A sense of Peace....

Hmmm... think my body has all the necessary immunity already... nothing much can hurt me anymore... lol...

This few days... I am beginning to feel a natural sense of calmness... of peace...

Life has reutrned to normal....

Perhaps i should really thank a particular flower... if not for this flower... I may still be trapped in my own cage of darkness... lost... in the big dark sea...

This flower, unluckily... became my venue for venting out all the nonsense... haha... and she took it quite well... sort of helped me over it...

So... haha... Thanks... Little Flower :).. i know i wasted alot of your SMSes... you don't have the student plan with unlimited sms.... yet... haha... next month we shall spam one another... haha...

Think i said this alot of times... but still want to say again....

In life... you will not always get what you want.... what is important is that you pick yourself up again, and move on bravely....
I mean.. the world was never meant to be a fair place... what you give out.. it may not be returned... (which reminds me... somebody still owe me some money... over CNY man... not good for him... lol...)
And so... why not give them out in places where they can be returned?

Life's too short to be spent wandering in despair... I shall move on bravely...

Just realised that I actually have alot of caring and nice friends around me.... who've been with me all these while...whom I've been neglecting... it's time i show some appreciation...

The world is indeed a weird place... but it where I become stronger and stronger...

Come March... I shall break the 4, or hopefully 5, tiles... It shall singnify a clean break for me... to start all over again...

Cheers :)

Happy Chinese New Year to one and all :)

The storm has calmed...

Feeling much better... all the nonsense has subsided...

Had a bad night yesterday... couldn't sleep at all... lol... think finally slept at 4 or 5 am...

I am quite surprise... it was quite fast this time round... perhaps it's becasue I've already been trained.. and I already see the signs coming... so well.. mentally prepared...

Hmmm... yar... much better...

Tml suppose to have some movie thing... think I still need some time... won't be going...

Time to look forward man....

ANd my projects are not helping :(

Happy... CNY....

Life's as such....

I wish that certain things aren't what they are... but since they already are... well.. don't think I can do anything about it...

Life's like that... I've been through enough to know the feeling... it's all back again....

I just hope it wasn't because of what i did.....

But it doesn't matter...

I like this quote... better to know and be disappointed, then to never know and wonder...

Well.. time to get over it...

All the best :)

The night seem so cold today.....

Happy Chinese New Year....

Today is suppose to be a happy day... it had always been... for the past 22 years... but this year... well... mood's slightly different... more sober...

It's weird that in life... they often give you hope... only to take it away... all at once...

Haiz....

But at least I've done something for somebody else today... Alvin... and I think it was a great success...

Well done man.... All the best with that :)

It's over....

I guess sometimes in life... if you've done your best... there's nothing else that can be done...

You can't always get what you want...

Well... at least I can say... I won't have regrets next time... I've tried my best... done it all... if fate doesn't allow it... then let it be...

Life goes on....

It's kinda hard to accept now... but I guess with time... it shall pass...

I just cannot believe that there is nothing at all.... oh well...

I am thankful that I have friends that cared about me.... perhaps I should be caring more about other friends...

It had been nice being such a close friend...

All the best :)

Stress.....

Keep getting stuck at VB... lol.. spend dono how many hours on some simple codes...

Haiz....

Oh well.. hands getting better.. not to painful anyway... think I can expect full recover by next week... and I will be ready to break again :) (Not my hand though).. haha.....

Feelings kinda subsided already... I am at peace with myself now.... burying myself in my FYPs...

It's been a long time since I had such feelings.... calm... peaceful....

I should move on... should I?

Now the stress is coming... LOL....

Target... End of Feb... finish everything!!!!