Hmm... book in?

Damm... now in a delimae liao.... wa.. sian... my england really drop liao... forgot how to spell "dellimae".... damm... that's bad.... loosing my vocabularies already....

Anyway... i am in a d_____... because ALvin Gan just jio me to play DOTA again... late night one... so i'm like... hmm.... i quite on with it... but the problem is i am suppose to book in tonight....
But the problem within the problem is that... i am only suppose.... haha.... so i can still choose to book in tomorrow morning... early early....

So well... what will be my choice?

Stay tune for the next episode to find out... still in d_____.....

Man... am i addicted to DOTA or what....

But well... lastest update... my PC sms me to check what time i booking in so he can lombang... and so i told him... i thinking of tomorrow... and since he didin't reject it or something... haha.... tomorrow it is~~~

So well.. DOTA.. here i come.... Muahahahaha...

And so.... well...today.... stayed home... adn do all the routines that i ahve been mentioning for dono how long liao... watch TV... play DOTA...
Man... i got to get a life p .... haha.... or else no life...

Yesterday night played with them....was quite a good game i would say... just that quite draggy... i used SK... think still ok with it...

Oh yar.. just now tried PA... find that it is quite good also... haha... now discovering more and more heroes liao.... think later will use it...

Oh well... guess that's about all... now to wait for the game to start....

DOTA... waiting...

Decide to blog abit first.. since waiting for the rest to play DOTA...

Was surfing around CREATIVE's products... read up more on the ZEN vision.... looks really cool and nice... can store photos.. videos... songs... 30 GB... Heok Kia that time say got lobang.. selling muchc heaper than the selling price... but he got a buyer liao...
Wasted.. didn't make up my mind earlier...

Now the more i see it.. the more i feel like buying liao... just imagine.. can load all the "Guess Varitety"... animes... or wahtever movies in... then can watch during outfield... or when in camp with nothing to do....
Wasted.... now got to wait for his next lobang...

Oh yar... got a bad news from him too... he can't settle my hard disk... so i guess it's down to Sim Lim liao.... no choice...too many valuables memories inside... all the photos... have to spend some money to get it out liao...

Was surfing around friendster too... saw a girl viewed my profile... went to check her out... quite chio... a taiwanese... but too bad... in relationship liao...
One thing though... found out she is linked through my PC to me....
Haha... small world...

Hmm... maybe sum up abit about the week... our battaltion did the ATEC stage one on Wednesday and Thursday... my mortar platoon on Wednesday only... got 2 stations... the director and mortar drill...
Director drill ... well.. was taken by me... and i am proud to say... i scored 100%... no mistakes at all... full Recon 1~~~~ Muahaha...
But the mortar drill... the always Redcon 1 detachment was off form... performed quited badly... i dono their indiviual results... but i guess it's lucky that overall.. our platoon still managed a Redcon 1... though not a very high one... and the percentaged was pushed up alot by my marks...
If i had cock up or something... then that's it liao... 1 grade down... not very nice...
But well.. we got 1... it's good enough... now got to concentrate on stage 2...

Friday... went for the next week's exercise and the ATEC stage 1 debrief at PLC.... all commanders have to go... men all got day off.... *&*(&%&^*&)(*)
Practically wasted the whole afternoon there... because when we reach... they delay the thing twice.. then after that they went through all the stations one by one... like not alot... was really veyr boring man...
When it finally ended... i went back to camp... washed my car first... then booked out..

I realised that for these 2 months... i have been refueling twice a month... last time about once a month only... think it's because this few weeks keep going out on night's off... go Orchard alot of times... fetch the specialists here and there....
Haiz... actually... at this point... i am already into the reality liao... you got car... comfirmed will be made used of one... and not much people will show appreaciation to you one... they just take and go....
So far... i only recall my PC offering to pay for my tickets when i fetch him and another friend into Sentosa...
Haiz... guess this is how prostitutes feels man....
But well... i guess no choice lor... suck it up...

Just came back from soccer with the SHG... quite fun.... starting reaction got some problems... but later got some warm up le... saved quite abit of goals... quite ok lar....
Thought they will like condemm me or something...after my comments....
But i guess... friends... are afterall friends... some words here and there... but still friends...
But in case you all think i say this to save myself or something... it's not... i still meant what i say... especially about reflecting upon your own words and actions.... yar....


Been waiting for some time liao... dono they still want to play or not... sianz....

Haiz.... go watch TV first...

Tired...tired.. tired.... -_-

Gona make this a very quick one... because i am really quite tired liao...

This weekend had been a very rush one... Firday book out go help my bunk mates settle the TV... trade in the spoilt old one for a working 2nd hand TV... not a bad deal.. got a free remote control...

Saturday i was COS... so the whole day at camp... sleep... read... study for IPKT... watch TV....

Sunday morning... woke up early... handed over my duties... then went back home... but only rest for awhile then got to go out liao... got a class BBQ at Nigel's house... went to meet Ee... go buy things... go Nigel house... talk around... played basketball and soccer with the handicapped Elton... his hand fractured... do some things do too hard.... ^_^
Anyway... my basketball spoil liao.. got a small hole le... leak air... it's kinda old le.. need replacement...
After that eat... BBQ... and as usual... got left over food...
Then talk somemore... and because the whole thing actually dragged to quite late... i requested form my PC to return tomorrow... or rather later in the morning... so i am.. here... blogging... very fastly... going to sleep liao... got to wake up early...

That's all...

Booking in soon....

The time has come... going to be booking in soon...

Nothing on today.... basically... stay home watch TV play computer.... the only addition is that i sent my mum and brother to Kallang there for them to take bus go Malaysia in the afternoon...
My dad had asked my brother to go back there for awhile.. since he also nothing to do... waiting for school start...

And so... i'm sort of home alone again... not that it is something new... but the same old sian feeling is always there.... can't get rid of it...
Haiz...

Sometimes i really have the advice for my friends... those with families here.. cherish them... you won't feel how important they are till they go....

But well... at least now over there my dad won't be so lonely too... at least got 3/4 of the family there liao...
Haiz... guess these are the problems of having a business overseas....
But my parents are thinking of coming back to settle down.. just that dono when... well.. see how ba...

Guess i will be going back camp sooner... that's like my 2nd home... at least more happening.. and got my fellow specs to chill with....


Oh well.. at least it is a 4 day week... but next weekend also come back to an empty house....my brother only back next Tuesday....

Haiz.....

Book in day??? Ermm....

Yep... i am still at home... ta dah.... think i forgot to mention... but tomorrow i got 1 day off..... in fact... the whole unit got... so... here i am.. haha...

Today... went out with my gang of friends... haha... finally... very long didn't meet up with them le... my VS gang... a bunch of friends whom i have kept since secondary school....very good friends....

We had actually initiated some meet up some time ago... but always dono who will be busy.... but finally.. now all free to meet...

We met up at Marina Square...went for lunch... and basically eat... play pool... play arcade.... shop around... and the main thing was talking .... catching up with one another's life... talking crap....
When we went to challenge Daytona... it actually reminds us of the days in Sabah.. where Luis, Heok Kia and I trained our Daytona skills using the cheap Sabah Daytona machines...(Nelson wasn't there... he enlisted liao...)
Those were the days.... haha...

And quite surprisingly... i met De Jian and Yu min there too... actually Yu min met me first... at Carl's Junior... was eating lunch with them.. then suddenly saw a familiar face queuing up.... then dang dang dang.... knew DJ also came... called him to meet up with us....
Chatted abit.. then they left liao...

I think everyone also had roughly the same idea... that is to go overseas after we ORDed... i am personally totally for it.... think it's good to get out of this sunny island once in a while....
And i think it will be fun... to go out and chill with friends overseas....

Was talking about alot of places... but we manage to corner it down to these few locations....
*Sabah - climb Mount Kinabalu again... this time on a different route, more difficult one... with Nelson.

*Thailand - go to Phuket Island... go there chill on the beach.. scuba dive... enjoy the sea.

*Japan and *Korea

Roughly is this few places... not too far... cheap... and good...

Well... i know the SHG got jio me go Europe.... but i am honestly not for it... guess it's too far le... and quite expensive...
I perosnally prefer to settle just for Asia.... haha...

But well... it's still some time... next year... haha... still got to fight ATEC first... got time to save money... and maybe change plans?

See how lar... i'm on for alot of things~~~

Oh yar... just want to add one more thing... it's official already.... guess i will be heading towards SIM liao...
But it's ok...i guess any place for education is the same... at the end of it all... it's your attitude that counts... the certificate is just a board for you to step onboard....
So if you can be successful.... you will be... trust yourself...

SLaCking....

Well... today is a slack and DOTA day.... but fear not.... no negative comments anymore... because i played it with someone else... so all is safe and sound....

Anyway.. as mentioned before... i have decided to stop saying about all these nonsense.... they are nonsense... because people don't change even when it is mentioned... so it becomes nonsense...
So well... let it be .... let it be....

As i was saying...rested the whole day... then iw as trying to figure out who i can play DOTA with... when i suddenly remember my fellow mortar spec.... who is ocnsidered a noob as well... but he had played longer than me... but at least he is not so powerful as to KB me or something... in fact... i would say we are about on par... depending on the hero we use....
Had quite a fun game... initally played 1 on 1 against him... although i killed him more times... he took my frozen throne in the end....
Then subsequently we played against computer.... got win and loose...
And finally.. i lost to him in the last 1 on 1... we both randomed our heroes... and i would say he got quite a powerful one... Broodmother... mine was some bull.. forgot the name... not very impressive by itself....

A good game played.... peacefully... that's what i call enjoying a game... no funny comments... no nothing... just advice.. and cooperation... sharing of items...

Maybe that's a noob's way of playing... but who cares... it was enjoyable...

Anyway... that's about all le... played the afternoon and evening away... then after that watch TV for the night....

That's all.... boring life i have here... haha..

Back.....

Well... back again...

Whole week of training in preparation for ATEC stage 1... IPPT... and my combat shoot...

IPPT... got silver... as usual.... never get gold one... the only problem is that it is a battalion stand to get gold for commanders... so well... i will try my best...
I would say i had become fitter form my PS course... too long didn't train physical fitness liao.... so i am actually quite satisfied with my performance liao... thought i would only pass....
Oh well.. at least got another $100.... now trianing for the other $100....

Combat shoot... i think this one don't get marksman then got problem liao... honestly.. it's very easy... for a total of 40 shots for day and night... i only missed one in the night.... so that really shows how easy it is man....
So well... $200 richer... plus 1 marksman badge... cool~~~

Got news from my PC today also... i will be offically promoted to 2SG in August.... quite soon.... quite anxious about it.... because it is a offical promotion for all thsoe who went for PS course.... so kinda happy about it... got money increment... just that dono how much...
The bad thing is... next time draw ammo comfirm will arrow me liao... and the other ATGM (NS)PS, who will also be promoted...
Well.. with power comes responsibility...lan lan....
At least now i got some shelter liao.... not bad lar ....

Nothing much on this week.... all the way training and training...

* Maybe just a note to the tags (which i already removed... don't like the comments... but i will still reply to it)... firstly... i am not hopeless... please don't anyhow say.... although there is no need for me to explain further...
And secondly... i welcome the challenge... bring it on....

Seriously... i guess it has come to a point... i quite heck care liao... want to jio me play... i am on for it... maybe i won't even bother making comments liao... because nowadays i think i quite busy liao... got more things to do.... so whatever comments you all want to make... just go ahead... i'm not bothered anymore...


Well....been thinking about this issue.... sometimes i think maybe this game is not that good afterall... kinda bring out the evil in everyone...bad mouth and all that stuffs.... me included...
I guess it's no wonder that people can play CS until stab one another.... so i guess it's good to not become too addicted to it...
Oh well.... whatever ....

Short short weekend....

Well... this is the end of my short weekend this week.... just came back yesterday evening... had a live firing zeroing in the morning... then went back camp in the afternoon... and i spent 2 hours washing my car in camp... because 2 months never wash liao... very dirty... then in camp also easier to wash... becuase got hose... haha...
After that i also went to some place in yio chu kang to get my tags sewn on... thanks to the new directive of having the vocation and formation sign on the uniform...

And so... by the time i reach home.... evening liao...

This week had been pretty busy..... the first day i got back to camp have to go outfield liao... enemy play... then also got to learn the underslung for the vehicle.. so it's like no slack at all... outfield... learn things... parade.... then saturday the live firing....

We were so busy... that we had to rush for the screening of "Superman Returns" on Thursday.... because my friend had helped us booked the ticket... then the training for the under-slung went on till quite late... we nearly wanted to give away the ticket liao... but luckily we manage to rush for it... though we missed around 10 minutes of the start...
Luckyily we manage to catch the most exciting part... which is the scene just when we arrived.... but overall... i would say it is quite a nice movie... just that the ending like abit anyhow one... no head no tail...
Still.. it's nice...

The whole day today is spent resting.... sleep alot...because the entire week i have been sleeping late.. adn waking up early... play DOTA... all that stuffs...

Just have a few thigns to say though....

Firstly... yesterday i am suppose to play DOTA with the SHG... but in the end i was sort of being "put aeroplane"... i don't really want to know why liao... not important... but i just want to clear the air...
When i went online.... i was added into the conversation to play DOTA... and since they were expecting someone else... i told them i go and hang my clothes first... because the laundry was just done... and asked them to call me on my house phone when they are going to play.... keyword here... house..

When i came back... i read through the conversation... and apparently they have already left for TYS's house to watch soccer... and i can see they were trying to get me... throught my HANDPHONE... and on the MSN window....
I dono... maybe the instruction to call me on the house phone wasn't clear? Or that they though they can only get me through my handphone?

The thing is.. why i requested to call my house phone... is precisly because i know i can't hear my handphone in my room... while i am in the kicthen...
Then it's like just suddenly everyone suddenly go off liao... no explaination... no nothing...

well... if anyone care to explain... please enlighten me... although i am also not very bothered over it anymore...
I guess sometiems when you are not part of a group... thigns do become like this...

And as for today.... i would honestly say i play DOTA until quite sick.. and piss already... because hoenstly... i HATE it when people use CAPITAL letters to talk to them.. indicating they are shouting... or some people just try to make some "Smart ALex" comments... just becasue they think i am a noob... i can be push around... make those insensitive comments... push me around like a vermin ....
I think i had jave enough of all this crap.... at one point i am even considering quitting the game liao.... because if in order to play this game... i got to endure all these nonsense... i see no point in playing...
I guess maybe WK knew this... adn so he didn't want to play?
I dono... it is really in this game that you start seeing the characters of the human player... not the hero...

Comments... based on untrue facts.... what i didn't help with killing... stand down there....
I guess the problem with human is that... they tend to critise .. without thinking through... i don't belong to the type that hit and run... see friend kena attack then siam that time... i DO help... using spells and stuff....even if i don't physically go and whack... so if you don't see it... don't make stupid comments... don't try to act "smart".....

The first game.. fine... i tried using a hero i didn't use before... realised it wasn't very good to use... cost the team to loose.... fine.. put the blame on me... noob what... useless piece of junk.... then if add another noob it will only become a feeding ground for the opposition team...

But for subsequent games... i used my most powerful hero.... actually only another full game... becuase i have no idea what the hell they are doing.. quitting and starting a new game a few times....

And let me tell you this... i DO kill.... and i proved it in the game itself.... no matter what "smart alex" comments my other team mate make... i didn't give a dam.... becuase i honestly see it as a poor attmempt to make himself very good....

Honestly... i no longer see myself as a noob... i can play now... maybe i should thank this "friends" who looked down on me when i was playing....all the noises.... i dono... but i guess it did make me stronger...

Whatever the case... i think i have made my point... i would still continue to play... but it is no longer for the fun of the game... but to kill... to prove myself in the game... i guess this has really affected me quite a bit liao....

Haiz... i got to go prepare myself le.... till this weekend then....