The truth is out...

Finally.. after today's session.. the truth is out...

In a way.. I'm glad the air is finally cleared... although i no longer feel any thing... no more feelings.. no more pain... it just puts a great reflief to my whole mental self...

No more disturbed mind... peace at last....

In a way... I'm glad things turn out this way... or i may live with the pain even longer... had it been something else...

It just feels great... suddenly...

Phew....

Sometimes... i think it's better for me to remain single.... this worldly affairs is sometimes really too much for me to handle...

I guess life has it's way of helping me... the twist may seem wicked at first.. but it is actually for a greater purpose...I'm so glad it happened the way it did.... I shall await my destiny patiently...

Till then... go sleep le...

What have i done...

Haiz... this whole thing is getting really weird... and abit hard of hand...

Tomorrow will be the revelation of the truth... someone asked to tell me things privately... I fear what will be told to me is what i fear shouldn't be the case... becasue if it is, then i would have made some very grave mistakes...

Argghh... this is really confusing me....

I'm not sure what i should be doing now.. my feelings and thoughts are rather confused...

But it shouldn't be what I fear... because time and time agian..things have shown that they are what they seem now... I don't think it'll change things that much... hopefully...

Anyway... i guess i'll have to wait till tomorrow to find out...

Till then.... a very confused state of mind....