got 1 colonel friend what what... then his son want to study medicine what what.... something something... like trying to say his family all very smart like that... waste my time.... the high tea session already late liao lor....
Then dono why also... everytime they say last question... then got alot of people want to ask questions... then before that not much ask.... they really trying to delay the tea session....

And finally... it ended.... and we went for hight tea!!!
Yeah... but not for long.... i think the people there like sheeps like that... eat finish 1 table of food.. move on to the next one... i was slow in taking food becauser i went to find Luis ... who was also there... and who was accepted by teh pilot test... basket...
And so.. by the time i went to find food... left abit only... so i jsut grabbed a few nuggets... nothing much left... think all the people didn't eat breakfast got there...

And so ate only a little.... then we went off to food court to eat... ( before that... John went to bomb Hiroshima ).. and so while we were eating... he tried to share his "mission" with us... but i shut him off.... with the threat of my fist~~~~

After eating... we began to discuss about plans to go Malaysia and play together... maybe go find a resort stay... and maybe can use that for Esther's birthday.... then go Malaysia buy gifts.. ( cheaper... =p)... and talked about the possibility of who can go...
Guys wise... mostly will be the few of us liao.... then girls... also very hard to comfirm... because they are so "on".... so cannot decide....
Then if all stay in 1 hotel room even more fun... but maybe got 1 couple may choose to have another room... then at night their room will be very noisy... then the man will suddenly run to 7-11 to buy something back... or jsut call 1 of us to lend the thing..... ( oops.... M18 contents here.... those below 18 please do not read... haha..)
Anyway...I think it is quite a good idea( not the hotel part)... go overseas to play together... at least something new... and i especially want to go back eat the "BBQ Sting-ray"... damm spicy..damm delicious..... just like those i ate in Sabah... very nice.... the chili.... oh man.... i am salivating.....
We can't get those stuff in Singapore.... different style of cooking... different prices...

We then went to play arcade for awhile... played "House of the Dead" at first.... but the stupid gun... the aiming like "pa jiao" one... i shoot straight... the screen shots are lower than where i aimed alot... so i aimed very high..... and so... i died soon... ( in the game...)
Then played "Time Crisis 3".... this time at least the gun ok... but i remembered the last time i played using the other gun also got problem.... spent $2 on it... lasted the longest.. ^_^

Then later also nothing much... planned to go home... wanted to take bus ... but Wei Yang and John persuaded me to take MRT... and we happily followed John....

Bloody hell.... bring us walk until dono where... made such big circles.... and walk so far...even went into the dono what hotel... think if i take bus already reached home... think he lost his way because there got alot of renovation.... but along the way... we began to talk about interesting stuffs... men's stuff.... haha....
We talked about stuffs like which couples in our class already "er-herm".... because youngsters nowadays are so open-minded... think it is quite possible... then we also talked about whether the boy would initiate it.. or the girl... actually we refered to 1 couple specifically... but don't tell you who leh~~~~ ( find it out at www.guess_it_yourself.com.sg)


Finally... we reached a familiar place.. and i brought them to the city link from there... and took MRT home....

Then while blogging... gave kiat Loong a call... asked about his living conditions... seems quite ok... nothing serious yet... even met a few VS and SRJC friends in the same company... good then... also dono waht to say to him... haha..... talked for while then close phone liao... he got to polish boots... nice life in there....

That's it for today~~~

Explain so much... forgot to blog my day...

This morning... woke up early ... very early.. wanted to send Kiat Loong off at the Pasir Ris interchange... then meeting yong shen go together.... but half way while cycling to the MRT... yong shen sms me say that kiat loong already boarded the bus to the jetty liao~~~~

And so... went home to sleep....
Wa lao... forced myself to wake up... and i was still very tired... wasted....

And anyway... woke up... then went to see my blog... adn well... started round 1 of the arguement....

Then after that... went to meet Wei Yang, Elton, Nigel and John at Grandlink to play lan.... then in the end dedcided to go Parklane there because grandlink there quite expensive...

Played for around 3 hours....CS....Generals ( me,elton and john VS com... and i super thrash the coms.... nuke them like there is no tomorrow... while defending for John because he didn't know how to play well.... 4 brutal com really no kick lor... too easy le... i 1 person can take on all liao~~~) adn lastly played Battlefield 1942....

I think battlefield 1942 was the most fun game.... can drive tank, aeroplane, jeep... and alot of other military vehicles... bery fun....

Then after that... most of them need to go home or meet friends... so we went home...
took a bus home... then later wanted to help a lady with a baby and many bags when we are getting down at the interchange... but she rejected politely.. well.... nvrm....

Then later... went to Bedok interchange to do some electronic funds transfer to a friend... for some investment.... and i noticed that i am very broke le... left only "$2000 ++"..... so sent abit to him... cause i also need some $$ for my daily expenses till my mum come back and top up my account....

Then later went to NTUC and Giant supermarket ( yes.. there is a Giant supermarket at Bedok interchange...) to find my christmas gift.... a steam boat with the frying thingy..... very nice... can fry and boil... perfect for gatherings.... haha.... saw 2 models at both supermarkets... but both don't have the temperature control.... so i guess go look around somemore...

Then well... after that went home liao... and went on to round 2 of the arguement....

And today noticed alot of dry flashes of lighting.. though not raining... think going to rain soon... those with clothes outside better take them in...

That's about it....